Chapter 4
Dearest Journal,
The boys are getting restless in the backseat as I write so sorry for the horrible handwriting. Sebastian thinks it's funny to kick my seat. I will unleash my claws at a moments notice though. Rawr.
Things are getting weird with Blaine. He's... He's closer like nothing changed since we were teenagers. Sometimes I like that he's my old Blaine again, that fun loving spirit I met when I came to the sanctuary. The same perfect... man.. He makes me feel young and spirited while probably being the most mature of all my men.
We're getting close again and I have yet to decide how I feel about that. Sebastian and Adam haven't said much about it, but I know they notice something is different. Chandler has said one thing though, he asked me last night in bed if he would have to share a bit more of me.
I don't know how to answer that. It's BLAINE. We got a divorce for a reason. I just... I worry if it's the right one.
Until later,
Kurt.
[Flashback - Blaine's POV]
We fought last night. My boyfriend and I. We fought and fought. He wants to be a leopard and I want him to be a panther. In all honesty I don't care as long as, at night, he can be with me in whatever form joins us together. I think, despite the fighting, it's time. I think I'm going to propose just so I don't lose him. I can't lose him. He's my world.
He was denied the right to a were-change. He was denied to be one of us. I couldn't propose. Not yet anyway.
I visited the leopards a few weeks after Kurt's rejection, I asked them politely for his hand in marriage and after nearly a week of them deciding they accepted my proposal to... well, propose. I will marry Kurt Elizabeth Hummel, and it will be the most beautiful ceremony anyone has ever seen. It will last forever just as our love will.