Oh hello Thar!

!It's the 4th Chapter!! It's about 4 in the morning here and I just finished it! I have a headache and am dizzy because I'm sick but, you guys really deserve it!This chapter is kinda like a filler but leaves a lot of open holes for the plot to play out 3 I do hope you like it. Heres a hint. The little things in this chapter reveal a lot about whats happening later on!

Anyway, I'm very tired, I should head to bed :) before I pass out haha. I hope you all are doing well and I hope to write a new chapter next week. I just got a new job and I work weekends. I also do modeling and on top of that I am writing this story and still trying to have a social life!! Wish me luck!

Chapter 4: Sudden Interruptions

There was a knock at the door.
Still panting in slight confusion of his dream, Ikuto waited for the door to open. He didn't want to get up. His body was covered in a light cold sweat that usually comes from a cold.
Or Nightmares.
Once again there was a knock at the door and Ikuto found himself having to get up to open the door. The frequent headache pounding in his head, made him lightly stagger as he pulled himself up.

"I thought dreams were suppose to be a good thing." He thought only to himself as the door loomed in his view.

He adjusted the color of her white shirt, pulling on it to free the tension from his neck. With a grumble in his throat as he tried to clear it, He reached for his doctor's coat which evidently was on the floor by his desk. Visions of Amu swirled into his head with a sudden force that it made him dizzy. And his man hood aches.

"Stupid nurse."

He tried to regain his composure as another knock was laid on the door. Straightening himself up, he reached for the door handle, just as he heard a faint noise from the outside.

"Ikuto-kun let me in!"

With slowly widening eyes, he pulled back from the door just as it swung open in a fury breaking a hole in his wall. His headache surged as he looked to the owner of the voice behind the door.
He already knew who it was.

A woman with golden hair pulled back into a solid pony tail, with a black ruffled dress stood in the door way with shining eyes.

"Utau" Ikuto mumbled, as he steadily backed up into his desk. "Unexpected as usual"

He appeared calm on the outside yet his insides were jumping madly in frustration. He knew that whenever Utau was around, she would cause some sort of havoc.
The blond woman stood in the door way with a joyful expression which turned rather angry in a flash. Her hands perched on her hips, she glared at him with what seemed like sadness mixed with anger.

"Is that anyway you treat your sister!" With clicking heels, she walked over to him, and stood in front of him, trying to tower over him although he was still taller.

"Well," Ikuto began, lightly straightening himself up. She was trying to corner him. "That's how I talk to you."

He swore he could see steam coming out her ears, as she punched him in the shoulder.

"You're such a jerk." She muttered, turning from him and lightly hitting him in the face with her hair.

Ikuto moved a little to sit back on his desk. Although his manhood had gone down, the hardness of the desk shot emotions up his spin or lust. This was especially awkward with Utau around; for more reasons then her just being his sister.
Either way, he plastered a grin on his face while crossing his arms. He knew there was more to this meeting then Utau was leading on.

"So, what brings you here, Utau?" He said, watching as she turned to face him. Once again almost hitting him with her long hair.

With a bright smile on her face she pulled him into a hug.

"Why else do you think, Ikuto-kun?"

He rolled his eyes.
"She still has the spirit of a child."

He made no move to hug her back knowing that she wouldn't leave him if he did.
Utau always had a strong feeling towards Ikuto, and Ikuto never knew how much until one day when she tried to jump him when he was nineteen. Besides the age difference, the fact that she was his sister made the issue bothered him more then it should. She had never tried anything since but, he didn't plan to relive the experience of her pushing herself on him. Although it was hard, Ikuto still knew she was still family, and treated her no different. Minus the fact that he rarely gave her affection of any sort.

"If I knew the answer, why would I ask?" Ikuto asked, waiting for her to stop hugging him. He still had that urge in his pants.

She pulled away from him and silently Ikuto let out a breath of relief.

Pouting with the elegance of a child, she crossed her arms and looked at him.
"Fine," She muttered, looking away from him." I came to take you out since you rarely seem me."

"Thank god for that." Ikuto thought while biting the inside of his mouth in irritation.

