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(Recap)

James POV

For the rest of the day I tended my sick Kaylee. I ate while she was asleep I doubt she's going to want anything to eat right now. When I came back to see how's she's doing she's still asleep. I felt her forehead she felt a little cooler but not a lot. I feel bad for Kaylee she looks like she's dying.

It's 10:00 and I hear Kaylee calling for me. I got into my room and she's coughing. "Here" I said. I gave her the bucket and she threw up again. I gave her the juice that my mom gave her earlier. I washed the bucket and went back to Kaylee. "Do you feel better" I asked. "No" Kaylee said crying. "It's okay you going to get better" I said. "The cough hurt" Kaylee said. "I know" I said. I comfort and cuddle Kaylee til we both fell asleep.

(End Of Recap)

Chapter 4 Decision Has To Be Made

James POV (still)

I woke up and I felt Kaylee forehead and cheeks and it feels like she still has a fever. I know I'm going to regret this but I'm going to give Kaylee a bath. It might help and so what if she gets dirty if it helps my daughter then I'll do it. Kaylee woke "How do you feel" I asked her. "wittle better" Kaylee said. "I picked Kaylee up and I'm starting her bath. I put the water at the perfect temperature and I took off her clothes. I put shampoo and conditioner in her hair and washed her body. I turned off the water and I got her out. I dried her off and we went to her room and now I have to dress her. (Kaylee outfit: null/2-Piece-French-Terry-Pant-Set/886149317311,de fault, ?cgid=carters-baby-baby-girl-sets&start= grey sweat pants and a pink "Daddy Girl Forever" shirt) I put her in lazy clothes if she still doesn't feel good and it's comfortable when she falls asleep while I'm at work. I felt Kaylee again and her fever went down a lot and it broke. "Are you hungry Kaylee" I asked. "Uh huh I better' Kaylee said. I made pancakes and me and Kaylee shared. I'm glad that Kaylee is feeling better it's no fun when you're sick and I feel bad for her but she feels better and looks lots better that bath and resting must help. But I'm to go easy on her today to be on the safe side.

I carried her to the car. I put her in her car seat and I got in the driver side and we went to the studio. I carried her to the entrance. "Daddy I walk" Kaylee said. I set Kaylee down and held her hand and everyone was already here I sat Kaylee down in a chair between Gustavo and Kelly and gave her the teddy bear I got her for her first birthday it had a shirt from our winter tour on it. We started to record but it doesn't feel right. Like I shouldn't be doing this. I know I want to be a singer and I'm doing what I love. But I don't know if I should be doing this because I need to support Kaylee and not be here all day. I know families here but I don't have my family here and I don't know what to do but I must make a decision that is best for me and Kaylee.

We finished recording the song and Gustavo said we need to work on it more but it's okay. Gustavo is letting us have a little break. I see Kaylee trying to fall asleep on the chair or she is asleep. I move her to the couch. Books are right babies can fall asleep to soothing voices lets hope Gustavo doesn't wake her up. "So how's Kaylee" Kendall asked. "She's doing better yesterday was bad til I gave her a bath this morning which made a big differences" I said. "Wait what happened to Kaylee" Carlos asked. "She didn't feel good yesterday she a had a little flu she had a fever and threw up but she's doing a lot better" I said. We had to go back to work and we did a lot better on the song but it's still not Gustavo approval.

He lets us go for the day I woke up Kaylee and we walk to the car. We drove back to The Palm Woods. I got Kaylee out and we walked back to the apartment. "I want drink pwease" Kaylee said. "What do you want to drink" I said. "Milk" Kaylee said. I got her a cup and gave her some milk. "Your going to be big and strong by drinking the milk Kaylee" I said. "Is that good" Kaylee asked. "Yeah it's very good" I said. "How big and strong" Kaylee asked. "I don't know it depends by how much milk you drink" I said. Kaylee was fascinated by the information it made her eyes big and sparkle. "Daddy can you read me this book" Kaylee asked and she had a book in her hand handing it to me. "I love to LoveBug" I picked her up sat her on the lap. The book is all about animals and I read what the page says and I find any animals that she knows and I ask "what sound they make" and she makes the sound and she points to all their eyes and says "eye." It's too cute and I do the animals that she doesn't know. It's a read and learn experience. As I'm reading I'm thinking about what decision I have to make. Like if I stay and do music still I won't have a lot of time for Kaylee and the constant stress. But if I go then I've given up on everything but my mom would help me. But so would Mama Knight. It's a hard complicated mess but I have to decide on something. I finished reading to Kaylee. "Tanks daddy" Kaylee said to me as she gave me a kiss. "Your welcome LoveBug" I said. She gave me a hug. I'm getting extra loving from Kaylee which is what I need. "Love you daddy" Kaylee said. "Love you to LoveBug" I said I kissed her forehead. I love how my daughter is so loving it gives me a warm feeling inside like I'm doing my job right and being a good father.

End of James POV

Kendall POV

I need to tell him the news. He'll be mad but he has to know. I can't hold this news any longer he needs to know that I killed MacKenzie in the car accident and left. At first I didn't want him to know but now its eating me alive I know he might hate me but I'll get it off my chest and it will be over but I'll always be guilty for what I did. I can't imagine what I'm going to say to him but I need to get it in the open. I go to my door and chicken out. I can't do this but I know I have to but it's so hard telling your friend "hey buddy I killed your wife in the car accident." I realised it's not probably what he needs at the moment. I need advice so I go to ask Logan what I should do "Logan I have news that I need to tell someone but I don't know if I should tell them" I said. "What kind of news" Logan said. "I did something bad and then I ran away from it and it's making feel guilty not telling that person" I said. "You should tell the person because if it's making you guilty and it's bad then that person deserve to know and they'll understand they might be mad at first but it's to be expected" Logan said. "Okay I'll do it" I love Logan's advice it's easy and it makes me feel better like he know exactly what I need to hear. I open up the apartment door about to tell James the news. I knock on his door while I'm waiting for James to answer I'm figuring how I'm going to say it. I want it to be easy and gentle but get it straight to the point. James opens the door "Hey buddy what's up" James said. "Hey I need to tell you something you might be mad and hate me for this but I need to tell you this" I said. "Of course go right ahead and I'll never hate you" James said. "Okay here it goes ok when I was driving home I wasn't paying attention to what I was doing since it was raining that night but I ran into someone car only to realise it was MacKenzie. I ran into and killed it's me who did it" I said and it made me feel a lot better...

TBA how will James react what will James decision be. How do you feel Kendall killing MacKenzie. Read to find out. Please review, follow and favorite.

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