Chapter 4

Maria called me over to read the letter she just previously did. I was shocked too, how could my mother write me a letter like that? It was horrible. 'We could meet up when your older.' Well I don't think I want to because:

1. She abanded me,

2. She tried to buy my love

And 3. Writes me a letter saying we could meet up soon, she doesn' even know me and I don't want to know her.

I started crying because I remembered her buying me presents then leaving me all on my own and returning a few hours later with nothing but her having a nice time. If I ever see her again I would like to slap her, hard, maybe it would knock some sense into her why I dont want anything to do with her.

Maria conforted me, assuring that Helda would never leave us because she loves us dearly and it's not in her nature. I felt much better although I didn' know much about Helda's history.