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Ch.4 – Surprises and broken crayons.
Apov:
"Ugh! I can't see anything!" I shouted frustrated.
"Try again sweetie" Esme said. I closed my eyes and tried to look into Bella's future; all I see is the sky. The FREAKIN SKY! Growling I opened my eyes and smashed my hand on the coffee table, causing Esme to flinch and Jasper to hold me. I've been trying to see her future for weeks now, ever since seeing her little self I've been dying to find out her future, but I always see the stupid sky. "Try Edwards again" Carlisle said rubbing his temples. I huffed, crossed my arms and closed my eyes; all I see is grey. I opened my eyes and let out a huge useless sigh, "Nothing" I mumbled. Jasper having this incredible power to sense feelings, felt my anger and frustration. "It's going to be okay Alice. You just have to wait" he whispered kissing my cheek. I threw my arms up in the air. He always says this! "I'm tired of waiting!" I shouted at all of them. Rosalie was strangely quiet; usually she kept begging me to tell her, her sisters' future.
"Why is your mouth shut" I asked her. She was sitting on the loveseat with Emmett, she wasn't looking at me, and she was looking at her purse.
"Ros…" I said, but Jasper shut me up by kissing my lips.
"Babe, I don't think it's a good idea to talk to her right now. I'm sensing too much guilt and she misses Bella as much as you do" he whispered after. I looked at him and just nodded. "I'm going to go pick up Nessie" Jasper said aloud standing up. I grabbed his hand and stood up as well, "I want to go too"
The drive to the school was quiet and I kept trying to see Bella's and Edwards's future… Nothing. I looked out the window and saw that we were at the school and Nessie was walking to us.
"Hey boo" I said as she came in the car. "Hey Jazz, Hey Alice" she sighed. I turned to look at her and saw that she fell asleep. She's been sleeping a lot lately… is that wrong? I looked into her future trying to get something, but I just got pieces of her sleeping. Damn.
"She's tired." Jasper said getting a hold of my hand. I smiled and nodded; "Let's go home so she could sleep on her bed" I said and we sped off.
Rpov:
Jasper is right. I feel guilty. Actually I've been feeling guilty. All these years, I blamed myself for my little sister's death. It killed me inside. It's eating me. Looking at my purse I remembered how much Bella and I loved playing dress up, even though she use to say she hated it, I knew deep down inside her, she loved it. The purse I had with me was Bella's favorite. It was her favorite color of green and it has zebra prints. I made fun of her for it, but now I keep it as a memory. I came back from my inner thoughts and looked around the room, Emmett was watching TV, Carlisle is reading and Esme like always was cleaning. I looked at the ceiling and began counting how many floorboards were there.
Bella's alive.
I smiled.
She's back to being a kid.
I smiled more.
She always wanted to be a kid, well now she got her wish.
I chuckled. When Ness told us that she thinks that Bella her mom and Edward her dad is alive, but is at the age of six, I didn't believe her. But when Alice came flying home shouting and singing. Everyone thought she went crazy, but once when the whole family went to Nessie's school and saw a girl that looked like Bella we all shouted and I wanted to break the door open and hug her, but Jasper and Alice and Emmett were holding me down. I believed them since. I didn't know about Edward, but once when we were hunting, we saw him and his friends talking and laughing … about Bella. That wasn't a good thing. We all know how Edward treats Bella, and all of us thought poorly of that.
"Hun, what's getting you all quiet?" my favorite voice said kissing my lips. I smiled looking at him and cupped his chin, "Your lips" I smiled and kissed him. "I know you want to see Bells" he whispered against my lips. I opened my eyes and swallowed my sob. I shook my head, "I just miss her. Let's go fix up your car, it's starting to lose its purr" I smiled and ran out to the garage, with him hot on my heels. But he's right; I so badly want to see my little girl.
Bpov:
"What do you tell your mom!" shouted dad. I looked at him touching my tummy, "I have a tummy ache" I whispered. He slapped me and left my room. I closed my door and ran to my closet, I shut the door and put a piece of my dress in my mouth and screamed. I'm getting tired of him hitting me. After the stupid jerks put gum and butter on my hair, I went to the bathroom to clean it up, but my hair smelled bad. I came home to my daddy looking at me, smelling me, and then … well you know. I now have a pink little mark on my cheek. That's his favorite place to hit me. I screamed again. After ten seconds I came out of the closet and saw a bird on my window. I opened it and let it come in.
