I stood there hoping that the doctors wouldn't tell us that James and Carlos were gone, I don't know what I would do if I lost James like this. The first doctor that came out was Carlos' he was tall and had black hair and green eyes he looked as though he was thirty, he began to speak.
"Are all four of you with Mr. Garcia?" he asked as he looked at all of us
"Yes, all of us are with him, and Diamond" Gustavo said since me and Logan had said a word since we arrived
"Ok…well Mr. Garcia has suffered a gun shot wound to the ribs; it's a serious matter but not life threatening at the moment. When he wakes up he will have the choice of surgery or leaving it." The doctor said as some of the blood returned to Logan's face, then I turned to James' doctor he was tall like James and had brown hair he was young maybe in his late twenties he looked at me and began to speak.
"Mr. Diamond has also suffered a gun shot wound but his is more complex, it's near his heart" the doctor said I felt as though I was going to pass out if it was near his heart then they might not operate, and that means that James could die, the doctor was still talking but I couldn't hear him everything started getting blurry and everything was getting quite, next thing I knew I was waking up in a chair with Logan over me trying to wake me up.
"Come on Kendall don't do this to me... I can't have all three of you in the hospital" Logan said as his voice began to crack
"I'm up Loges…what happened?" I asked as he hugged me
"Y-you passed out when the doctor was talking about James" he said as he looked at me
"Logan…is James going to die?" I whispered I knew the answer was probably yes but I didn't want to hear it even though I knew Logan would tell me because I asked
"No Kendall….when he wakes up the doctor is going to talk to him, it's a risky surgery and they want James to know what's happening before they do anything." Logan said as a smile came across his face. Why was he smiling? This was not the time to smile our boyfriends are in a room fighting for their lives and he's smiling!
"Logan why are you smiling?" I asked trying not to slam his face into the wall
"Because I just thought about something…..the concert…there were cameras all over the place remember?" he said
"Yeah ok…so?" I said not really caring I didn't want to think about the place that my boyfriend was just shot at but the look on Logan's face tells me I should
"Kendall if there were cameras…..all over the place…that means that one of them had to get Jo and Camille shooting James and Carlos…if so those bitches will never see the light of day again" Logan said, and at this I began to smile once Gustavo heard this he had his people checking the cameras at the concert. Seven cameras caught them shooting at James and Carlos and one even had audio to where they were setting it up, yeah they are never getting out. We sat there and waited until we could go back and see James and Carlos, after about two more hours Carlos' doctor came out.
"Mr. Garcia and Mr. Diamond are requesting to see you two" he said with a smile
We walked down a long hallway and turned a corner we saw their names on the same door. So like them to be put in the same room, we walked in and saw them Carlos was playing with the tubes that were hanging out of his arm and James was laying there watching him in amusement. Logan rushed over to Carlos to make him stop and James laughed god how much I missed his laugh just the few hours that I was away from him, it made me think what if I never got to hear it again. I started crying again, no one had noticed that I was there yet and I was happy, the only ones that had seen me cry was Logan, Kelly, and Gustavo I wasn't the crying type I didn't cry when my dad left, I just didn't cry but the thought of losing James made it break he was my everything…my world and I couldn't lose that I started crying harder happy that I was still unnoticed.
James' P.O.V
I laid there watching as Logan tried to keep Carlos from pulling his tubes out of his arm, it was funny even after he was shot Carlos was still keeping Logan's hands full it was cute to see how much they loved each other, and not even Camille could come in between them. Then I started thinking about me and Kendall, he had tried everything to prove to me that he wasn't leaving me for her but my brain wouldn't listen I had trust issues which led to my panic attacks, no one knew that the reason that I have them is because my dad use to rape me, they don't know that he use to beat me after and threaten to kill my friends if I told anyone, no they don't know that and that's the way I plan to keep it. I couldn't help that my brain wouldn't let me believe Kendall's words I wanted to believe him I wanted to believe him so bad, but I couldn't. Even now as I'm laying here watching Carlos and Logan I wonder where Kendall is I turn and look in the door way to find him standing there crying…..wait what?...Kendall is crying?...OH MY GOD KENDALL FRANCIS KNIGHT IS CRYING…..Why is he crying I must have made a noise because now he's looking at me and I'm looking at him.
Kendall's P.O.V
As I stood there crying I was reflecting on mine and James' relationship, how I kept him a secret for so long and how mean I was to him, how I didn't love him enough, all of these thoughts were swirling in my head then I looked over at him, and saw that he was staring at me with scared eyes…why was he scared I decided to walk over and try to comfort him. As I reached his bed he moved over so I could lay with him as I did I gathered him in my arms and held him close, taking in every moment that I had with him, taking the time to remember his smell, the way his skin feels, the way he makes me feel, I know everyone is watching me just from how quite the room is but I don't care I need to do this just to keep myself from going crazy. I look down to find James looking up at me and Carlos and Logan cuddled in bed together looking at me also.
"What…you act like you never seen someone hug someone else" I said trying to get the attention off of me
"K-Kenny you're crying….you never cry" James said as he wiped away my tears
"Yeah well….I've never came this close to losing my entire world either" I said as I kissed his hair
"What do you mean losing your entire world?" James asked me with wide eyes
"I mean James….I didn't know if I had lost you or not, and it's just…..James I love you so much and I know that I don't show it but baby it's true you mean the world to me…you are my world and I almost lost you today….and James I don't know what I would do if I did lose you…I can't lose you" I said as the tears started coming again, James clung to me tighter and whispered in my ear.
