I can't put a new chapter up yet, sorry. I've been extremely busy with my exams, I'm pretty much going insane.
I'm just here to say that I'm still in shock that he's gone. A year ago today, I sat in front of my computer and saw website after website with the words "Heath Ledger, dead at 28", "Found in his apartment." I just couldn't believe it, and a part of me still can't. Someone that kind, generous and talented could NOT be gone from this world so soon. But he was. And I'm only one of the probably millions of fans that are here to say just how much we miss him.
His movies have made us cry, laugh and almost pee our pants in terror. I hope his family is doing fine now and I hope they know how much support, love and respect we have for them.
But I can't help but think… what if?
What if they got there just in time?
What if they called 911 first?
What if he had to go shoot a scene for a movie?
Was it really his time? I doubt it was. It was just something terrible that happened. Could it have been avoided? We'll never know for sure. All I know is that he is looking down on all of us, proud of all of his accomplishments and looking out for his family. Heath was a fantastic actor, a beautiful person and an amazing father. On this day just one year ago, he became something else… something big and special… Matilda's guardian angel.
God bless you, Heathcliff Andrew Ledger. We miss you so much, love.
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