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Chapter 4: Realization

Roxas POV

I had just woken up when my phone started buzzing. Sora was sleeping on the mattress beside me his arms wrapped around his pink rabbit. I had bought the rabbit at a cheap munny store. He saw it and immediately had to have it! It wasn't very expensive and I had the munny so I bought it without question.

Grabbing my phone I picked it up and made my way out into the living room shutting the bedroom door behind me.

"Good morning beautiful." Axel said as soon as I flipped the phone open.

"Oh... um good... good morning." I stuttered.

"I hope your feeling better. I had a great time last night and I'd really like to see you again... that is if you'd like to I mean." He responded. He always sounded so confident but this time he sounded nervous.

Sora was feeling terrible so I knew it wasn't going to be any time soon... but at the same time I did want to see him again.

"Yeah umm... I'd love to get together but there's something that's come up and I won't be around much for a while since I have to take care of it... I know I'm being vague and I'm sorry just trust me." I whispered.

"No its ok. I'll give you all the time you need. You have my number and I'm sure we'll keep in touch... or at least I hope we will." Axel said I could tell he was smiling over the phone and I couldn't stop from smiling to.

"Yes of course. Thank you for understanding... I'll talk to you later then I suppose." I replied.

Sora was sick for about two weeks and for that whole two weeks I didn't stop checking on him, holding him or babying him. He would cry some days because of the pain his small body was in and I cried with him because I didn't have the money to take him to the doctors. Every night though our red wolf would come and pay us a visit.

I let him into the house the second day he came so I wouldn't have to pull Sora outside in the cold. When I offered him food he didn't seem interested although every time he came over I would offer.

When Sora would get to exhausted I would put him to bed and talk to my red wolf. It started out as trivial problems which soon turned into talking to him about Axel. "He's gorgeous! Beautiful green eyes like yours... he's so sweet. I had to cancel our date though since Sora got sick. I feel really bad because he doesn't know about Sora... I should have probably told him right?" I asked.

Cocking his head to the side he nuzzled my hand until it was placed on his head. "He's so kind... I just haven't been on a date in so long with anyone. I was just so excited but that's not an excuse to not have told him... I don't know! I guess I'm afraid... I mean look at the house we live in. It's shitty and I couldn't let him come pick me up there not with my son there to! He'd probably call CPS on me! I love Sora so much I couldn't imagine what I'd do if he got taken away from me." Sighing I curled up on the couch and rested my head on the couch's edge.

My hand was dangling off of the couch so I brushed it through the soft red fur. This was our ritual every night. When Sora got better he would join me for these outings as we waited outside on the porch for our wolf to arrive.

Holding his stuffed rabbit tightly he would reach a chubby hand out and stroke the wolf's fur. "Daddy look! He's letting me pet him!" Sora would giggle.

Curling up on the floor Sora would grab a blanket and make a pillow out of him. The wolf didn't seem to even care he would just lie his head down and sleep. At that point I'd grab a blanket and curl up on the couch to sleep. When the morning rolled around our wolf was gone making sure that Sora was tucked under the covers with a pillow under his head. If I hadn't known any better I'd have thought we were dealing with a Shifter.

I had to shake that thought off quickly... because Sora and I were the only Shifters in town. Well at least I hoped anyway. I had been talking to Axel a lot on the phone and I knew he was getting tired of the nightly phone calls because by the third week he proposed another date.

How could I deny him? I could always call Larxene again... she loved Sora and didn't have any problem watching him for me. I had met Larxene when I went to work for Sephiroth but even I kept her at arm's length. I had to protect Sora and myself from the dangerous world that we lived in. But one night wouldn't hurt.

It was the night before our date when the phone rang. Sora was outside playing and I had come in for something to drink when I saw Axel calling.

"Hey what's up?" I asked in greeting.

"Nothing much. Hey do you have a minute? I wanted to ask you something." He responded. He sounded calm... and nervous at the same time.

"Yeah I got a minute." I said sitting down on the couch. My heart was thudding and my palms were sweating.

