Away from the terrible horrible nightmare I rode away from that place fast never looking back. I didn't want to see him and I didn't want him to see me. What will he think of me and especially right after that incident too. I quicken the horse pace at the thought of that night. Not only losing my pride, but my life too. Why did I have to live? Why couldn't I just die? As I thought about it I kept riding for an hour or two. Not knowing where I was going. Just knew I was running away from my problems like always. I kicked the horse so it would go faster. I rode away from my love ones, the place I grew up, my home. Never to return again. Tears ran down my face as I continue to ride off through the sunset. I cried as I remembered what happen that night. I was no longer a virgin because of that night. It was taken away from me by force. I can't face Yuri after that ever again. I was dirty and impure. I no longer had the right to be seen by him, I no longer had the right to call him mine and I no longer had the right to be with him. I press forward crying and I came upon a village that is under attack. I use my fire magic to scare them away making me very tired. Then I remembered I still haven't figured how long I've been asleep. The villagers gathered around me cheerfully as I dismounted from my horse. I smiled as I thought how long was I sleep, how long? The villagers were grateful as I collapse to the ground on my face taking little notice of the shadow in the corner.
2 weeks later
I've been in Tara living with a villager name Yoko, but I have to be leaving today before they find me. I couldn't be caught by the Shin Makoku's guard and be taken back to that dreadful place again. I got enough money to hold me for awhile. I was leaving when someone called my name. I turned around to see a double black person dismounting from his horse and running toward me. I hurried and turned back around to run. Yuri was here and I needed to get away from here fast. "Wolfram" I heard him call. My nightmare of seeing him again came true. All the pain and sorrow I've been trying to hide came back in a flash. I was running not knowing where I was going. I ended up at the tree where my horse was at.