"Hey" I whispered to it. The bird flew on my bed. It chirped and I smiled.
"Do you think I should leave this house?" I asked it, the bird looked one way and then the other way, which meant 'no'. "Fine" I said looking at it. I looked at the bird and the bird looked at me. We stayed like that for hours when we heard someone coming. I opened my window and the pretty bird left. The door opened and I stood still. Dad. "Honey, you have a visitor, now don't take too long, we have to eat dinner" he said nicely. I looked at him weird and he gave me the look that made me was to throw up. I nodded and looked behind him and saw Edward. I looked at him with hate, he just looked at me. Dad closed the door and I crossed my arms, "What do you want, you ugly stupid goose" I said to him. He walked to my bed and sat down. "What do you want!" I shouted again. He looked at me and smiled, "I want to say sorry, and that I don't want to fight no more" he said. "I know because now I am popular you will forgive me" I looked at him and wanted to throw something at him, maybe if I tell the bird to lay an egg, can bird lay eggs …
"Bella" that ugly fish said. I looked at him. "No. I hate you and I don't trust you. You get out" I said and went to the door to open it. "Bella we belong together! We're supposed to be best friends! Its fate!" he smiled. I frowned. I saw the color red.
"No! You left me remember! You make fun of me! You kick me and call me names! Edward you are like the ugly color orange and I'm the pretty color brown and Katherine always says that those two colors are not good together. So please get out! You … You stupid ditching ugly orange stupid stupid DUCK!" I shouted. He looked at me weird and stayed on my bed. "Are you going to leave?" I asked. He shook his head.
"Bells, please" he said in a low voice. I ran to him and socked him, "You can't call me Bells! Only very good friends could call me that".
"But I am a good friend"
"Shut up! Leave now or, or I will call my daddy." I said walking to the door.
"Fine." He stood up and left. I slammed the door and ran to my bed, it smells like him. Cinnamon and vanilla. I cried even more. My door flew open and my dad was looking at me, I got scared, I know what he is going to do.
"Who was that!? Why did you slam the door!?" he yelled and walked to me and threw me to the wall. "I knew you were going to be a little slut! Now why the hell was he here!" he yelled.
Slut? What is a slut? Is that a bad thing? I thought, I shook my head.
"You're not going to tell me?" he shouted. I shook my head; he slapped me, kicked me, and spat on me. "Homework" I whispered. Kicking me again he slapped me and left. "Little piece of shit" I crawled to my bed and rocked myself.
"Stupid Edward."
Epov:
"Why would she not want to be my friend" I said to myself.
"Who doesn't want to be your friend, honey" the soft voice asked. I turned around and saw my mom and a bowl of soup. I shook my head. "Come on honey bear, who doesn't want to be friends with a sweet boy like you," she sat next to me on my bed.
"No one" I said waving my hands. She laughed and kissed my head. It's been so long since I heard her laugh. "Love you mom"
"Oh Edward! My baby! I love you too!" mom smiled and kissed me.
"Elizabeth! Get your ass here now!" a man yelled downstairs.
Dad.
"I'll see you later sweetie" mom whispered and kissed my cheek. I grabbed her hand and kept it to me, "Don't go mom" I said lowly. She smiled and kissed my cheek, and then left. I know what that monster is going to do; my mommy is going to get a new bruise. Stupid man.
"What the …!" I heard. I walked to my door and listened.
"Tell me! Why the hell did you make him soup!" the man yelled. I heard something sharp and my mom cry, "You're supposed to feed me! You stupid shit!"
I slammed my door and ran to my closet.
Why mommy! Why! Why do you let this man hit you!? Why can't you leave, us both, go somewhere and live in peace.
I felt the tears come out of my eyes, and heard my stupid yells.
"I hate Bella. She has a perfect life! She has a perfect everything! You know what … I shouldn't be her friend, she thinks she's better than me … I'll show her. I'm not orange, orange is an ugly color and I am NOT ugly." I hit my closet door and screamed.
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"Oh god! Like I was shopping with my mom, and like she wanted me to try on this brown flower sweater and I almost dead!" Trish said to us, we were walking to class.
"Died, Trish. You almost DIED" I said. She rolled her eyes, "What ever, brown is such an ugly color, EW! It's the color of POOP!" Mary laughed.
