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Godric thought for a minute and replied, "About 3 weeks." He said it so casually.

"3 weeks? Have they... feed you?"

"No they have not, but I require very little blood."

"Are you thirsty now?" I asked.

"No I am not." My eyes narrowed at that.

"Well I'm bringing you some True Blood next time and your drinking it whether you like it or not!" Godric smiled at me.

"You are a stubborn one child. Tell me, why do you care so much? I am just a monster who has done nothing but cause pain." His smile faded when he spoke that last part. I wanted to comfort him so bad but he is 2000 year old vampire. I decided I'd try. I put my hand on top of his. His eyes snapped up and looked at me then our hands then me again.

"Godric we all make mistakes, we have all sinned. Granted, you more than the average person but that is only because you have been around for over 2000 years. The past is the past. There is nothing you can do to change it! So there is no point in dwelling on what is done. You realized that what you did was bad, now you just need to forgive yourself. Once you forgive yourself, you can then ask for forgiveness from God. He will only forgive you if you can forgive yourself. Once you do this, you will feel at peace with yourself Godric. You need to stop living in the past and focus on the now." I told him passionately. He just looked at me stunned.

"You are very wise for your age. But I have grown tired of immortality. Even if I forgive myself, I see nothing to live for." He said this sadly. It broke my heart that he thought like this.

"Don't you see? You have so much to live for Godric! You have 2 children. How do you think Eric will feel?"

"Eric can take care if himself."

"So? I can take care of myself too, but that doesn't mean that I don't need my parents. They are my support, always there when I need them. They give me guidance when I need it. Unfortunately one day, they won't be here anymore. I will then be alone. But you and Eric are vampires. The beauty if immortality, Eric will never loose you. You will always be there, ready to help."

"Exactly, we are immortal. Eric will heal in time. He no longer needs me." I shook my head.

"He will always need you. Even when my parents are dead, I will still need them. And they say time heals all wounds, but Godric, emotional wounds such as loosing your parents or maker never fully heals." Godric looked conflicted. I was giving him something that he never thought about before.

"Even if I live, Eric has his own life now. Nora as well. What am I to do in this world? I have no purpose." I felt for Godric, I really did. He is such a special man but he doesn't see it. He is blinded by the past and by loneliness.

"Of course you have a purpose! You just need to figure out what it is. You think of the down side of everything, you never think of the positives. Your vampirism, it's a gift, not a curse. Your immortal, you could spend your life in research if you wanted. Look for the cure for cancer! Invent something. I'm sure there are still things you haven't experienced! Cliff diving, bungee jumping, sky diving? In the past 2000 years, have you ever took the time to.. be a kid? Mentally your over 2000 years old but physically, your what, 17? Still a teenager. Live life to the fullest Godric!"

"Those things seem so small and insignificant.." I held up my hand interrupting him.

"Gandhi said that whatever you do in life will be insignificant. But it's very important that you do it." Godric tilted his head to the side a bit and smiled.

"Gandhi.." He looked deep in thought. I interrupted his thinking, I needed to get my point across.

"You need to start living Godric."

"But what is the point when you have no one to share these experiences with? Eric and Nora have their own experiences." That's when I realized just how lonely Godric truly is. I put my hand in the side of his face and caressed it.

"Hun, people are lonely in this world for lots of different reasons. The one thing I do know is... it doesn't matter what any one of them might tell you...nobody wants to be alone." I stared into his eyes and I could see that he was trying to figure me out. He grabbed my hand that was on his face and held on to it. He smiled sweetly at me.

"If I didn't know any better, I would think you were the vampire here." I smiled back and we both chuckled.

"You have forever to find someone Godric. You are an amazing man with a beautiful soul whether you want to believe it or not. Any woman would be lucky to have we." We continued to stare into each others eyes and my face started to move towards his. That's when my phone rang. Startled, I pulled back and took my hand out of Godric's. I looked at my phone and saw it was my alarm. Meaning Gabe would be coming down any minute. I looked up at Godric and saw that he was staring at me.

"I'm sorry Godric but I have to go. Gabe will be coming back down here any second and I can't get caught." He nodded his head in understanding.

"Of course." I smiled at him then got up. I got out if the cage and locked it back up. I frowned when I did thus because it was wrong and I knew he could break out if he wanted to. I started walking back when I heard Godric.

"Amelia." I turned around to look at him.

"Yes?" He smiled at me.

"Thank you." I smiled back.

"You have nothing to thank me for Godric. I'll see you tomorrow."

"You're coming back?" I thought that was hope and happiness that I heard in his voice but I wasn't sure.

"Of course I am! Gotta bring that True Blood for ya. I don't want ya takin a bite outta me." I said with a playful smile and wink. He chuckled and smiled back. I turned back around and headed out. I closed the door behind me and sat down and waited for Gabe. Not even 5 minutes passed and Gabe came downstairs.

"Thanks for that Amelia."

"No problem. See ya around Gabe." He waved and I walked back outside. As soon as I got in my car I sat there for a minute and I smiled. I was making progress. Tomorrow I would talk to him about escaping. Steve planned on burning him Wednesday morning so I needed to hurry. I drove home in a good mood.

After getting cleaned up, I got into bed and turned on the TV. But I didn't watch it. I was thinking of Godric. I have known him for 2 days and I am already starting to feel something for him. I don't love him obviously, way too soon for that, but he's the kind of guy I could see myself falling for. And that scared me. I can try my best to get him to live but there are no grantees. I can become friends but I can't get too attached just in case he decides to meet the sun. But if he finally gets in his right mind and this all blows over, maybe, just maybe, we would be more than friends. I mean, we almost kissed tonight. That means something right? I know he's a 2000 year old vampire who has slept with hundreds, even thousands of woman and he could get any girl he wanted. I'm just a 17 year old, weak human, with average looks and I haven't even gotten past 3rd base with a guy. I'm not ashamed of being a virgin but comparing my experience to Godrics, doesn't exactly make me feel happy. Anyways though, I can't get too far ahead of myself. And even if Godric does live and we start moving towards some kind of relationship, I need to stop with all of these insecurities. It's pathetic. When I think of a human, vampire relationship I think of Edward Cullen and Bella Swan. My face scrunches up in disgust when I think about it. No way in hell am I ever going to be an awkward, shy, insecure, stupid Bella. I am who I am and nobody can change that so I need to accept it.

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