"So?" He asked, waiting for her continue. Utau was never good with words. It was apparent that she hadn't changed.

Looking back at him, Utau reached for his hand, and instead grabbed his arm, when she saw him tense up at her actions.
"Let's go!"

Not wanting to create an argument, Ikuto nodded. His headache still hadn't simmered down but, he knew that just it would go away if he stopped aggravating it. As much as he hated being with his sister for long periods of time, he also wanted to rid the thought of Amu from his mind. He hoped this would clear his head.

"As long as she doesn't jump me again."

The drive wasn't a long one, and Amu was thankful for that.
Tadase had taken her home briefly, allowing her time to change and get fully ready for their date. She was thankful for that because she was sure that she still smelt of Ikuto and sweat. Although Tadase didn't seem to notice, Amu was uncomfortable sitting in that thick stench wondering if he could smell what she faintly did.
She had changed rather quickly, and was glad that Tadase didn't have waited long. She changed into a blood red evening gown that fell to the ground, and was held by straps. The back was open and the front was draped over her bust. Her hair had been pulled into a loose bun in the back of her head, exposing her bright amber eyes.
Tadase looked just as great with a deep blue suit with matching red handkerchief stuffed into his front pocket.

She looked at him in the car with starry eyes, as he reached for her hand, still paying attention to the road.

"He's so gorgeous." She thought, feeling her cheeks heat up as she realized that she was going to be on his arm. "This must be what it's like to be in love."

They got to the restaurant and as Tadase escorted her in, her mouth fell a little open before she closed it. Not wanting to seem rude.
It was a Victorian fashioned restaurant with deep purple and blue curtains draping the ceiling and clear yellow crystal chandeliers. The floor was a thin carpeted mahogany color while all the furnishings were antiqued wood or black fixtures.
Tadase said not a word as he passed her acknowledging the hostess who was obviously trying to get Amu's attention. The black haired hostess smiled at Tadase who in turn rushed at Amu to follow him.
Seeing him move out of the corner of her eye, Amu soon snapped back to reality when she realized he was walking away from her.

They were quickly seated near the back by a blue tinted window while they ordered drinks.

Amu's eyes still danced around the place as Tadase watched with his head in his hands.
He didn't want to interrupt her soaring imagination but after a few minutes, he wanted to hear her voice.

"Amu, do you like it?" He said to her, watching as she quickly reacted to his words. Snapping into reality once again.

"Yes!" She partly shouted and partly yelled. A blush suddenly rose to her face as a couple people from other tables gazed at her interruption.
She looked down for a moment, shying away from peoples eyes before she lightly spoke. "It's stunning; I've never been to a place like this."

Tadase laughed a little at her excitement, and her shyness. She was too cute to resist and with that in mind he pushed his hand foreword on the table, holding the palm open.

"I only give my best, to someone who deserves it."

Amu looked up with a small smile on her face as she slid her pale hand into his. They both tightened their grip as their eyes met.
With a flurry of emotion, they both looked separate ways, almost trying to avoid the connection they were feelings.

There were a few silent minutes before Tadase pulled his hand gently from hers, reaching a hand behind his head. Rubbing it in embarrassment.

"He still gets embarrassed after being together all these years."

"So, "Tadase started, looking away again before gaining courage to look Amu in the eyes." How is your new job going?"

Amu hadn't expected that question and slightly reacted a bit more then she had wanted. She had tensed up but loosened up instantly when she saw the look in Tadase's face of confusion and curiosity. She gave him a pleasant smile, hoping it would cover up her actions.

"It's going pretty well. I mean-"Amu started, trying to find the right words to place her situation in. "It's a little but unexpected but, it make me happy helping others."

Tadase's face turned into a joyful one although it still held a bit of curiosity. She didn't want him to figure out that there was something more going on.

Tadase leaned back, unbuttoning his jacket a little in an obvious tempt to rid some of his body heat.
Amu's mind flashed back to yesterday when Ikuto had done the same with his shirt. Her breath caught and she found herself staring at him.

