Authors note: This is for you Malec and fans

Chapter 3 and a half

Magnus sat on the couch in his loft watching reruns of America's next top model with Chairmen Meow curled on his lap. He had recently refurnished the place; it was now all black with great burst of glitter everywhere. The room looked like a star had exploded. The loft before had been a reminder of Alec and the pain had been too great to handle so he created a new crisp slate. He closed his eyes for a moment resisting the urge to cry. Suddenly there was a small knock at the door. He quickly jumped up and went to the door. Opening the door letting in the cool night air of spring a shiver ran down his spin. When Magnus saw the person standing on the stoop it took him a moment to adjust to the new light. Badoom…his heart thumped hard enough to break his ribs. Alec stood shivering his hands in his jean pockets not saying a word. His cheeks were rosy. His eyes a piercing blue exactly the same as Wills navy eyes. Nothing was said in the few moments that passed.

"May I come in please." Alec said in a quiet voice so small that Magnus could barely hear. He nodded as he passed through his torn sweater brush up against him. Badoom… his heart beat ten times harder. He followed Alec who sat directly on the couch next to Chairmen Meow who was curled up fast asleep. Magnus sat down next to him shooing his cat away. "Magnus I..."

"Shhh its ok don't apologize."

Magnus slid over closer to Alec. Their faces inches away from each other. Badoom… Alec slid his hand behind Magnus's neck. Finally they collided in passionate ran his nimble kissing. Alec ran his nimble finger down Magnus shirt unbuttoning his crisp white shirt. His chest bare Magnus couldn't wait any longer running on adrenaline he ripped of his torn sweater. Suddenly they furiously tore at each other a blur of hair skin and clothes as they back onto the couch.