"Roxas... our first and second date... you felt it right? That attraction... this is going to come out really weird I know but... please don't think I'm crazy... I just... I feel like I've known you my whole life..." He whispered voice husky, "You feel it too right?"

I couldn't deny this attraction that I felt for him. Even though we'd only had two dates he was kind to me, he held doors open for me and even held my hand in public. He wasn't like some of the men I had tried dating before I had Sora, they just wanted you to be their dirty little secret.

"Y-ye-yeah I feel it to." I managed to stutter out.

"Oh good, by the way Rox. I can't wait for our date tonight I'm really excited." He breathed.

Goosebumps made their way across my body and my pants were starting to become extremely tight.

Letting out a breathy moan I nodded my agreement but quickly realized that he couldn't see it. "M-me to."

Going to Larxene's later that night I dropped Sora off and waited for Axel to come and pick me up. When the doorbell rang Larxene laughed and took Sora upstairs so they could spy from above. I had decided that if Axel saw and asked I would tell him that yes Sora was my son.

Opening the door I was met with a bundle of blood red roses. "Oh... these are beautiful." I breathed taking the bundle and smelling them.

"Not as beautiful as you." He growled pulling me from the doorstep and into his strong arms.

Squeaking out in protest he lifted my chin and pulled me into a breathtaking kiss. His lips were softer than I remembered and then his tongue was sneaking past my lips and tangling with my own. One arm was wrapped around my waist while the other hand was fondling my ass. Moaning into the kiss I gripped those wonderful blood red spikes and tugged, tearing a moan out of my date as well.

When we finally ended the kiss I was dizzy and could barely move. Axel pulled me to his chest, nuzzling my neck as he pressed another kiss to my neck.

Leading me to the car he opened it up for me and helped me inside. "I have a confession to make." Axel said as he pulled out of Larxene's house and down the road.

"Yeah what's that?" I asked.

"I have no idea what the hell we're doing tonight. I've taken you to restaurants twice now so that seems really cliche to take you to another one. So I thought I'd ask where you'd like to go tonight." He said reaching a hand out to grab my thigh.

"Mmmm," I moaned thinking of a few good places we could go. Clubbing was the first on the list but ever since Sora I had given that up. I didn't really want to go out to a bar and get drunk so I thought of another possibility. But with the wandering hand it was starting to get harder to think. I hadn't had sex in so long and touching myself was almost impossible with work and taking care of a nosy two year old. "I'm not sure, anywhere you want to take me is fine."

Chuckling he squeezed my thigh his hand never leaving as he steered us to a remote place. It was an old abandoned park that hadn't probably seen the light of day in years. Snow was blanketing the area except for two swings that snow had been brushed off recently.

"Was this your plan all along?" I giggled. "Take me to a secluded area so that we could swing?"

"Maybe." He chuckled leaning over to press his lips against mine. We were like teenagers as I crawled over to sit in Axel's lap in the drivers seat. It was cramped but we made do as our lips found the others in heated kiss. Large hands kneaded my ass as bucking hips rubbed both of our clothed erections against each other.

Panting I pulled back to start nipping and kissing his neck. Sucking on patches of skin I made sure that he would remember me. Apparently Axel had the same idea as he started doing the same. Lifting my shirt up he nipped the skin there until he found one my nipples. Sucking the nub into his hot mouth I moaned in pleasure as he switched to the neglected nipple. Once satisfied our lips crashed against each other in another heated kiss.

Pulling back some time later from the kiss I threw my head back and moaned as his hands finally made their way inside of my jeans. Warm fingers danced over my cold skin making goosebumps on their fiery path. I didn't realize my pants had been unbuttoned until I lifted my hips and my pants were pulled down around my ass.

Were we seriously going to do this? Were we really going to have fucking car sex? Oh hell yes we were!

"Back seat!" Axel grunted as he attempted to wriggle my jeans farther down.

Helping me through the small hole between the two front seats I made it to the back with just my shirt and boxers on. Shedding his blazer and sweater Axel made his way to the back shirtless with his pants open and hanging off those deliciously sharp hips.