Noticing the odd look in her eye, Tadase flagged down a passing waiter and quickly mumbled something in his ear about drinks before the waiter took off.
He looked back at her noticing the look was gone from her face and that she was yawning.
Tadase smiled.

"So how's your boss? " He asked, watching her face for any significant movement."Is he working you so hard, that you're already tired?"

"If only you knew how hard he was working me."

Knowing that there was something peculiar about his last question, Amu made no sudden movements other then, leaning foreword to stretch out her back. She shook her head in response.

"No, not really. He's-"She looked for the word, while biting her lip. Quickly finding words she began again. "He's kind of a hard ass. One of those irritating, -always-on-your-case assholes."

She sniped knowing how close to the truth that was and how much she was leaving out.

Tadase pleasantly laugh, giving Amu the sign that he was no longer curious as to why she had reacted earlier in the way she had.

"Here are your drinks, guys!" The up beat waiter said, holding a platter of drinks in his tray, holding one of them in front of Amu.

"Coke for you, Madam." He said as he placed it on a coaster beside her, Amu smiled, looking up at him.
She noticed a glimmer in the distance of blue.

"And for you is Water, good sir."

Amu didn't even bother to look at Tadase as he thanked the waiter as her eyes fixed on her boss standing beside a blond haired woman; entering the restaurant.
"No way"

"So Amu," Tadase began, drawing Amu away from looking at Ikuto who stood waiting for a seat. She looked at her boyfriend who sat in front of her. Oblivious as to what she was interested in."What's your boss's name?"

Amu quickly looked at Ikuto again, before quickly looking away. Her heart jumping.
"I swear he just saw me."

"A- Ikuto."
She watched Tadase's face turn white in horror as she said the name. She couldn't understand why but she continued anyway, hoping he would calm down.
"He's some jackass prick who thinks he owns the joint. " She waved her hand in displeasure as she leaned back into her seat. Once again she shifted her eyes to the door where Ikuto was but he was gone.

"Must have been my imagination"

Ikuto had walked into the door, feeling worse then he had earlier.

"She just had to bitch the whole way here."

He sighed as they entered the Victorian restaurant. He had been here plenty of times, but the look on Utau's face made him laugh a little. She was astonished as a fly might be to find new food. Her eyes had lit up and she seemed a bit more frantic then usual.

"Look, Look Ikuto! They have curtains on the ceiling!"

Ikuto sighed in disbelief, holding his head low, waiting for the hostess to come by.

"They also have windows, did you notice that Utau?" He didn't want to think nice about someone who was being completely ridiculous.

"Hello! Table for two!" The hostess said. Ikuto had to do a double take, as he gazed over the hostess whose cleavage was hanging out.

"Yes a table for two. Me and your chest." He laughed a little under his breast as he looked away. Utau taking his silence as her queue to pipe in.

"Yes please!"

As Ikuto looked at the hostess again as she began to walk away to seat them, Ikuto saw the pain color of pink in his eye and he followed it to see Amu looking straight at him. That undeniable pull was pulling at his heels again.

"Amu," He whispered as she looked away.

In complete irritation, Utau turned around, angry and white as a ghost as if she saw something she didn't want to.
"What did you say?"

Ikuto shook his head, not wanting to create drama in a restaurant. He began to walk after the hostess.
"Nothing."

They had laid down to watch a movie when they came home. When they reluctantly couldn't find anything, they settled on watching some discovery channel which Amu hope would help her rid the feeling of need and jealousy from her body. It did neither.

She could feel her nerves budding as she looked at him, laying underneath her as she rested her head on his chest. He held the channel changer in one hand, flicking the light into different colors as he changed the channel.
Her eyes moved up to his face, watching him watch the TV. His eyes were aglow with images and his lips were slightly parted as he breathed.
As much as Amu didn't want to admit it, Ikuto had kept her on edge for so long that her body still ached for more. She had gotten through the earlier part of dinner, but seeing him in the restaurant had awakened her body and for some reason it had heated her up.

Still watching his eyes light up in colors, Amu bit her lip. The need was building in-between her legs, and she tensed them together trying to dull it down.

