Chappie 3!!! Finally is here
Disclaimer:
I DO NOT OWN DIGIMON OR THE CHARACTERS OF DIGIMON!!! JUST THE IDEA AND SOME CHARACTERS I MADE UP!!! DIGIMON BELONGS TO BANDAI AND TOEI ANIMATION....it would be cool if i did though.....BUTTTTT I DON'T!
Oh by the way, wen it says p.o.v. it might not be in their p.o.v. sometimes.....not very good at writing heh heh
Also remember I hate Junpei, so don't read if you like. Also I appreciate flames, cause they will help me become a better writer thanks for reading! On to the story!
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Kouji's P.O.V.
I kept looking at the clock. ' Only five mintes until I can leave this hell. I hated today so far. P.E. was tiring. Lunch was boring and lonely, as usual. Nobody came over and talked to me and all I saw was those jerks laughing and talking as if I was invisible. It seemed like I was a ghost because nobody saw me but I could see them. I bet if I screamed at the top of my lungs nobody would turn their heads. Even if I screamed help me, I'm being mentally abused please just somebody care....nobody would look and they would keep chatting about gossip, drama, and relationships. Now science. It is probably the best part so far. Everyone isn't allowed to talk and I am learning absolutely nothing, since I already knew what Mr. Sasuki was teaching.
Ringgggg! Ringggggg! " Class your homework assignment is to make a diagram about an animal. It can either be mammals, fish, or birds. It has to include what it looks like on the inside, facts about the animal, how they hunt, and how they breed...like either giving birth or eggs. Now everyone needs a partner." ' Shit! I don't want a partner....that means I have to talk to the person. I officially hate this class now. I'm just glad it's almost over.' I thought. " Class I'm assigning your partners." Everyone groaned at the statment except me. " Takuya and Mariah, Chad and Bob, Sally and Junpei, Dawn and Rebecca, Kouji and Izumi...." (he named the rest, didn't feel like makin like 10 more names.) " Your projects have to be done in one week. Class dismissed." Mr. Sasuki said. Everyone was gathering their books and chatting. My eyes widened when I figured out who my partner is. ' No...this can't happen.....I seriously need her away from me....What the hell am I going to do? She is going to drive me insane. Trying to be nice and act like she cares about what's wrong. Really she's going to be like I care and then on the inside she is saying Get the hell away from me! I hate this....I already deal with this crap at home.'
~Flashback~
I walked through my bedroom door holding my soft pillow. I heard my dad yelling again. He was probably drunk again. I peeked around the door. He was sitting on the green couch, beer bottles all around him and one in his hand about half empty. " Daddy....are you alright....?" I said nervously knowing one little thing can make him blow up. " You know son...I'm not alright. My wife is gone and I'm stuck with you. I would give you up for her in a heartbeat. Actually I'd give you up for anything in a heartbeat." A pain went through my heart. He continued " It's all your fault why she is gone....if you hadn't come she would still be here. All your fault. I hate you. I don't want you here anymore. You are such a disaster! Get the hell out of here, you bastard!!!" He threw the beer bottle at the wall right next to me. The glass shattered everywhere and some of the beer landed on me...and a few pieces of brown colored glass went into my arm. Salty tears running down my face for the second time that day. I ran into my room, slammed the door and locked it. I took the glass pieces out of my arm and I saw the red warm liquid sliding down my arm. I cleaned the wounds and patched them up. I cried myself to sleep, just like every night.
~End Flashback~
' I can still smell alcohol on my shirt. I can still feel the piercing pain in my arm and heart. I can still feel the tears. I can still feel the blood rolling down my arm. I can still see the look in his eyes. They showed anger, sorrow, and this foggy look. I hate him. What did I do to deserve this? Oh right...I was born. I wish I was never born or at least dead right now. I want to see heaven's gates. Wait a minute....why would I go there? I'm a disaster as my dad says. I don't deserve any happiness and I guess I'm going to hell then.
Mom, why did you leave me here alone?' I felt a tear slip from my eye. (he is at his locker by the way) ' Shit I don't need ,scratch that, i don't want to cry here. Nobody needs to see me cry. Oh yeah, no one would look. Even if they did, they wouldn't care. I so want to die. Mom I wanna meet you, but I know you would want me here to live. Even if I wanna be gone from this damn life. Nobody wants me alive here. I'm against the world. All alone.....' I thought darkly. I slammed my locker shut and started walking towards the exit.
Izumi's P.O.V.
' I can't beileve I'm paired with Kouji! This is so great! I'll be able to get to know him better. This is going to be awesome. I really want to know more about him. He is so mysterious. Just from looking in his eyes I can see an icy surface. I bet if I break through the surface, I can get him to open up to me.' I looked over at him. He was putting his books away. I saw a crystal tear roll down his cheek. ' Why is he crying? Something's wrong I gotta ask him, but he just slammed his locker and headed for the exit. I'll ask when we work on the project.
