Sorry it has taken so long to update I have had a lot of ideas for this Chapter and I tried to get them out as best I could; I hope you like it.
Bella
"Hey beautiful," I felt someone's hand run across me forehead.
"Emmett stops it," I pushed the hand away.
"Are you secretly sleeping with Emmett," I finally recognised the voice.
"Edward?" my eyes sprung open and there e was I thought I would never see his face.
"Edward oh I never thought I would see you again," I threw my eyes around his neck and threw myself on top of him.
"You saw me last night Bella," he said looking at me weird.
"I saw you last night baby," he repeated smiling and climbing under the covers pulling me towards him.
"Well I saw you but I am pretty you didn't see me," I didn't care if I saw him die; I didn't care if I saw them bury him yesterday he was here in my arms.
"What's wrong?" he said pouting. "Did Charlie do something again?"
"No your dead Edward, Mike hit you with his car and then you died and I had a fight with Emmett and Alice and then I went to your funeral," I was getting hysterical.
"Bella sweetie," he took my tear soaked face into his hands.
"You had a bad dream that's all; I am here I would never leave you," he said lightly kissing my lips.
"I told everyone that you wouldn't leave me but you still died you still left me," I got mad I started to hit him yell.
"Hey hey," he said grabbing my arms. "It was all just a bad dream Bella I am here."
"It felt so real," it did feel so real but so did my dream.
"But it wasn't I am here and Emmett and Alice still love you and we are going to have the best summer ever," he said throwing up his arms.
"I was all a dream," I said trying to reassure myself.
"Yes it was," he said smiling.
"Now are you packed?" he said jumping off the bed.
"Packed for what?" I watched him move across the room and throw open the closet doors and then put his hands on his hips.
"You're not packed?" he looked back at me shaking his head. "Alice made me pack last week!"
"Where are we going?" I climbed out of bed and grabbed my empty site case.
"That dream must have made you all muddled," he said looking at me with pity.
"Yeah that must be it, " I wasn't going to argue with him.
"We are going to the beach with Alice, Emmett and Eric remember," he said laughing.
"Right we are going to have so much fun!!" I exclaimed, I didn't care if this was a dream or if his death was just the dream I was going to make the most of our time together.
"Right," he said taking me into his arms.
"Are you over your dream?"he said smiling.
"As long as I have you," I said throwing my arms around his neck.
"Okay," he said looking at me like I was still an idiot.
"Maybe we should take you to the Doctors."
"After one dream, don't be stupid," I brushed his off.
"Come on I need breakfast," I said grabbing his hand and pulling him towards the door.
"Woah," he said refusing to move.
"Charlie is down stairs I would like not to be shot," he said looking a little scared.
"Right," Charlie did threaten to kill Edward the first time I bought him home and he has never forgotten it.
"You go out the way you came and then come around to the front door," I paused for a moment. "How did you get in?" The window was closed and he would never sneak in the front door.
"You let me in remember," he said running his hands through hair.
"Right I let you in," all of a sudden I remembered.
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"Yes!! We are here," Emmett jumped out of the car; It felt like a second ago I was standing in my room alone with Edward and now we were at the beach.
"How did we get here?" I must have looked like an idiot staring up at the sky.
"Bella? Are you okay," Alice said look at me laughing.
"How did we get here?" I was starting to get really freaked out.
"I drove remember, baby." Edward wrapped his arms around my waist.
"No I don't!" I pushed him away.
"But we spent hours in the car Bella," Emmett said stretching.
"Emmett what happened the last day of school?"
"We went to my house to and watched movies," he raised an eyebrow and looked at me like I was an idiot.
"But I don't remember," I felt like I was going to cry and I didn't know why.
"What's her problem?" I heard Emmett whisper to Edward.
"She had a dream that I died," he said laughing.
"Did I die?" he questioned me.
"No, Edward got hit by a car," they were all looking at me.
"Was I at least driving the car?" he questioned me.
"No Mike was," they all started laughing as soon as the words came out of my mouth.
"Stop laughing at me!"
