Chapter 4: Forgiveness

Nessie's POV

I felt terrible for what I had done to Mason. I had so stupidly believed a rumor and didn't even bother to listen to what he had to say. What was I going to do now? How was I going to apologize to him? What was I going to say?

I decided that I would wait for lunch time to approach him. That way I would have time to think about what I was going to say.

I got my food and went to the same table I say at yesterday. I started eating. I had no reason to believe that Mason would sit by me again today. Not after the way that I have been treating him.

I heard footsteps walking toward me. They stopped somewhere close by me. Whoever it was just stood there waiting. As if that person was unsure if he or she should proceed or not.

My head shot up. Mason was standing there. I can't believe that after the way I treated him he would still want to even approach him.

"Nessie?" he said cautiously.

"Oh Mason. I'm so sorry" I said in a shaky breath. "I'm sorry for the way that I have been treating you"

"It's okay Nessie. But why?" he asked. I really didn't want to have to tell him.

"I don't want to talk about it. It's to embarrassing" I said.

"Nessie please tell me. I promise that I won't be mad" he said.

"I believed a stupid lie that some girls told me about you. I shouldn't have believed them so fast"

"Can you tell me what this lie was?" he asked.

My cheeks burned with heat just thinking about the lie. There was no way in hell I was going to fess up.

"Sorry I'm not saying anything" I said.

"Please" he begged. He had a smile on his face. That was good.

I just could not resist that smile. "They told me that you were just using me for sex" I admitted.

I looked away from him. I was to embarassed to even keep eye contact with him. I was surprised when he suddenly grabbed my hand with his. I could not help but to look at him now.

"Nessie I would never do that to you. I know that we've only known each other a few days. But I just want you to know that you are the first girl that I've ever really been interested in. You are definirely the most interesting, beautiful and smart girl that I have ever met"

I felt my face flood with heat.

"and I've got something for you" he pulled out a coffee cup, much like the one he had yesterday. Then he passed it to me. He also had one for himself.

"You still brought me some of your special juice?" I was shocked. After the way I treated him I didn't think that he'd want anything to do with me much less bring me stuff.

"Of course. I told you that I would. It's all yours"

"Thanks Mason" I said.

I took the lid off of the cup and immediately the smell hit my nose. How was it possible for something to smell so good?

I quickly grabbed the red drink and swallowed the drink in a few gulps. How was it possible for something to taste so good?

"Nessie I'm curious. Would you like to meet my family?"

I actually started choking on my food. Once I had manage to dislodge that piece of burger from my throat I looked at him in absolute and utter shock.

"What do you mean?" I asked.

"I mean that I want you to meet my parents. You've already met my sisters. I want you to meet my parents now. Besides they really want to meet you"

"Why?"

"They just want to know more about you. They are really really interested in meeting you. So if you'd like. Maybe this weekend?"

"Yeah sure. If it's okay with my mom" and if I don't hyperventilate to death by then I added in my head. Which could actually happen. I mean I had a tendency to stop breathing sometimes.

That was another very odd quirk about me that I had. Sometimes my heart and my breathing just stop. Yes, my heart and my breathing just stop at random moments all on their own. It's completely involuntary. It can last anywhere from a few minutes up to a day. My mom said that when I was a baby I would even stop moving and crying. It would look as if I really was dead. But by the time I had gotten to a hospital my vitals had already restarted. Nobody has ever been able to figure out why that happens. It just does. I guess it's just some odd rare condition that hardly anyone knows about. Now I don't even go to a hospital when it happens anymore.

"Oh and one more question" he said rather mysteriously.

"Okay"

"Would you like to go on a date with me this Friday night?"

If I were eating I would have started choking again. I was speechless for a moment before finally answering "yes"

"Well I look forward to dating you Miss Nessie" he said with a smile. I blushed yet again.

Bella's POV

They say that time heals all wounds. That's not true. Not for me anyway. I nearly died giving birth to my baby girl. My Renesmee. I would have died if it hadn't been for Edward turning me at the last moment.

I couldn't have been happier. I was finally a vampire, I had Edward and I had my beautiful baby girl. I loved my Renesmee so much. She was everything to me. She was my, our miracle.

She was a very healthy baby. So it came as complete shock when she suddenly stopped breathing in my arms. I was feeding her and she just stopped breathing for no reason. Then her heart stopped as well.

Edward and I rushed her to Carlisle but by then it was too late. He pronounced her dead. I'll never forget the look he had on his face when he gave us the news. Losing his one and only granddaughter. He's just as sad today as he was then. Just like we all were. In the short time that she was with us she had already made her mark on us. We buried her that same day and by the next morning we were gone. We could not bare to be around the place that would only remind us of what we had is one of the reasons that we all hate Twilight so much. First of all who was Stephenie Meyer and how did she know about us? And why did she have to change the ending of our story so that our baby lived? Breaking Dawn tells us what could have been and that hurts like hell.

We were going back soon. In a few more weeks we would be moving back to Forks for the first time in 16 years. The first thing I planned on doing was visiting my baby's grave.

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