Licking my suddenly dry lips I was pinned down in the backseat of the car as Axel pressed our bodies together. I don't remember how we got the clothes off in the cramped space but we did. There was no foreplay we were both to far gone by this point to just play around. Maybe on the next date... assuming there was another one.

"In my pants pocket there's a little bottle of lube get it for me." Axel growled lifting my legs up in the cramped space and putting them on his shoulders.

As I started reaching down for the pants I felt a wet muscle circling my puckered hole. My cock twitched in appreciation as that sinful tongue delved inside. I couldn't move as my body had turned into jelly and moans continued to escape through my parted lips.

"Where's the lube at Roxy?" Axel purred pulling away to nip my inner thighs.

"T-t-try-trying!" I whimpered as that wonderful tongue of his delved back inside.

Axel's POV

His walls were so tight and warm as I probed my tongue inside of that wonderfully pink hole. His breathing was ragged and he was moaning like a bitch in heat as I continued my work. I had charged him with the task of finding the lube in my pants pocket but so far he was having a good bit of trouble.

He hadn't had sex in a long time that was for sure. There was no trace of another wolf claiming his body now but me. We were sweating profusely and mixed in the sweat was Roxas true scent. It was all male and all wolf! It was intoxicating really as I breathed it in deeply. The scent only served to turn me on even more!

I honestly had never felt this way about anyone before! I wanted him so bad, my inner wolf was demanding that I take him right this minute! But at the same time I didn't want to hurt him either. As I continued my ministrations I added one finger into the mix. He was now halfway off of the back seat and into the floor his ass still in my face.

"F-f-fuck!" He groaned groping around until he found his own pants. Searching through those he realized his mistake before letting out another curse and attempting to find mine. When he found mine he quickly rummaged through them finding the small bottle of lube. "H-he-here!" He cried as my finger found those sweet bundle of nerves.

Taking the bottle I pulled back from his twitching hole to coat my fingers in the gel. Once I had coated three of my fingers I started inserting them in one by one but very slowly to make sure he got comfortable.

"Axel... mmm yeah... I really appre-appreciate you b-b-being so kind but fuck me! Please!" He whimpered rocking his hips against my fingers so that they were buried deep inside that sinful hole.

Nodding I pulled my fingers out to quickly coat my own neglected cock before pushing it into that warm cavern. "Roxy... ohhh you feel so fucking good." I moaned planting my hands on either side of his head.

Being in a confined space with Roxas was amazing. His moans were like music to my ears and the heat that we were creating was fucking amazing. Sweat was rolling off of our body and clouding the windows with its fog. The smell of sex was in the air and so were those delicious UnMated pheromones Roxas was exuding.

Thrusting hard I hit those bundle of nerves again making Roxas scream in pleasure. I felt one of his hands as it reached in between our sweat covered bodies to grab his leaking erection. I was so close and I knew he was to.

"Scream my name when you cum!" I panted thrusting harshly against his prostate. He came a few thrusts later screaming my name.

"AXEL! AXEL!" Hearing him cry out my name I came a few thrusts later emptying my seed into his ass.

"Roxas!" I cried before finally collapsing on top of him, pulling my softening cock out of his tender ass. Shifting around I carefully pulled him on top of my chest so that he could catch his breath.

"Wow that... that was really fucking awesome." Roxas panted as his eyes started to slip close.

"Mmm yes it was." I whispered running my fingers through sweaty blond spikes.

"Hey... Axel." Roxas said placing his chin on my chest so that he could look straight into my eyes. Humming he was quiet for a long moment before finally asking his question. "This... this isn't the end is it? I mean... we're going to keep seeing each other right?" He sounded so hopeful.

"Of course, I'd be heartbroken if you didn't want to see me again." I responded cupping his flushed face.

Giggling we lay there for a long while just talking before we started to get dressed.

"Hey if you want... you could spend the night at my house." I purred nuzzling his neck.

"Oh I'd love to really but... I'm sorry it just sounds like I'm making excuses now. I can't though... I wish I could but I can't." he whispered.