"You're my world to Kenny…always have…and always will" he said it with so much love, it made me feel warm on the inside we laid there waiting for the doctors to come in and talk to James and Carlos about their surgery's after they did we all just laid there talking about the days before L.A and before Big Time Rush. As I laid there holding James in my arms I knew everything was going to be ok, he snuggled deeper into my chest and whispered
"I do" I smiled at this even when he was sleeping he was still thinking about the wedding.
TIME SKIP TWO YEARS LATER
It had been two years since the crazy bitches shot me and Carlos…they had went to trial and was sentenced to life some other charges came up when they were been investigated (Cons of shooting a police officers son;D) we all moved out of the Palmwoods, it was just to much drama, we bought a house that has ten bedrooms and seven bathrooms so that we all could live together. Carlos and I are getting ready you know today is the big day as I look at a picture of me and Kendall I see how far we've came I wouldn't want it to be with anyone else. I walked out of the back door when my music started to play there standing in a black tux were Logan and Kendall…did I mention that we're having both weddings at the same time?...I know were awesome!...but anyways there is the man of my dreams he completes me, and with out him I don't know where I would be. As me and Carlos make it to the altar Kendall gives me a quick kiss on the cheek and smiles at me even now he still makes my heart skip a beat. We both looked at the preacher as he began the ceremony.
"We are gathered here today to celebrate not only one but two happy couples in holy marriage…the couples have written their own vows…Kendall. James would you two like to go first?" the preacher asked me and Kendall nodded
Kendall's Vows
"James I love you. But you already knew that other wise why would we be standing here right?...I know that we've had our up's and down's but baby we made it through it all. When Jo tried to break us up it didn't work and she threw a lot of stuff our way, but we made it, and came out stronger because of it. I can't promise you the world but I can promise that you will always be my world..Becuase James without you I'm nothing you bring the best out the best of me and I love you for that. I love you for everything that you are and everything that your not. Because to me you're perfect" I said as tears ran down mine and his face and then it was his turn
James' Vows
"Kendall you are the man of my dreams, I know that I'm not the easiest to get along but you always stick beside me. Even if you know I'm wrong. Yes we've had a lot of up's and down's but nothing can break us your mine and I'm yours and that's the way it's going to stay. I love you Kendall and nothing will change that you make everything ok, when I'm having the worst day possible here you come and change it you make me laugh and you make me feel loved and for that I thank you. I can't promise you that it's going to be easy but with you by my side I know that we can make it, I love you Kendall and I can't wait to call myself your husband" I said as even more tears ran down our faces
Normal P.O.V
The preacher turned to Logan and Carlos who also had tears running down their face, it was their turn.
Logan's Vows
"Carlos…what words are there to describe you? Funny, smart, outgoing, sexy, oh and mine. Baby we have had the most interesting relationship to date and I wouldn't change it for the world, I love you so much and the thought of spending the rest of my life with you just makes me feel things that I thought I could never feel, Carlos you make me feel things that I never felt before you are the only one who can make my heart beat slow and fast at the same time. I don't know what I would do without you, I love you so much word couldn't describe it you make me feel whole. I know that Camille tried to ruin us but she didn't she just made us stronger not only as individuals but as couples, you and James were shot and you came through it like nothing ever happened, heck you were trying to pull your tubes out when me and Kendall walked in…but that's the thing you never stop, you grow and you learn and in turn it makes me do the same thing and Carlos I love that about you. how your not afraid to be your self or do a crazy stunt, I just love everything about you Carlos and I'm so blessed that not only do I get to call you my best friend but also my husband" I finished as tears poured down mine and Carlos' face
Carlos' Vows
"Logan since I've known you, I knew you were the one for me you balance me out and you're the only one who can talk me out of doing crazy things that most likely would have killed me. I know that you could have chosen anyone to be with, but you choose me and I can never thank you enough for that, you make me complete Logie and I don't know what I would do with out you. You are the only person that makes me feel like I'm invincible, like nothing in out of reach and I love that feeling, I feel so safe when I'm with you just knowing that you would do anything to protect me, you make me feel loved and I never want that feeling to stop. I want us to be that old couple that sits on their front porch and watches the sunset together and still holds hands and even though were like ninety we still get that spark when we kiss…well now I'm rambling but the point is Logie I love you and I'll never stop me and you are forever" I said as tears streamed down our faces
Normal P.O.V
As both couples finished their vows they turned at looked to the preacher he smiled and said
"If anyone has a reason to why these couples should not be married speak now or forever hold your peace"
No one stood up or said anything then he said
"Kendall Knight do you take James Diamond to be your husband?"
"I do"
"Logan Mitchell do you take Carlos Garcia to be your husband?"
"I do"
"James Diamond do you take Kendall Knight to be your husband?"
"I do"
"Carlos Garcia do you take Logan Mitchell to be your husband?"
"I do"
"Then by the power invested by me and the state of California I now pronounce you husband and husband you may now kiss the groom" he said with a smile on his face
Kendall kissed James with every ounce of passion that was in his body James was now his it was official and no one was going to ruin it. Logan also kissed Carlos with every ounce of passion that he had he finally had his man and he wasn't going to let him go. They may have had up's and down's but the promises that they made to each other on this day will be what keeps them together.
OMG I cried while writing the vows!...so r&r hope you liked it