KPOV

My eyes slowly go to Eric as I watch him take a step toward me. I knew we needed to talk but my heart was still hurting. I felt a tear nearly fall from my eyes but I refused to cry. I would not break down in front of him. I felt like an ice cold princess with not showing my emotions, not showing the pain and sorrow that ran thru my body because of my husband. Eric was now standing in front of me and his hand reached down to touch my cheek. I couldn't help but flinch away.

"You had her" I whispered the feeling was stronger than before. I knew he actually did it but my mind and heart did not want to hear the truth. I wanted a lie but then I needed to know the truth. I was torn between the both. Eric sat down on the glass coffee table he placed a hand on my knee as his blue eyes locked with mine.

"No…..yes…Katharina I don't know what came over me. I never met to hurt you" Eric whispered as he leaned closer. I looked up into his face, he was using the same excuse that every fucking man in this world uses. That bastard. I stood up as now the emotion rage filled my body. My eyes were narrowed looking at him in a deadly way.

"You don't know how you fucking put your pathetic dick inside her…you didn't think that would fucking hurt me. You never thing you never try to hurt people. But yet you hurt me so fucking much" I yelled as I stormed to the kitchen to get air, I needed to breath.

Hearing Eric's growls I knew he hated to be yelled at so I was not surprised that h sped to the Kitchen with his fangs fully out. If I would not fully know Eric I would be scared but no matter what I never once pissed him off to the max to where he actually did physically hurt me. I knew my father stood between him and I at times, Russell was three thousand years old and not as kind to others. Sometimes he was not that kind to me his own child.

"I'm not like other men" Eric growled as he leaned against the island in the kitchen. I grabbed a glass gumbo bowl planning to eat but instead I turned quickly and threw it at his face. Of course his natural instincts made him catch it before it clashed within his perfect handsome face. Oh how I wanted the glass to cut his face a little just for him to feel the pain, of course the pain in my heart would hurt more than scratch to the face.

"No Eric" I placed my hand over a black handle that belonged to a knife "Your worst…most men would not hurt the woman they married" I threw the knife at his face but once again he caught it. I was just so mad that any object I could lay my hands on was being thrown at his face. Once Eric sped and grabbed my wrist he pushed me against the counter.

"Stop" he said firmly with narrow blue eyes. I looked into his eyes trying to figure out what I did wrong. What I did to make him cheat to hurt me in a way that would never be fixed unless we both were completely honest.

"Why did you do it" I asked as he slowly released my wrist, I watched as his fingers ran thru his dirty blonde hair and his eyes slowly went back to me.

"Because you can't give me everything I wanted. I feel like I am married to a woman who does not show emotion anymore. Where is the woman I fell in love with, the girl who had my heart just by the first day we met?" His eyes slowly fell to my wedding ring that I still had on then his eyes averted back to my face.

"Katharina it seems that you just are a robot I get Russell had you follow his orders but where is the clumsy girl that I met….also sexually it seems you are not willing to try new things. I need something new" Eric said more calmly as he leaned once again against the island. I took a deep breath taking in his words. He needed something new, something new was a blonde bitch fairy I nearly chuckled thinking he was being such an ass.

"Eric you think I don't give you everything you want…well you don't give me everything I want either" I smirked but I knew Eric was pissed. He thought he always gave me everything possible but I was missing something. His fangs clicked out once again as he gripped the marble on the island making a crack.

"I GIVE YOU EVERYTHING….I GIVE YOU THE BEST SEX POSSIBLE" he yelled I knew he was not done but I had to cut in.

"WELL WHO DON'T YOU GIVE SEX TO" I yelled back at him as my face became red.

Eric Growled "I give you FUCKING CLOTHES, DIAMONDS, MONEY, CARS, ANYTHING YOU FUCKING WANT YOU HAVE…MOST PEOPLE WOULD LOVE TO BE IN YOUR FUCKING SPOT….NAME ONE FUCKING THING I NEVER GAVE YOU KATHERINE…NAME IT" his face was now in my face as he leaned down to be on my level.

I felt the hot tears fall from my eyes, it was the first time in a while I cried.

