Chapter 4 baby! Woo! This chapter is just going to be short! Then the next one a litter longer. I have my reasons! Lol! I have 1 day and 1 hour of school left! No school Wednesday so woot! Then Thursday one hour of school! New chapter will be up maybe more than one. Oh and thanks for the reviews! Love you's mucho! 3 - A ;)

Spencer has been avoiding Emily all day. In class,in the hallway. Everywhere.

Spencer was walking to her to her locker. Thankfully Emily haven't been looking for her... Spoke to soon. Spencer got pulled into an empty class.

"What the hell?" She yelled.

"Shh! It's me!" When Spencer turned around and saw it was Emily. She got nervous and decided to be a bitch and roll her eyes trying to push her way past Emily to go back to her locker like she was a minute ago. Emily wrapped her arms around the shorter girl's waist and brung her back.

"Spencer please. Just talk to me what did I do wrong?" She asked.

"Nothing. Can I go now?"

"No not until you tell me what I did wrong?" Spencer didn't say nada. Emily looked straight into the shorter girl's eyes.

"I love you Spencer." Her eyes gettng watery. Pushing some Spencer's hair behind her ear "I like you more than a friend. And I want to go out with you for a long time. I hope you love me too.

"I love you too. But I just can't Emily not right now."

"What do you mean not right now? I like you alot!" Emily told her truthfully and leaned foward smashing her lips against the other girl. Spencer groaned but had to realize what was happening. So she pushed her off of her.

"Emily, I said I can't!" She told her angerliy.

"I don't get you! I just want to be with you! I love you more than I love a y other thing!" More tears are now falling from her eyes. She walked closer to her but Spencer pushed her back lightly.

" Can you give me some time? Please Emily." Emily looked broken.

"I can't. I just love you too much Spencer. I don't think I can give you time." She told her walking towards Spencer interlocking their hands together.

"Emily... please."

"Okay then.I'll wait." Emily told her,rolling her eyes. Spencer smirked.

"Don't me such a drama queen Em." She giggled. Emily didn't find anything funny.

"Okay just calm ya tits."

"No it's not. I love you, and you're telling me to wait for you. When I can hardly not try and touch you.."

"Emily,I love you,but I can't date you right now." Emily laughed.

"So you're telling me that I have to wait until you're ready?"

"Well..."

"No. That's not fair! Why lead me on when you know you aren't ready yet Spencer?" Spencer got a little scared and stepped back a little.

" I'm sorry okay? Just calm down."

" No I will not calm down. You're not my girlfriend or mother so I can do whatever I want." With that she walked out the room. Her eyes began to turn red and more tears began to fall.

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Meanwhile Spencer is still in the class crying now.

Why didn't I just kiss her back and say that I love her too and become her girlfriend?

Ugh i'm so stupid! Stupid stupid stupid!

"Stop calling yourself stupid. You just weren't ready Spencer." she didn't bother looking up cause she knew who it was. It was Jason.

"Ughh but I am ready. I just don't know why i'm so scared for."

"Maybe cause dad might not accept that cause he needs to keep the family looking good, and not trying to have a gay daughter mess up their 'perfect family'." She began to sob hard.

"I just don't know what to do Jason." Jason moved and sat next to her and pulled her into him rubbing her back.

"It's okay Spencer. Just calm down and think. You can't think if your crying and panicking. Just calm down." She tried to. But it wasn't working. She just couldn't get that thought out of her head. That she just told her bestfriend that she needs to wait til she's ready. Cause of her dad's reputation at work. He needs a perfect ass family. That made her mad.

"I just want to run away and get away from this. This is too much to handle." She said in between sobs.

"Just calm down." He told her while rubbing her back.

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