"Eddie! Sit with me, our teacher is not here yet!" Mary yelled and pushed me to her table. "But I want to sit there!" I pointed to my seat. "Nope" she said popping the p. She sat me down and I looked at the door. I don't know why.
"Dork alert!" shouted Ruben. They all laughed except me. Bella was wearing her hair down again, that ugly grey big sweater and big jeans. I looked back at my memory before; she would wear light pretty colors and never wear a sweater, inside the class. Her hair was always up and she always smiled when she came in, no matter what. And now I look at her with that big sweater, those big pants, her hair down and her eyes red.
What's wrong with her?
Well idiot! It's obvious, she's not happy!
Well she should be, we decided not to torture her today! And plus she has a perfect life!
Well, how do you know she has a perfect life?
Because I went to her house yesterday and everything seemed happy and perfect!
How do you know it's not a show? How do you know she's not suffering! Look at her.
I shook my head and looked at Bella. She does look miserable, but it could be an act so we could stop making fun of her.
"Bella!" a boy shouted. I looked at the door and almost died.
Kenny.
She screamed and jumped on him. He smiled and whispered something in her ear. I could see she hugged him tightly. Stupid.
"What the heck are you doing here?" Allan shouted. Everyone looked at him.
Kenny smiled, "My mom and dad got some people and told the principle that how does he know it was me, and that I was not in the bathroom in lunch and that I was with Bella and the principle said sorry and now I'm here" he said.
I growled.
"Eddie, did you growl?" Mary asked. I looked at her and shook my head.
Bella got his hand and they both sat on their desk, now I could see her smiling and she hugged him every three seconds.
I wish that was me …
What are you talking about!
I want to hold her hand.
Don't be stupid…
"Yeah, don't be stupid." I said to myself.
The teacher came in, and I left to my table.
"I thought you left me" I heard Bella whisper. I stopped and looked at them. "Never. I'm sorry I left for that small time." Kenny whispered back.
What the …
"Edward! Hello!? Any one in there?" a voice said. I looked to my right and saw Katherine, "What!" I shouted at her. She made a face and kicked me.
"Thanks" I said and sat on my table. I heard a crack as i sat down, I stood up and saw a box of crayons, and then a scream.
"Aye, my crayons .... WHAT DID YOU DO! YOU YOU YOU YOU .... STUPID CRAYON KILLER!" Katherine screamed. I got the crayons and threw it to her, "Here, stop crying" I sat down again. Katherine got her crayons and started crying, "Why the heck are you crying! there just stupid crayons! Buy new ones! creepers." She cried even more. Someone got two crayons, I looked up and saw Bella looking at the two crayons; green and brown. She looked at the two broken crayons and saw that she wanted to cry. I looked at the crayons, they were broken in the middle.
"I'll fix this" Kenny said smiling, he got the crayons from Bella and left, he came back with the crayons taped. He gave it to Bella, she shook her head, "They are still broken. They are not the same" she said looking at me.
What does she mean?
We all sat down and listened to the teacher tell us what to do, we had to color... with crayons. Kat looked at me and showed me her fist. Bella took out her crayons, but Kenny put them away and took his out.
"We share" Kenny said to Bella. She got red.
"OHMYGOD! SODOESTHISMEANYOUGUYSAREGOINGTOGETMARRIEDNOW!" Shouted Katherine. She was jumping on her chair.
"Shut it" I said. Kenny looked at me and smiled, "Why are you smiling?"
He shrugged and looked at Bella, "Bella, you look very pretty. Why are you wearing big clothes and your hair down?" I frowned.
Why does he care?
"I-I-I like it?" she said it like a question.
"Okay" Kenny smiled; my eyes could have popped out! Doesn't he see that she's lying! Dumb boy! "Well, you should wear a dress and have your hair up, you'll look pretty and not … weird like you do now" he finished. I looked at Bella and saw that what he said did something to her, but what?
"I'll try" she whispered and looked down to do her work.
Jerk … Bella looks pretty any way she looks.
"Kenny's right" Kat said. I ignored Kat and kicked Bella so she could look at me, but she just looked at her paper.
"Bell honey" Ms. Kat said.
Everyone stayed quiet and looked at Bella. She looked up and I saw that she was crying, I almost did not see. Almost.
"Get your things and go the office, you're going home" Ms. Kat said.
Bella looked like if she saw a ghost and whispered, "Who's picking me up."
"Your dad"
I saw her shiver and slowly very slowly she got her things and left. She did not even say goodbye.
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