a/n: The last chapter was Brittney and this one is Mercedes! Enjoy and review!
Disclaimer: sorry I don't own glee.:(
I stared down at the food on my plate. I couldn't stand to eat anything anymore; I couldn't afford to eat anymore. Everyone thinks I'm fat and I'm not saying it has a pity party it's a fact. What princess eats her way to happiness, and for what? To be the only sister who is over weight in the entire family. All I want is to feel light and happy. But what is happiness? Will I find it if I lose all this weight? Who knows, but what I know is what matters.
"Akello, eat your food." Mother says from diagonal of me. Her skin like caramel and eyes like toffee her hair was in the traditional bun on top of her head. She stared daggers at me for my rudeness at the table when we had company. But it shouldn't matter all that much it is just our family. It was strange our dinner tonight felt like a sad goodbye rather than the usual cheering and laughing.
"My stomach is in knots Mother, I feel not up to eating tonight." I said lieing through my teeth at a person I loved dearly in my life. I had never lied to mama before other than the beginning of this month. I couldn't help it if I told her the real truth I wasn't eating, the reason I was starving myself, she'd freak.
"Akello, you haven't been eating for what seems like forever." She looked down towards me concern lacing her voice and worry hinted in her eyes.
"Yeah, because we have extra food for once." Her brother scoffed from beside her. Her eyes welled with tears and her head bent low. Even her own brother can't refrain from hinting she was fat.
"Mama, Papa, everyone if you'll excuse me I think I'll go rest. Hopefully I'll feel better tomorrow." I pushed my chair out in a hurry letting the wood of the legs screech across the floor. I hurry up to my room letting my traditional dress with its vibrant colors flow behind in me.
"Gudiz! That is no way to talk to your sister! Once she has calmed down you will go say you are sorry." I can hear my mother say as I reach the top of the stairs. I figure he nodded his head because I didn't hear anything after that.
I close the door behind me and huff out a sigh. Obviously that didn't help but pushed my stomach too far and made it lurch causing me to throw up on the ground. This has been happening for two days so far, because the lack of protein my body has been getting it is feeding of the lining in my stomach. But it's all worth it if I can just be as skinny as Rillza.
Rillza the with her tiny tall figure and delicate curves. Her dark skin and light eyes and black hair that goes down to her hips. It always easy for Rillza, finding boys and having boys fall for her. Her easygoing and light hearted ways always lead her to men but I'm not saying her looks don't have anything to do with it.
a/n: this one is short because I can't really find a way to word the rest. Till next time, reviews are loved.:) who do you guys want next? Maybe Rachel?