Chapter 4

Fuck me. That felt good. She is amazing at her torture.

When the bell rang I jumped out of my seat as did Bella. If I had stayed there any longer I would have fucked her on our lab table.

Bella and I had every class together other than English and History. So you can probably guess that there is a lot of torturing everyday.

When lunch finally came around all I could think was thank fuck. That quickly disappeared.

When I walked into the lunch hall everyone was making out. Bella walked in then and stood beside me. We both looked at everyone making out and then at each other. Then we hurried to the line before something happened.

Let me just add something in here. The whole palming each other through Biology doesn't mean we lost the game. We can do anything we like with each other... except have sex or kiss.

Bella and I have only kissed once. In fact she was my first kiss and I was hers. It was awkward to say the least but when we really got into it, it ended up a make out session. She was an amazing kisser she tasted so good it was sinful... she is sinful. She ended up lying on her back and I ended up hovering over her. But that's as far as it got... hey we were only 13 at the time. I know, it was hot for 13 year olds.

We got our food and sat at the table where our friends were dry humping.

Emmett turned to us and asked the same thing he always asks us.

"You guys fucked yet?" "No" we said in unison just like always. What I wouldn't give to say yes.

"Do it guys seriously. Take my advice. Fuck each other and then fall in love" Emmett continued.

Just then Mike Newton the dick came over to ask Bella out AGAIN no doubt. I'm not jealous. I'm not. Ok I am but only a little.

"Hey Bella" He said. Bella looked annoyed.

"What do you want Mike?" She asked clearly pissed off by his presence.

"Would you like to go out with me?" he asked still confident after all this time.

"No Mike. How many times do I have to tell you? I was drunk when we had sex ok? I don't want to go out with you or fuck you got it?" she asked not turning to him once.

He just turned and walked away.

"Wow. You were even less pleasant than normal" Rose said with a smirk.

"Yeah well, he pissed me off" She smirked back and we all laughed.

God my girl is hot... wait my girl?

I know I like Bella more than sexually but... do I want her to be my girl?

Before I knew it lunch was over and the bell to get the fuck out of school rang.

"Bye guys" Bella yelled

As she passed me I grabbed her and whispered "See ya sugar" In my Texas drawl.

"Yeehaw Cowboy" She replied. Fuck that was hot! Then she turned and walked away.

All of our friends were watching our exchange with amusement in their eyes and knowing grins. They knew we liked each other for more than just sex but they never voiced it thank god.

I yelled to Bella as she got on her bike "Why don't you just give up the game?"

With a smirk she answered "I would but what can I say... I love the playing field" she winked at me and drove away on her bike. And my fuck she looked sexy doing it. She always looks sexy on that god damn bike.

I turned and walk to my car in a daze. I know the answer to my question.

Yes. I want Bella Swan to be my girl but... can I give up the game?