Sorry I took me so long. I promised you I would have the next chapter up by the next day, but as you can see...it didn't go that way. I was super duper busy. I had four major tests on Friday and I wanted to past them so I studied really hard, and plus one of those test was in Spanish, and that class for me is difficult. So sorry, but please enjoy this chapter.

Chapter 4

C.P.O.V

I thought I heard something, like a door slam. "Did you hear that?" I asked James backing away from our kiss. I loosen my grip around his neck and rested my hands on his shoulders.

James licked his lips. "I heard nothing." He stated. I looked towards the front door, where I thought it was coming from. "Now where were we?" James said leaning in and squeezing my waist.

"No." I said and broke free from each other. I walked out of Anna Leigh's room and towards the door with a straight face, but a raised eyebrow. I was the curious type, so this was gonna bug me until I find out what it was.

I looked around the room first and then slowly reached for the door handle. I turned it quietly and opened it. I looked out into the hallway, but didn't see anybody there. I stuck my head out and looked both ways to get a better view. "I could have sworn I heard something out here." told myself.

I looked down at my feet, but instead came across a bundle of flowers. I reached down and picked them up. I studied them as I shut the door with my foot. I twisted the flowers around in a complete 360 spin and I found a note attached to it. I pulled the note off looked at it closely it read...

C-

It's not the same without you.

- L

I walked over to the living room and sat down in my red arm chair. I sighed and threw the card on to the coffee table displayed in front of my body. I raised the flowers up to my noise and smelt them. They were a dozen yellow tulips, my favorite. I smiled as I sniff them.

But how did they get here? I thought to myself. Did he bring them here…himself. My eyes widened as I thought harder about this. "Is he here? Is he back?" I asked myself out loud.

"Is who here?" James said walking into the living room. His appearance frighten me a little, I wasn't expecting to hear his voice.

"I'll be right back." I told him, and jumped out of my seat and rushed out of the room to see if my hypothesis was correct. I took the flowers with me.

I didn't see him in any of the hall ways and I even went and check his old apartment, and still no sign of him. The last and only place I haven't checked is the lobby.

I was in the elevator pacing back and forth waiting for it to reach the lobby. What was I going to do if he was here? As I started thinking it through I started to think about all the memories of us together. I started to cry, but the thing is that they weren't happy tears. Who knew looking back at all the laughs, we shared, would make me cry. I raised my right hand to my eyes to wipe the tears away, but I just kept thinking about the past.

I heard the doors ding, I stepped out of the doors and turned my head to the left and saw Kendall, Jo, and Logan. Kendall and Jo were staring at Logan, who was sitting down in a palm woods chair, and Logan was staring at me with wide set eyes.

Logan stood up in his chair, but he didn't move his feet, he just stood right there waiting for something to happen. I started to slowly walk towards him. My feet were shuffling across the carpeted area making a soft scratching noise. Logan finally started moving his feet, taking big steps to get to me. Finally we met face to face.

"I'm sorry I left you." I heard him whisper. I was staring into his eyes; I didn't say a word because I didn't have to, to tell him how I felt. "I didn't know what the right thing to do was? I mean staying here and being unemployed and not being able to buy things for you two, or not seeing you both and being able get you anything you want." Logan stopped for a minute and then continued. "I was just trying to follow my heart and be a good dad, but if it's in pieces, it's difficult to choose which piece to follow."

I stood there with the flowers in my hands and my head in the clouds. Thinking about what Logan just said. I was trying to think of what to say next, but I couldn't get any of it into words to say.

"I…" I started but had a hard time. "I…didn't think you would come back….ever." I whispered the last part.

"What are you talking about?" Logan asked. "Why would you think I would never come back?" He asked me with a curious look in his eyes.

"Cause it has been 7 months and you never called to check in, you never dropped by on those day were you had to record, and most importantly because it just seems like you forgotten everything that had to do with me and Anna Leigh." I stated. "I just thought that you thought you weren't ready for this responsibly just yet." I told him honestly. "And besides you have that Scarlett girl." I threw in there. "She is probably more important to you then us." I said me and Anna Leigh when I said us.

"Don't you ever think that because it's clearly not true?" Logan said he put his hands on my shoulders and was looking deep into my eyes stating he was serious. "I broke up with Scarlett because every time I looked at her I saw you and I would start crying for no reason what so ever."

"Why did you come back?" I asked him. That was probably the question everybody wanted to know. "Why?" I repeated myself.

"Because I finally realized that I everything I could ever want and ask for is right in front of me, and I let it slip through my hands like soap." He said. "And all I want is that back, and to say that I love you every day cause I do." Logan said I could see a tear start to form in his eye.

Without thinking first I lifted my hands up and wrapped them around his neck and his hands hugs me back. It was a position I didn't want to leave, but I knew I had to. The moonlight was bouncing off the pool water and on to the pavement creating an elegant glow and a perfect moment. This was defiantly a hug to remember. But I wasn't going to give up this easily, not this fast.

To Be Continued…

So tell me what you think? Did you like it? Did you hate it? Please Review! This is not my favorite chapter, just saying.

Make sure to catch Big Time Rush on MTV's 10 On Top Saturday morning at 11:30 am

And especially make sure to tune into the one hour special, Big Time Christmas premiering Saturday night at 8p/7c guest starring Snoop Dog, Miranda Cosgrove, and Fabio.

Soo... tell yo kids, tell yo wives, and tell yo husbands to tune in XD

If you haven't yet, make sure to buy the Big Time Rush Holiday Bundle on iTune, they sing "All I Want For Christmas" and "Beautiful Christmas" and they are both AMAZING songs!

I got a Tumblr guyzz! So if you have a Tumblr make sure to follow me. My link is in my profile, and I will follow back =)

And lastly I don't know if you know, but the guys are currently filming a beach theme episode and I've read that Russell Brand is suppose to guest star in it, and I am freaking excited cause I love that man. If you don't know who Russell Brand is he is Katy Perry's husband and was in that movie "Get Him to the Greek" or something like that I did get to see it.

-BTRjunkie xxo