"Tadase doesn't need to know."

Although she was denying her body the anticipation, she could help herself by moving her body closer to him. She placed her body so he could feel it. She lightly moved one of her closed legs over one of his, lacing them together.
Tadase looked down at her then, smiling for a second, and wrapping an arm around her .Pulling her closer to him. Their eyes only met for a second but his eyes made her feel worse.

"That isn't what I want you to do." She thought as she lightly drew patterns on his stomach, waiting for him to notice her and rid her of the heat.
When it never came, Amu's eyes held a slight glimmer of irritation as she looked at his face again. He was still focused on the TV.

With her heat pooling over, Amu lightly gripped his shirt, feeling her need escalate. Tadase's eyes reminded Amu or other eyes she had seen earlier. Ones she was longing to see hold that same hunger.
She started to breathe heavily as she clung to him harder. He didn't do anything but pull her closer to him.

"That does it!" She yelled at herself in her head as she looked up at him again.

She slid her body up the side of his, reaching for him. As he looked to her in confusion, she wrapped her mouth around his and kissed him with full force, using one of her hands to cradle his head towards hers. Amu could feel his body tense with the sudden intrusion but she didn't stop. She wanted this so bad that she couldn't help herself.

"We're going to get married anyway."

When his body began to cool down, she could feel him slid his hands around her back, and pull her to him, kissing her back with intension.
Amu wasted no time, and moved her body so she was sitting on top of him, feeling the bulge starting to form in his pants.
She parted from him, lightly grabbing one of his hands and placing it on her breast.

"Amu, "She could hear him breathe out as she bent her head down, and began kissing him again. Using her mouth as incentive for him to go farther.

His mouth slightly parted and she drove her tongue in, feeling his play with hers in a submitting way.
She knew she was taking the lead but was pleased when Tadase began to rub her chest, ushering mews to radiate through her throat.
He then sat up. He held her back with one hand while the other lightly pinched and pulled at her breast through her dress. Amu could hear herself moan before he removed his mouth from hers.

She was glad he asked no questions, but she could feel his nerves shaking in his hands, as he touched her. His inexperience didn't bother her. She was almost just as inexperienced.
He traced his other hand from her back, to up her side, before it found its place on her other chest. Amu breathed lightly as she wrapped her arms around his head, pulling him closer to her.

"Amu " He breathed again, as his hands reached up and pulled down the straps of her dress, allowing her breasts to be exposed.
She looked at his eyes, as he looked at hers for a split second, and her heart jumped. She swore she saw Ikuto instead but the shaking hands told her other wise.

"I wonder if Ikuto's been with that woman."

Another hand snaked around to her back pulling her to him, as he used his other hand to push her breast up, centering the nipple to his mouth. He lightly nibbled on the tip of her hardened nipple before he moved his mouth down it taking the whole nipple in his mouth and sucking frantically.

"Ahh-ha" Amu lightly cried out as he did so, feeling how warm his mouth was and how his tongue carelessly flicked her nipple in his mouth. Her body tensed this time in excitement, as she pulled his head closer to her beast trying to rid the feeling in-between her legs.

He quickly moved to the other one, ushering another cry from her, as he did the same to her other nipple. His hand was now squeezing and rolling the unoccupied nipple in his fingers as he fearlessly devoured the other.
Amu could feel the bulge in his pants, and her wetness was slowly creeping through her panties. She had to have him soon or she was sure she would burst.

He removed her nipple from his mouth, giving her a last light suck, earning him another moan. Tadase slipped his hands to the back of her dress, and found the zipper hiding in the back of it. He pulled it down and quickly removed Amu from it, getting her to lie down. The dress slid off her body quickly, and Amu raised her hands above her head as she watched him discard it to the floor.

Her eyes glazed over in need as she watched Tadase unbutton his shirt and slide it off his body, placing it with her dress.
He leaned down to her panties and rolled his tongue over clit through her underwear. Amu lightly moaned from the feelings as he replaced his tongue with his fingers, gently rubbing up and down.