"Does he look dead Bella," Alice laughed.
"I saw him die," I yelled.
"It's okay Bella," Edward took me in his arms.
"But I saw you die," I sobbed into his chest.
"I know baby," he ran his hands through my hair.
"You do?" I looked up at him.
"Of course I do. I am sorry Bella I shouldn't have done this to you," he said putting his arms around me and pulling me closer.
"How is this happening?" I asked confused.
"I told you that I would never leave you Bella and me being dead isn't going to stop that.
"Your a ghost?"
"Does it matter what I am? I am here that's all that matters right," he taking my face in his hands and making me look at him.
"Right, but what is going to happen when I wake up?" I didn't want him to leave me again.
"I am not going to leave you Bella don't worry," he said before I could say anything.
"You're going to be with me when I wake up," I asked.
"Of course Bella I will always be with you but you won't be able to see me all the time."
"But I will be able to see you," I couldn't wait all day just to see him again in my dreams.
"I will make myself known to you when you need me," he said comforting me.
"You can wake up now," he said smiling.
"I don't want to leave you," I tightened my grip around his waist.
"You will see me soon Bella don't worry," he said kissing me on the forehead.
Then I woke up and I was in the bed with Emmett's strong arms around me and Alice's head resting softly on my chest.
"Did you have a dream about him?" Alice said
"Yeah," I scanned the room but it was dark and o couldn't see him.
"Was it good?
"He told me that everything was going to be okay," then something across the room caught my eye and there he was sitting in the old rocking chair that sat unused in the corner of my room. He smiled at me and then disappeared.
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A few weeks later
"I think I have to get a job," Alice said at lunch causing Emmett to choke on his burger.
"Why would you need a job," he said panicking. "Is daddy cutting us off?"
"No mum thinks that I need to be more independent and has taken my credit card away, "I had wondered why we were eating lunch at McDonalds and not one of Alice's usually fancy restaurants.
"So we are broke?" Emmett looked heartbroken.
"Well we have our allowance don't we? And Emmett you already have a job" Emmett worked weekend for his father's landscaping business.
"Well everything I have goes to my car fund."
"Well if you didn't crash into that tree," I couldn't hear him but I could hear his voice as clearly as if he was sitting next to m.
"What are you laughing at we are in real trouble here," Alice snapped.
"Well I get $20 off Charlie for groceries I guess I could ask him for more," I had never actually asked his him for money but I am sure he would give it to me.
"And Emmett I am sure you don't have to put all your money towards your new car," Alice said.
"But I am so sick of having you two driving me around," he said crossing his arms.
"He can have my car," Edward said.
"Why don't you ask Dr Cullen what they are doing with Edwards's car," I suggested.
"Why would I want a Volvo?" Emmett said.
"Because it was Edwards and I am sure that he would have wanted you to have it."
"I really don't want him to crash my car but I'm not using it at the moment," he said laughing.
"That's not funny," I snapped.
"No Bella driving a Volvo isn't funny." Emmett said looking at me funny.
"I wasn't talking to you," I snapped.
"Who were you talking to then?" Alice looked at me with concern.
"Don't tell them," Edward ordered.
"If I tell you something do you promise not to think I am crazy," I asked.
"You are not crazy Bella don't tell them," all of a sudden Edward was sitting beside me and he slowly reached over and took my hand.
"I have to tell them," I said looking at him.
"Bella," Alice called my attention back to her. "Who are you talking to?"
"Edward," they both just looked at me with confusion written on their faces.
"What about him?" Emmett said.
"I was talking to Edward," Emmett let out a small laugh before he realised I was serious.
"What do you mean Bella," Alice reached over the table and took the same hand that Edward had been holding onto just seconds before.
"The night after his funeral he came to me in a dream and I have been seeing him ever since," I admitted.
"This isn't funny Bella," Emmett said crossing his arms.
"I'm not joking Alice you believe me right," I said looking at her hopefully.
"You want him to be Alice so much I think your just thinking he is here with us," she said.
"No, I'm not I can feel him, I can see him."