"A child" I whispered as I felt more tears fall from blue eyes. I noticed his posture changed he was no longer tensed but his eyes were soft and worried. He reached out to touch me but I pushed my way thru. I wanted to be alone. As I quickly walked to the bedroom I climbed upon my bed. I wanted a child, I wanted to feel a baby fully grow within my womb and me be a mother I was ready to be the mother I knew I could be. I buried my face within my pillow sobbing. I remembered what my father had told me on my wedding day but I still ached for a child.

EPOV

I was caught off guard by Katherine's words, I knew that was something I could never actually give her. I was not a fake vampire from Twilight, I couldn't give her a child. I walked to the room thirty minutes later and sat on our bed. My cold hand touched the warm flesh upon her back and I leaned closer to her ear.

"Yes that is something my love I cannot give you. But I will make it up to you. I promise…I am so sorry Katharina my dove my love…I will forever be with you" I whispered in her ear slowly giving her ear a kiss since she refused to look at me.

I could hear a mumble but her soft words were clear to my ears "What if I want a divorce" those words were harsh to me and I refused to admit defeat to a marriage. The Viking in me refused to allow a woman to take control as the vampire in me wanted to posses her.

"It will never be allowed…between your father and I your want will never be granted" I said firmly into her small ear. I slowly stood up.

"I promise not to stray again..I will be a faithful husband…also tomorrow night we have a meeting with the AVL and I need you their to show Nan that you're my wife and we are a happy couple….now I will join you in a few since the sun will rise up soon so I will see you tomorrow night. Also please stay around the house tomorrow during the day" I noticed she turned to look at me. Her eyes were bloodshot and it was strange to see her cry, it had been years since I seen tears from her eyes. She gave me a small nod before I turned and walked out the room.

As I sat in my chair my mind went straight to Sookie, I didn't know if I should end it with my fairy or not. The answer came to me as my phone vibrated as I looked I seen two perfectly round breast with pink nipples. A grin came across my face I couldn't let Sookie go but I would have to be more sneaky and not flaunt her around like I did before. Katherine would never know what she would not hear or see I thought as I closed my phone and went lay down by my loyal and faithful wife. I closed my eyes and became dead to the day.

KPOV

The sun came blazing thru the window and my eyes fluttered open slowly. I felt a cold solid rock against by back and knew it was Eric. I felt strange to have him laying next to me but I assumed his words were true. I didn't know how true they were but he was right about one thing. If I really wanted this divorce my father would have to agree, since he was the one who arranged this marriage.

Once I was done with my morning duties I came out the bathroom wearing a red dress with black pumps, I walked toward the cabinet and did something I never thought I would actually do. I grabbed the wine bottle and poured me a glass. Slowly my lips touched the crystal glass as the cherry taste filled my mouth. I closed my eyes taking in the substance. As I walked outside with my glass of wine I realized on my phone I had a missed call from John. I knew Eric said no running off but I needed a friend at this moment. Not a vampire or alcohol as the friend but someone living and breathing.I grabbed the bottle of wine and the keys before I fled to my husbands car. Once inside I took a deep breath then a sib of the wine as I felt tears return to my eyes. I needed to see my father and beg for him to agree to break the contract. I also wished I knew who my mother was, why did she just leave me with vampires. I always felt like Russell was never my real father but he swore that he was and if I denied it then I would pay the price.

As I started the car and drove off I wasn't fully paying attention to the road I kept thinking of last night and the fact that Sookie was taking Eric away from me. But yet my heart was being torn between John and Eric. I loved them both but differently. I knew John and I were just met to be friends because I would always be a faithful woman to my husband no matter how hard I tried. I closed my eyes and sobbed harder but I could hear a loud horn. Once my eyes flung open I seen bright lights, before I was able to actually react I felt impact against my body that sent piercing pain thru my bones. Everything went black but I could hear John's voice.

"Kat don't move…Alcide is calling the cops now"

After that sentence I blacked out and felt pain within my chest, I couldn't' fully breath right.

A/N: Thanks for the reviews and everything. I have a plan for this story…Everything happens for a reason in the end