This foreplay was obviously different from how she had it with Ikuto. With Ikuto, he would talk to her, and his experience drove her to the edge of insanity with everything he did. With Tadase it was rather quiet, secluded and his inexperience kept her building up to the edge but never allowing her to reach maximum pleasure.
He wasn't bad at it, but, he wasn't that great.

Even so, Amu allowed him to ravage her body, playing with it, how he seemed fit and when he was finally ready, with shaking hands, he pulled her panties to the side and shoved a finger in, pumping it softly then quickly.
Amu's legs tensed as she moaned, feeling her need getting worse.
Her inner muscles were surely tensing on Tadase's finger as he began to pump a bit faster, he himself breathing heavily.
Amu arched her back very lightly, as he added a second finger to her.

He didn't pump his fingers too fast which, Amu liked but, he wasn't hitting her sweet spot. That made her relax a bit and her body started to cool down.
He must have felt her body cooling because he used his other hand to pull her panties aside more as he covered her clit with his mouth, licking it and kissing it.
Amu partly screamed as he did so, moving his fingers in a steadier, faster rhythm. Feeling him remove his fingers, she moaned again, as air brushed her hip. Her underwear sliding down her legs.
Purely naked in front of him, Amu felt a blush creep on her face as she watched Tadase wrapped his hands around her small body, lifting it as he lay down instead.

"I've always wanted to do this with you." He said suddenly, a blush creeping over his face as he turned her body away from him, moving her back. She was straddling him, and it was awkward to be looking the other way, staring at the bulge in his pants.

Moving her back but her hips, he angled her over his face and lightly moved her down until his mouth was against her.
Amu quickly tensed as he moved her a bit up and down, as he licked her slit with his tongue. She moaned before lightly screaming as he slid his tongue into her. Moving it in and out of her in a steady rhythm that teased her more then it brought her closer. Still Amu was moaning and he moved her hips so she rocked her body against his face.

"This doesn't feel as good as Ikuto."

She felt so useless and something about being with Tadase felt off. Her thoughts kept reverting back to Ikuto and what they had done together. As soon as those thoughts hit her, she shook her head away but underneath it all, she knew she was moaning because she was thinking of Ikuto.

Feeling herself getting a little board with the delay, Amu reached down with a hand, and grabbed at Tadase's pants. He gave a little moan into her which made her shutter in pleasure.

"Now that's more like it." She whispered very quietly to herself, as she began to un button his pants, reaching in and pulling out his hardened manhood.
She bit her lip. It wasn't as wide as Ikuto's but was certainly bigger then an average man.

'No!" She cursed herself mentally. "No more thoughts of Ikuto. This is my fiancé and future husband I'm with. I should be thinking about him!"

But she wasn't and she knew it, and as she grabbed his hardened length in her hand, earning a moan from Tadase, she began to pump it in her anger. She knew she had been heated since Ikuto earlier in the afternoon but now, Ikuto was remaining in her thoughts and being brought home with her. Her own boss was turning her on more then her own fiancé.

She moved him faster, and harder, her hand tightening a she tried to get all the anger out. She had never even gone this far with Tadase and now that she was she was thinking of another man.

"What is wrong with me?"

Feeling herself biting her lip in anger, she moved herself off of Tadase's mouth and moved to position herself over his length.
She felt him clutch her hips as she lowered herself down, feeling the pressure she had with Ikuto against that area.
As she held him in her hand, she could fee as his length started to open her up, and although it started to hurt, she kept going until Tadase grabbed her hips tightly, stopping her when he was barely even in.

He moved her lightly on top of him, pulling himself out then pushing a very little of himself in.
This wasn't what she wanted and the fact that he kept teasing her was starting to make her angry. More angry at herself for being turned on for the wrong reasons.

With a couple pushes Tadase lifted her up and moved her away from him. He was breathing heavily, and although he was moaning before, he pulled himself away from her, sitting up so his back was on the wall.
With confusion, Amu looked at him, staring at his eyes which didn't meet hers.

"What did you stop?" She questioned, although she was already cooling down. If they had continued would Amu have liked it? Or would she think about someone else to get her mind off the idea of having sex with Tadase.

