I'm sorry this took so long guys. I wrote this chapter on my kindle fire and then it broke :( I had to write this over again. Also in the last chapter you guys might of noticed I spelled the word concerned 'consirned' I would like to point out whenever you see it spelled that way it was a part of a bet, that thanks to a 'Concerned reader' I lost. So, next time you want to show your concern why don't you pay back the ten bucks I lost! lol sorry I just don't like being wrong. Anyway here's chapter 4!
"What?" Quinn asks pulling away from me to give me a look that says she's hurt and confused
"I...uh...I..." I can't believe I just said Santana's name!
'Yes you can,because you can't deny you were thinking about her.'
I Wasn't thinking about her!
'You're thinking about her right now.'
No I'm not!
'Yes you are.'
No I'm not!
'Quinn's still waiting for an answer'
Shit!
"Quinn...I didn't-"
"Didn't what?" She shouts cutting me off "Didn't just shout Santana's name, when I was kissing you?"
"I...I didn't mean to."
"Why we're you thinking of her?"
"I wasn't!" I shout defensively
"You said her name, Rachel!" She shouts back "Do you always think of her when you're with me?"
"Not always!" I shout before I put my hand over my mouth
"What?"
'Real smooth,Rachel.'
Shut up!
"This isn't the first time you think about her?" Quinn shouts
"I don't think about her!"
"Whatever." Quinn says rolling her eyes
"I'm not lying to you, Quinn."
'But, you are lying. We both know you were thinking of Santana.'
"I was not!"
"Rachel, what is wrong with you?" Quinn asks obviously annoyed
"I...I...I.."
'I...I...I..' 'What happened, Rachel? Cat got your tongue?'
"Shut up!" I shout
"What the hell is with you?" Quinn shouts
"I'm..uh...just a little tired." I say with a fake yawn "I think I'm just going to go up to bed."
"That's a good idea." Quinn says harshly
"Quinn,"
"Just go, Rachel." I nod before I get out of the car
"I love you." When I realize she's not saying it back I just nod and close the car door before she drives away. I can't believe this just happened! This is all because I was worried about Santana! That's the only reason I've been thinking about her! I don't see Santana that way! Now Quinn probably thinks somethings going on between San and I!
SANTANA'S POV
When I confessed my love for Rachel, I certainly didn't expect this to happen. I didn't exactly think she would leave Quinn, but I didn't expect her to go crazy jealous on me either. I'll admit that I was angry about it at first, but now I think it's a good thing. It means that she does feel something for me. That doesn't mean she'll leave Quinn. In fact I know that she does indeed love Quinn. She loves Quinn so much, that she's ok with keeping their relationship a secret. But,the fact that she went crazy seeing me with another girl proves that she has feelings for me. I just need to find a way to make her realize she should be with me and not the blonde bitch.
"Santana!" Oh I forgot Britt was here. Her and Tori followed me after I stormed out of Breadstix and dragged me home. I told them to leave and that I was fine, but they insisted on staying
"What?" I ask annoyed
"You're smirking." Britt says concerned "That means you're plotting and that's never a good thing."
"Plotting?" Tori asks "Plotting to do what?"
"I'm not 'plotting' to do anything." I say pretending to be offended
"I know what you're thinking, Santana." Brittany says crossing her arms "You're thinking of ways to mess with Quinn and Rachel's relationship." How the hell can she read me like a damn book?
"Quinn and Rachel?" Tori asks "As in Fabray and Berry?"
"Yup." I say popping the 'p' "Britt, you know their relationship is a secret. Why would you just say something in front of Tori."
"Tori can be trusted. She's really nice and wouldn't hurt anyone."
Britt explains "And she really likes your, San. Why don't you go out with her?"
"You know why, Britt." I sigh
"How do you know I like Santana, Brittany?" Tori asks confused
"I'm really good at reading people."
"Oh." Tori shrugs like it's no big deal "So is it Fabray or Berry?"
"What are you talking about?" I ask
"Which one are you in love with?" Tori asks
"Rachel!" I shout "Definitely Rachel! Never ever would I be in love with Quinn Fabray!"
"Ok." Tori laughs "So Rachel Berry ha?"
"If you're going to make fun of her, you can leave right now." I tell Tori
"Why would I make fun of her?" She asks confused "I like Rachel."
