Random idea I'm playing with. PLEASE REVIEW! Warnings per chapter. Mentions of child abuse. Oh and I own nothing!

"Alice," Carlisle said motioning to me, "This is Jasper. Jasper, this is my daughter Alice."

Waving at Jasper I couldn't help but feel afraid. The first time we had met I knew what was going to happen. I knew his reaction to me, but not now. Now everything about his future was blank because of Seth.

I couldn't be mad at Seth though. Seth was somehow bringing my Jasper some peace. That was all I could ask for right now. Though I wish that I was the one that was doing that.

My eyes gazed down at the little boy that reminded me so much of his older self. Jasper had woken up from his nap half an hour ago and went to take a shower while Esme made him some lunch.

When he came downstairs Jasper was wearing dark blue jeans, a black button up shirt, and cowboy boots. It was something that I had expected to see him in, but with how small he was he looked so cute.

"Hello, Ma'am," Jasper said bowing slightly.

"Hello," I said smiling sadly, "It's nice to meet you."

Jasper smiled back slightly before turning towards Seth. I could feel sadness fill me when I realized that the connection we had when he was older was gone. He had no connection.

"Ma'am," Jasper said holding his hand out to me.

Shakily I rested my hand in his and let him direct me up to the room he was staying in. At first he was staying in Carlisle and Esme's room, but during his nap Esme and I had redecorated my and his room.

Jasper led me upstairs and into the bedroom. He let go of my hand and walked over to the bags from the shopping trip. It took awhile of digging through them before he jumped up and came back to me.

"Ma'am," Jasper said handing me a stuffed bunny rabbit.

Taking the bunny from him I couldn't help but smile happily. Jasper was still the same person I fell in love with. I had always known that he loved me, but I hadn't heard him say it.

It had taken almost five months before I realized that all the little gifts he left around the house was his way of saying it. Seeing those gifts, though I almost always knew they were coming, made me lose my breath.

"Happy," Jasper said nodding.

"Yes," I said smiling, "I'm happy."

Jasper nodded his head one more time before climbing on his bed. Seth jumped up next to him and laid down. Instantly the two of them were cuddling. I couldn't help but smile at the contentment on Jasper's face.

"Can I?" I said motioning to the spot next to Jasper.

I could see the wariness in Jasper's eyes before he moved over slightly. Laying next to him I smiled slightly hoping that this was the beginning of getting my Jasper back to himself.

"So, Jasper," I said softly, "Are you okay?"

"Yes, Ma'am," Jasper said though I could see that he was lying.

I opened my mouth to tell him that I knew he was lying, but thought better of it. Jasper had just met me and having him open up wasn't going to happen yet. I wasn't going to give up though.

"Ma'am," Jasper said looking into my eyes.

"You can call me Alice, Jasper," I said with a smile, "And maybe I can call you Jazz."'

"Jazz…Yes. Like Jazz. Umm…Alice?"

"Yes, Jazz?"

"Why cold? Sick?"

"No, Sweetie, I'm not sick. I'm just…Naturally cold."

"Sammy warm. He help. Right Sammy?"

Seth looked up at me before moving around so he was resting next to me. I had to hold back a look knowing that I was going to smell like the wolf for awhile, but it was for Jasper.

Jasper looked happy at the scene and started to sway back and forth slightly. I watched him in silence until we heard Esme call from downstairs. He instantly jumped off the bed and offered me his hand.

Smiling I placed mine in his and let him lead us downstairs. I loved seeing Jasper like this. He was such a gentlemen no matter what. It was heartwarming whenever he did something like just hold my hand.

"Who's that?" Esme said motioning to the bunny with a smile.

"Seth," I said smiling, "Jazz gave him to me."

"That's wonderful. Jasper, you're such an amazing little boy."

A gentle blush came to Jasper's cheeks as he climbed into one of the chairs. He looked so different then I remembered. Seeing him blush and look so innocent was nothing I had thought I'd see.

When we finally got Jasper back to his right form he might not remember this, but I was going to make sure that his childhood was happy. That was one of the few things that he hadn't talked to me about.

I could tell that there was a lot of pain in his childhood and I could never help him through that. Now I could and nothing was going to stop me. Well, if Jasper told me what had happened so far.

Looking over at Jasper I saw that he was calmly eating a hamburger, but from the look on his face he wasn't enjoying it. I opened my mouth to say something when Carlisle asked first.

"Is something wrong, Jasper?" Carlisle asked confused.

"No, Sir," Jasper said looking at the ground.

"Jasper, if there's something wrong you can tell us. We're not going to get mad at you."

"Cheese."

"You don't like cheese?"

"No, Sir."

Carlisle nodded his head slightly and stood up. I saw a flash of fear in Jasper's eyes causing me to start thinking. Was he afraid of Carlisle or what he afraid of all men? Why was he afraid?

A second later Carlisle was back and placing the burger on another plate. Smiling he pushed the plate that had fries on it closer to Jasper and went over to Seth. He calmly placed the burger on the floor and went to make another one.

"Is there anything else you don't like, Jasper?" Carlisle asked while making another burger.

"Spinach and pepper," Jasper said softly.

"Alright, then we'll make sure that you won't have those. Are you allergic to anything?"

"No, Sir."

"Do you like anything a lot? I know I had a sweet tooth around your age."

"Hot sauce."

"Oh, you like spicy food?"

"Yes, Sir."

"I'll keep that in mind for dinner. How does fried chicken with hot sauce sound? A side of coleslaw and honey biscuits? Do you like that?"

"Yes, Sir."

"Great, I'll go get everything once I'm done here. Would you and Alice like to come with me?"

Jasper opened his mouth to say something when he looked over at me. Looking into his eyes I tried to figure out what he wanted to do by his eyes, but I couldn't. I had no idea what he wanted.

Before I could answer I saw a flash of the future. Jasper was in the cart and I was running down an aisle causing him to laugh softly, but happily. I loved seeing the happiness in his eyes.

"I'd love to come," I said smiling.

Jasper nodded his head and pushed his plate closer to me. Shaking my head I smiled slightly before standing up. I didn't want to risk Jasper seeing that I couldn't eat real food.

Soon Carlisle was placing a new burger in front of Jasper with a smile. Jasper smiled slightly back before digging into his burger. Though I could tell that he was really hungry he was doing his best not to make a mess.

Once he was finished eating his face was half covered in ketchup and I couldn't help but start giggling slightly. Jasper had never been a messy eater. Even when he was getting used to drinking animal blood he never let anyone see blood on his face.

Going to the sink I wetted a paper towel and went back to Jasper. I kneeled in front of him and gently started to clean off his face. The blush came back making me smile at his cuteness.

"Thank you, Alice," Jasper said shyly.

"No problem, Jazz," I said smiling, "Couldn't let that cute face be covered."

Jasper's blush got deeper causing me to have to swallow an awe. I loved how cute he was. Maybe seeing him like this wasn't as bad as I thought it was, but I did want my husband back.

"Are you two ready?" Carlisle said smiling at us.

"Yes," I said standing up, "Jazz, can I carry you?"

"Please," Jasper said opening his arms for me to pick him up.