I wanna thank the readers. Please review and let me know how you like the story so far. This started with a dream I had about one of my really close friends and he has been there for me this year. And now that im almost 3 months in a relationship and were graduating in about 3 weeks, I realized how much he means to me. Im so confused and I don't know what to do. Im hoping writing this story will help me. Thanks again guys for reading.

I do not own anything, all characters belong to Stephanie Meyer.

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Countrygirlbyheart123

Bella POV

I felt cold arms around and I immediately panicked. I tossed my elbow back hoping to hit some balls. I heard a grunt and realized I made a mistake. I turned and saw Jasper on the ground, cupping his nuts. I kneeled down beside him and started apologizing.

"Im so sorry, Jaz. God, Im so so sorry." A tear rolled down my cheek, I never want to hurt him and I just did. My hand rested on his cheek.

I could have sworn I felt his head lean into my touch but I didn't say anything. I could be imagining things. He leaned up a bit and rested back on his elbows, " Its fine, Bella. Just a little sting. Im more worried about you. Are you alright?"

I nodded, "You should know by now, I can handle a little bruise here and there." I jump on him and wrap my arms around his neck . "God, im sorry Jasper. I cant believe I did that."

He chuckled and wrapped his arms around my waist. "Its fine darling. You ready to go?" I nodded. I grabbed my bag off the counter and headed to the door. I hopped in his truck and turned on the rock station. That's one thing I loved about hanging with Jasper. We didn't have to listen to classical, I mean it was okay every once in a while but not every fucking day. When Jasper started the car and pulled out of the driveway, I started thinking about the earlier conversation I had with Edward.

I picked up my phone."Hello."

"Hello, love. How was your night?"

I sighed at Edwards voice. I knew what I had to do but I didn't know how. " It was great. Jasper came over and we talked for a bit then he helped me fall asleep."

He growled, "You know Bella, you and Jasper have become really close lately. I don't like it. Hes dangerous."

I grunted, "What the fuck Edward? He is not dangerous. If anything you're the only thing that is dangerous in my life. First you hurt me by leaving, and then you deny me the one thing I want."

"Bella watch your language! That isn't appriate language for a lady. And I restrict you from hanging out with Jasper. I wont risk your life any longer." He yelled through the phone.

I cried through the phone. "Fuck you Edward! I will not drop any of my friends because your to damn possessive. Were done!" I hung up the phone.

I was still alittle shaken about it but I didn't know when I should bring it up to Jasper. I was scared he would leave now that Edward and I broke up. I looked over at him and saw him singing along to Life after You by daughtry. I chuckled. I feel as if a day without Jasper would be torture. I knew what I would do to get his attention. Time to see how he truly feels and It's a perfect plan.

He stops the truck at the beach, and looks over at me and smiles. " What you smiling at, sweetheart?"

I grin, and crawl on top of his lap, " Jasper, I really want to kiss you right now. May I?" I looked into and I could have sworn I saw something spark.

He simply just nodded and I leaned in and brushed my lips against his, while running my hands up his chest. When my lips touched his I felt a spark. Jasper leaned into the kiss and parted his lips slightly.I smiled into the kiss and started deepening it.

Jasper POV

When Bella asked me if she could kiss me, I was in shock. All I could do was nod, and when her lips connected with mine, I felt a jolt go through my entire body. I had never experience that kind of feeling before. I pressed my lips a little harder on hers, desperately trying to get more. I felt her smile in the kiss, and lick my bottom lip, asking for permission to enter. I quickly obliged. She moaned in my mouth as my tongue touched hers. Her hands made there way into my hair and gripped on pulling me closer. I gripped onto her hips pulling her closer to me. She started grinding into my already painfully hard member. Then something popped onto my head.

Edward.

I pulled away. She looked at me and frowned, "Im sorry, I shouldn't have kissed you. Ill just go to the beach, if you want to leave, I understand." She tried climbing out of the truck but I held on to her.

"Bella, I didn't pull away from because I didn't like you kissing me, I pulled away because, your with Edward. We shouldn't be doing this. Trust me , I want to continue kissing you but it wouldn't be right." I said all this while looking into her eyes. She slowly started smiling. She started laughing, I mean laughing. "What are you laughing at woman?"

She looked me in the eyes, "Jasper, my Jasper. Edward and I are np longer together. He called this morning and I broke up with him. If you want it to be, Its me and you." She blushed and hid behind her hair. I moved the hair away from her face and put it behind her ear. I smile and leaned down to kiss her lips softly. She sighed into the kiss.

I pulled away, "I would love to be with you Bella. Your all ever think about these days."

She smiled and wrapped her arms around me again. "Your all I think about too Jasper." She pulled away and grabbed her bag. "Lets go. We don't have forever." She laughed.

I laughed. "That's where your wrong, we do." She took off running and headed straight for the water. I took off after her, and grabbed spinning her around in the water. She laughed and kissed me, deeply. It wasn't like the kiss we shared in the truck, this one was slow, but passionate. When she pulled back, she layed her head in the crook of my neck.

"All I think about is kissing you. Being with you. Im so glad that im yours now." She walked out of my arms, " im gonna lay in the sun for a bit. Why don't you go swimming for a bit." I nodded and kissed her cheek. I stripped my shirt and dove into the water.