" Heyyy Izumi!" I heard pervert say. " What do you want?" I asked annoyed. " Well will you be my partner for the science project?" His face showed eagerness as if I was going to say yes. "No Junpei, I already have a partner." I shut my locker and started walking away. I heard him catching up, you could literally hear his belly a mile away. " Oh well......who?" He sounded sad ,yet jealous. " Kouji Minamoto." Even when I say his name I get butterflies. Pervert stopped walking. I turned around. He looked like he was going to hunt him down and kill him (even though he couldn't heh heh) He had this glare, not a great one though. He yelled at me in this babyish-way. WHY HIM??? YOU LOVE ME!!! NOT HIM! You and I are going to get married and have lots of kids!!" I looked at him with disgust. ' Greatttt everyone is laughing and staring.' "Junpei...I hate you! I don't like Kouji that way but he is way better than you. I want to hang out with him and I never want to hang out with you! We are never getting married and having kids. So leave me alone!" What nobody knew was cold, navy blue eyes were watching. They softened then disappeared into the shadows. Some 10th graders walked by. (the same ones from earlier in the story) " YOU JUST GOT RE-JECTED!!!!!!!" Junpei started crying and ran away. Some guy leaning against the locker stuck out his foot and Junpei tripped over it, landing face first on the floor.
' What an annoying guy. I wish he would leave me alone. When I was dating Takuya he wasn't like this. In fact he didn't even talk to me, but I don't want to date Takuya so he would leave me alone. That is just wrong. I was never truly happy with Takuya. Never got butterflies with him and then one look at Kouji even hearing his name I get butterflies. It is so weird.
Tomoki's P.O.V.
I went to Takuya-oniichan's school. We were talking about soccer when we heard Izumi yell at Junpei. "You still like her?" I asked in this tone like she's weird why would you like her? "Yep but not like.....I'm in love with her Tomoki. I can't beileve she likes Minamoto. He doesn't even talk to anyone. He is so cold. I talked to him." He had this zoned-out look. " Wow...does he like her?" I questioned. " Takuya-oniichan punched his locker shut and gritted his teeth. " I hope not Tomoki, I can't lose her to that insensitive guy!" He yelled at me. "Oh....ok" I said lowering my eyes. ' Izumi look at what you did to him. He is absolutely heartbroken. I know! I'll set him up on a date. Maybe then he can get over her and be the Takuya-oniichan that's always happy, energetic, and hot-headed. Now who would go out with him...?' I thought a plan coming to mind. "Tomoki?" Takuya-oniichan was waving his hand in front of my face. " Sorry, zoned-out." I lied. "It's okay budddddy!" I laughed at our little joke. He has been saying that since I was in third grade. "You know Takuya-oniichan....would you want to get over Izumi?" He gave me a look and nodded his head yes. " Well I got a plan how you can." Then I smirked evily.
Takuya-oniichan started laughing then I ended up laughing too. We always joked about how I was a sweet angel on the outside but on the inside I was a ruthless devil. It wasn't true of course. " See ya later Takuya-oniichan! I gotta get home." I said to him. " Kay bye. Call me and tell me about your evil plan!" He winked at me and we both started laughing while I ran home.
Kouji's P.O.V.
Why would Izumi want to hang out with me? I thought people would even hang out with doosh bag more than me.' I realized my eyes had softened. I shook my head.
~Flashback~
" WHY HIM??? YOU LOVE ME!!! NOT HIM! You and I are going to get married and have lots of kids!!" She looked at him with disgust. I looked around everyone was either staring or laughing. "Junpei...I hate you! I don't like Kouji that way but he is way better than you. I want to hang out with him and I never want to hang out with you! We are never getting married and having kids. So leave me alone!"
~End Flashback~
She wants to hang out with me....I felt a surge of happiness and a feeling that someone cares for a second. ' That was the first happiness I have ever had. No stop thinking that, don't listen to her. She was just saying that probably to make it seem like she cares but she doesn't.' I walked by Takuya and this little dude. " Wow....does he like her?" The little guy said. ' Course I do...but I gotta stay away.' Takuya then punched his locker shut and gritted his teeth. " I hope not Tomoki....I can't lose her to that insensitive guy!" He yelled at the little guy Tomoki. I glared at him. ' Course you think I have no feelings....I'm some heartless guy to you. Well I do have feelings. I feel hurt, alone, shattered, broken. Another person who wants me gone. Just get in line Kanbara. Of course they think I'm not right here. I'm a ghost to everybody. Again, I can see and hear them when they can't see or hear me.
Mom, if only you could see how people treat me. Then you would understand why I want to die.....Someday mom, I'll tell you everything and how I became against the world. Someday....'
~*End Of Chappie*~
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Author's Notes:
Well here it is Chappie 3! I worked for hours on this. It might not be great but i like it. Remember I hate Junpei. Also if you don't get it, I'll explain it in a more simple way. Ok well Izumi really does care about Kouji and wants to help him, but Kouji isn't use to the kindness and thinks as soon as he gets comftorble with her and use to her she will get up and leave him alone again. His dad especially doesn't care and mentally abuses him. So he thinks it is all an act. He sometimes thinks about his mom and in a way I guess talk to her saying why he wants to be gone from the world. So there it is explained in a more simple way. The twist to the story is coming soon! By the way, should it be a ' happily ever after' or a depressing ending? Oh and...heh heh nevermind, just another twist I thought of. Thanks for reading please reveiw! CHAPPIE 4 COMING SOON!