"Stop it!" Emmett yelled. "This is not funny Bella, stop it."
"Emmett you have to believe me I am not joking."
"I'm out of here, are you coming Alice?" he said getting up.
"But Bella drove us here," she said trying to decide which side to take.
"We will get the bus," he said grabbing her hand and dragging her out of the store.
"Didn't I tell you," Edward said.
"Shut up," I said and went after them.
"Alice, Emmett," I yelled running after them.
"We aren't talking to you," Emmett said stopping as they got to the bus stop.
"I really don't want to get the bus Emmett," Alice said to Emmett.
"A week after he died Alice even I am not making jokes about it yet," they were ignoring me.
"I am not joking," I knew that they could both hear me but if they were listening that was another thing.
"I am sorry," I needed them right now.
"Just drive us home Bella," Emmett said keeping Alice close .
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"Bella I think you need to see a Doctor," Emmett had asked me to come over to his house for dinner but apparently it was an intervention. We had barely spoken after our last fight.
"I am not sick Alice," I knew exactly what she was talking about but I wasn't even going to acknowledge this was happening.
"Not that kind of Doctor Bella dear," Esme Emmett's mother sat next to me and lovingly put her arm around my shoulder.
"I don't need to see any Doctor I am fine," I said defensively.
"You see dead people Bella I think you need a little help," Emmett snapped.
"Emmett," his mother said calmly.
"Way to be subtle Emmett," Alice snapped.
"It is not like I am hearing voices or talking to God this is Edward we are talking about he loves me so much that he can't bear to leave me," I said.
"We just want you to come and talk to the Doctor Bella," Esme said moving some hair out of my face.
"But I am not crazy!" I jumped up off the couch.
"No one is calling you crazy Bella," Alice said calmly.
"Most people go through this Bells and it helps to talk about it," Emmett said from his chair across the room.
"Does my dad know that your attaching me?" I said getting defensive.
"Bella just calm down please," I heard Edward voice in the back of my head. "They are just trying to help you."
I wanted to yell at him but they already thought I was crazy yelling at the voice in my head was just going to make it worse.
"Your Dad asked us to do this Bella he doesn't know what to do," Esme said coming towards me with her hands up; like I was going to attack her.
"My Dad," I thought he understood.
"We just want you to talk to this psychiatrist Dr Hale that just started working in town," Esme said smiling at me.
"I don't want to talk to some shrink I am not crazy," I wasn't crazy.
"We are not calling you crazy, we are not calling you weird or stupid for believing that you can actually talk to him or see him, "Esme said calmly.
"You have just lost the love of your life and we would like to talk to someone about it," Alice continued where Esme left off.
"You loved him to why aren't you being forced to talk to this shrink?" I questioned.
"Would that make you feel better?" Emmett asked. "If we spilled our guts to a stranger?"
"If you are calling me crazy."
"No one is calling you crazy," Esme and Alice said in unison.
"Okay but if I go you two go as well," maybe one of them will be crazier than I am.
"Bella you're not crazy," Edwards's voice came from across the room and when I looked up there was sitting on the couch next to Emmett.
"If we go with you will talk to the Doctor?" Emmett questioned.
"No if you get an appointment with the Doctor and spill you guts and talk about your feelings I will go," I said smugly.
"I would pay to see Emmett talk about his feelings," Edward laughed and I couldn't help but giggle just a little.
"You will do it?" Alice said getting excited.
"Only if you do as well," I threatened.
"You know me I will talk to anyone about," she said getting excited throwing herself at me.
"What about Emmett?" if I was going to go through this pain so was he. "The only way I am going to do this is if Emmett comes as well."
"Emmett will go I think it will be good for him to talk to someone," Esme said.
"Mum what?" Emmett exclaimed.
"Good we have a deal," seeing Emmett squirm was going to be all worth it.
"I didn't agree to any of this," he complained.
"Shhh Emmett," Esme ordered.
Okay I am almost done with the next chapter, it was meant to me one big chapter but I am just too tired to finish writing the second half. So I thought you could enjoy this one while I finish the other one.