"Do you even know Rachel?" I ask "Because, when she saw us at Breadstix she was all up in my grill saying 'Who's that girl you're with?' It didn't seem like she knew you."
"Well, technically I only talked to her once. My first day of school I was slushied by a senior cheerio and Rachel helped me clean up in the bathroom, and told me to keep my head up and not let these idiots bother me." Tori explains "She seemed very nice."
"Well, she didn't seem nice when she saw us together." I mumble
"Jealous?"
"I don't know." I sigh
"Definitely jealous." Britt says
"What makes you say that, Brittany?" Tori asks
"It's obvious that Rachy has feelings for San too, but she's afraid of those feelings because she's with Quinn."
"Brittany, you're a genius." Tori says "Santana, maybe you do have a shot with her."
"Why would you want San to be with Rachel, when you like her, Tori?"
Brittany asks
"Well, I might like Santana, but it's clear that she's in love with Rachel. If San loves Rachel then she should fight for her."
"You're ok, Tori." I smile before I throw myself onto my bed
"Thanks." Tori smiles back "I should probably head home, because I told my Mom I'd be back by 9:30 and right now it's." She checks her phone "9:15."
"I'll take you." Britt says "Will you be alright, San?"
"I'll be fine." I smile at the girls before they wave and leave. I turn over to grab my phone to see if I have any messages from Rachel.
I frown when I see there's nothing there. I thought I would hear from Rachel, but I guess she doesn't care
"Santana!" Well, I've been wrong before. Rachel runs through my door looking pissed off "This is your fault!" What the hell is she talking about? "Quinn and I were fine, you just had to tell me about your feelings and screw up everything!"
"I don't know what the hell you're talking about!" I shout
"Quinn is angry with me, because of you!"
"Oh?" I ask with a smirk "Trouble in paradise?"
"Don't look so happy when I'm so upset!" Rachel shouts before she falls to ground crying
"Damn it." I mumble before I kneel next to her and wrap my arms around her "I'm sorry alright. I'm not happy that you're hurt, Rachel. That's the last thing I want." I whisper that last part and run my fingers through her hair "What happened, Rach?"
"I...um...I don't want to talk about it." She says as she sobs into my chest
"Ok." I nod "We don't have to talk about it. I'm just letting you know I'm here for you and I'm sure everything will be alright."
"I know."
"Do you want to watch Funny Girl?" I ask trying to cheer her up
"No." Whoa! This is worst than all the other times they fought "Can you just hold me?"
"Yes." I don't know what Quinn Fabray did to make Rachel cry, but she's going to be sorry she did
Last night Rachel stayed for a couple of hours until her dads called telling her she had to go home. We didn't talk while she was here, I just held her while she cried. I tried asking her what was wrong, but she refused to tell me. It makes me wonder how bad this fight was, because she always tells me what's goning on. Rachel's never kept something from me. Right now I just showed up to school and I'm storming through the hall way looking for Quinn. I'm going to get me some answers. I continue to walk through the hallway until I spot her and Rachel ay her locker.
"Quinn, please just listen to me." I hear Rachel beg
"I don't want to hear it, Rachel." How dare she talk to Rach like that!
"Hey!" I shout as I approach them "Watch the way you talk to my girl, Fabray."
"You mean my girl, Lopez!" Quinn shouts before she looks around to make sure no one heard her
"No one else is even her, idiot." I roll my eyes "What the hell is your problem?"
"Santana, please." Rachel says grabbing my arm
"You're my problem!"
"Me?" I shout "What the hell did I do?"
"Don't act like you're not happy that Rachel and I are arguing! You're probably going to use this as a chance to try and steal my girlfriend!"
"I would never do that to Rachel! I'm not a sneaky back-stabbing bitch like you!" I shout trying tp pull away from Rachel, but she's got a good grip on my arm
"Don't act so innocent!" Quinn shouts "Everyone knows that you love Rachel!"
"That doesn't matter!" I yell "Rachel is in love with you!"
"Really? If she's so in love with me, then why did she shout your name when I was kissing her neck?" Quinn shouts so loud that I'm glad we're the only ones here. Wait! What did she just say? I turn my head towards Rachel and see she's freaking out a little bit
"You did what?"
This chapter is for Gleek1990 because I wouldn't of finished this chapter so quickly if you hadn't asked for the update! Love you all and please review!