He looked down at legs, his manhood, recreating in size as he did so. His hair covered most of his face, and the eyes she was looking into, vanished behind it.

"Not now, Amu." He whispered to her, as he looked away.

Feeling herself building with anger, she moved closer to him, reaching with her hand to grab his. In a snap reaction, Tadase pulled away from her and got up off the bed.
She watched as he started to walk for the bed room door. All of her emotions building up into sadness.

"I'm not good for my fiancé?"

With one last look as she watched him open the bedroom door, she shouted." Why would you do this to me?"

She was more furious with herself for letting the two of them get that far when she thought of someone else but was still irrigated that Tadase wouldn't finish the job.

He paused for a moment by the door, possibly thinking about what she had done. He briefly looked over his shoulder at her before he opened the door.

"Not now. "He said again as he walked out of the bedroom.

Amu could hear the front door close and the engine in the drive way start.
She held back tears until the engine noise died down as it drove away before she began to cry.

Her tears were a salty mixture of pain, anger, and confusion.

As Tadase left the house Amu sighed. Running her through her pink hair.

What she did was wrong, she knew it yet, why did she keep craving for more?

Amu reached into her purse and pulled out the box Tadase had given her.
Opening it, she pulled out a solid white gold ring with a diamond in the center surrounded by what looked like flowers. Carved on the inside of the band, was the initials 'A.H.' with the words in handwriting beside it' Amu Hotori'. For some reason, it made her feel slightly queasy. The name sounded disgusting in her mouth.
Sighing again as her tears slightly stilled, she placed it back in the box and held it to her chest.

"What do I do…?"

The next week seemed to pass by slowly. Ikuto wasn't around the day after she saw him at the restaurant and she was thankful for that, until the day after when he returned. She wasn't ready to deal with her own emotions yet but it seemed that Ikuto didn't want to either.

He ignored her for the better part of the week before he acknowledged her. Even when he had he had kept eye contact quick and had said nothing to her. It seemed that even he wanted nothing to do with her.

On her final day, Friday, Amu sat outside the hospital walls, in the back where the ocean laid before her.

"Ugh!" She could hear herself growl as she dunk her head foreword in irritation.
"Thank god the weeks almost over."

In-between her house life and her job, she was feeling more worthless then she had in years. No one wanted anything to do with her, and she didn't know why. She wasn't sure she cared but, for the earlier part of the day, she prayed that things would be quick and that she could go home and just relaxes.

As Amu looked up to view the dyeing sun light, she heard a noise from behind her as another nurse in a similar outfit ran up to her.

"At least I'm not alone in this hospital."

Then she began to wonder if Ikuto did the same things to this woman as he had with her.
When the nurse finally got to Amu who wasn't too pleased, she bent her back down and rested her arms on her legs. She was panting heavily which Amu figured was from probably trying to find her. She was in the very back of the hospital building which was by no means small.

"Amu, Hinamori?" The woman gasped out, not even looking at Amu.

From the tone of her voice, Amu, instantly knew something was wrong.

"Yes, what's going on?" Amu questioned in return, standing up beside the woman. In a gesture of reassurance, Amu began to rub the woman's back before she noticed that her panties were exposed.
A blush rose to Amu's face but she tried to forget it, knowing that her outfit must do the same thing when she bent over.

"No wonder older clients like to make us pick stuff up."

"Amu," The woman gasped out again." There's-something-wrong-with-one-of-your-patients."

Amu's eyebrow turned up in confusion. Weren't all the patients in a hospital there because something was wrong with them?

"Kai," The woman said catching Amu's attention." He's reacting to the medication, he was going into a seizure."

"WHAT!" Amu Yelled as she stepped away from the nurse in pure horror. Her Kai? The Kai with a warm smile.
"No this can't be happening" Amu thought, feeling a flurry of emotions rush over her.

"Go –to-him, -he-needs-help."The nurse said still breathing in large chunks of air to fill her tired lungs.

Before the nurse had even finished her sentence, Amu was running, hoping to get to Kai in time.