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He is gone for a minute, but Four stays.
"So you are just going to leave? Your friends?" he says
I don't know what to say, I can't face him but that means I am ditching my friends. Luckily I don't have to reply, Mathew comes out again.
"Ready" he says nervously eyeing Four
"One second" I say and walk back into the building, and up to my friends, luckily Four doesn't follow
"Hey Tris party tomorrow at my house?" Zeke says
"Hey it's my party!" Uriah whines
I can't help but laugh
"Yeah, can I bring a couple people? I'll explain tomorrow" I say
"Are they Dauntless?" Uriah says
"I forgot to ask, I assume they are" I say
And Uriah nod approvingly
"I just came to say sorry, I ditched on you guys, I promise I'll be there tomorrow" I say
They all nod, I guess they understand after the blow up when I walked out and Four followed.
Christina, Marlene and Shauna all push their way out of the booth and start pushing me to the other side of the café, away from the boys
"Is everything alright with Four?" they say
"No, I'm sorry I just need a break from him, how about we have a sleep over at my house tomorrow?" I say
"Text us" Christina says
I nod and walk out, to a furious Four, and a very confused Erudite
"Leave him alone Four, he is just a friend!" I say catching Four off guard, Mathew saw me
Four doesn't look like he just got caught in the act he looks like he thinks it is right, whatever it is
"Let's go" I say with a scoff
We get to 'The Library', you know those movies or books where the place is named some stupid name to keep the place on the down low, and well this is it. We walk in and the room has Neon lights everywhere, and it looks awesome.
People are dancing in the corner to quiet music, there is a sofa, and a table, a café, and book shelves, a big screen T.V. with an Xbox hooked up, and even a little chemistry corner
"Let me make you a serum" Erudite says
"Serum?" I have to ask
"Yeah, here at the library we made serums, death, memory loss, happiness, and Fear, and truth, I'll give you the happy one, because it's fun" he says
"Why? What solves anything by making these serums?" I say
"Curiosity, and to escape boredom, Death some just don't want to live anymore and the death serum shuts you down so it's a painless process, memory loss I believe was just an experiment, Happiness for the depressed, Fear, truth, and memory loss were experiments and also to learn, and experience. I believe they are working on one currently to make you pliable to suggestions. It's a very intriguing process, learning more about the human mind" he says, as if he was explaining an idea, and obsession something dear to him.
He makes it, and gives it too me
"You're size, it might be best to drink half" he says
He divides it up and drinks half and I drink half. The rest of the night is but a blur I remember laughing, dancing, and sitting in Mathew's lap talking to some other people, about the owner, I guess his name was David. They gossiped about his tragic lost love, how he fell in love, when this place was but an idea, and she went away and eventually married another man, they talk for so long, about what they think happened, they sound as bad as Amity.
Mathew obviously did not have the same effect that I got, I am still so happy and jumpy, I want to kiss him, but I can't, even if I'm not with Four I can't bring myself to do it.
"Mathew I'm bored" I whine
"Ok, it's getting late I better take her home" Mathew says, and he waves good bye to the strangers
We walk to the car and pull out of the small inconspicuous parking lot
Why would he talk to strangers, that's not a very good idea, but Christina was a stranger when I met her, oh I miss Christina, my best friend, but I'll see her tomorrow, and I can bring, Eric, and Lauren, if Lauren isn't a bitch.
"Hey where is your house?" Erudite says
I start pointing places, and then I look at my hand, my hand looks funny, I move my fingers, and laugh
"You ok?" he says
"I'm great!" I say a little louder than needed then I cover my hand with my mouth and giggle
I never giggle.
We pull into a driveway. But It isn't my drive way. I get out of the car and run up to the door, as Mathew gets out of the car. And Eventually Erudite walks up to the door, nobody has answered the door yet.
"You can go silly" I say
"Do I get a kiss?" he asks
Yes, the drugged inner me says
"No" I say
"Don't kiss on the first date?" he jokes coming closer
"This wasn't a date" I say poking his chest feeling how firm it is, I want to put my hands under his shirt on his bare chest but I won't
"Hello?" a groggy, irritated voice says from inside the door
I must have missed the sound of the door opening
"Four!" I yell in a whisper, wait why did I say a number
"Why are you here?" Four says not looking away from Erudite
Why am I here?
Hey sorry if my writing is off a bit, i was writing this chapter and the update to my other story, while i was at work, and its been a crazy crazy stressful couple of days at work, so many things went wrong, and it wasn't in my control 90% of the time, but i'm glad its over for now, and if i get to do it again, which i really hope i can! i only hope that it is better next time!