I knew the reason why he couldn't but I wanted to see if he would tell me. Putting on my best pout I asked, "Oh why not? You don't have another boyfriend do you?"

"No, nothing like that." He giggled pulling his shirt over his head. "It's just that... I probably should have told you on our first date... but I have a son. I would invite you over but... I'm just...I'm not comfortable bringing men to the house yet." He stammered turning away his face a bright red.

"I understand. It's ok Roxy really it is. I'm not angry. I want to keep seeing you and one day I'd really like to meet your son." I responded turning him so that he was facing me. "I'm hungry come on lets go get something to eat."

Nodding we crawled back into the front seat and I drove off to one of the fast food joints. We went inside and ate just talking and getting to know each other. He told me about Sora that he was two years old, but what struck me as odd was he said nothing about a mother.

Sniffing the air I sifted through all of the smells of grease, cleaners and cheap salty fries until I found his scent. When a Shifter slept with a human the scent lingered for about two days and then was usually gone. But if he was in fact another Shifter the scent would still be just as strong and that would mean that I was officially Mated. Shit... should have really thought that one through.

But when I thought about it I realized that he was kind, and beautiful, and for some reason he was afraid of that pussy Sephiroth! When I visited him in wolf form he would immediately go and get Sora to come see me. When Sora was sick with the flu he cried for him and as soon as he called out Roxas went straight for him. He sounded like a wonderful father... I just didn't want to hear about a dead Mate or that he wanted to break up and see someone else.

Wolf Shifters were very jealous creatures. Once Mated they would do anything to protect and keep their Mate safe. I would worry about the situation later. For now though I would just enjoy the most of this date before I told Leon and Cloud who would then rip me to shreds for being so stupid.

When I took Roxas back "home" he started a long make out session before telling me he'd see me later. I was just about to pull away when the door opened, "Couldn't get enough of me I see." I purred turning to see my Father.

Groaning he shook his head, "Drive you idiot!" He growled.

"What did I do?" I whined as I pulled out of the driveway and started down the road.

It was quiet for a long while as we made our way home. Leon was busy muttering curses under his breath before he finally turned to me. "You slept with him? You fucking slept with him?" He growled slamming his fists on the dashboard.

I didn't say anything. I didn't know what to say. How did they even know? Oh wait he could smell Roxas all over me, and could probably see those hickies that were littering my neck.

"What the hell would possess you to do something like that?" He screamed angrily.

"My wolf! Ever since I met him he's been screaming at me to Mate with him! This attraction it won't go away! I love him damn it! You once told me about the Bond that you and my dad share... this is it! This is the Bond, he is my Mate so don't you dare talk about him!" I growled parking the car at the house.

Getting out of the car I slammed the door shut and headed inside of the house. Leon was hot on my heels slamming the door behind him as he followed me into the kitchen where Cloud was sitting.

"Axel we're just worried about you that's all... he has a son. It could be a dead Mate's or someone that he was seeing or hell for all we know he could be a Breed-Mate and is unintentionally Mated!" Cloud responded.

"He's not! There was no smell it was just his wolf smell and about his kid who knows maybe its mine. I went clubbing there for a while and I slept with everything that moved, male or female. I don't know just give him a chance guys please. I'm going to visit him tonight. You're free to follow me if you'd like." I muttered turning on my heel and stalking outside.

Shedding my clothes I changed quickly and made my journey to Roxas' house. When I got there I was surprised to see Roxas outside. He was bundled up and had his head leaning against the wall of the apartment. Tucking my tail in between my legs I slunk forward trying to look as harmless as possible. His eyes were closed and he was breathing evenly as I made my way towards him.

Pressing my nose against his hand he woke immediately with a start.

"Sora!" He cried sitting up and looking around. "Oh its just you. Hi there Mr. Wolf how are you? We haven't had a visit from you in a while." He said smiling reaching out to scratch me behind my ears.

Looking around with a confused stare he pulled the covers off of him before calling Sora outside. "Baby did you put this on daddy?" He asked with a yawn.

"Wou wook cold!" He said with a shiver going over to sit in his father's lap. Bundling him up Roxas smiled and tickled the squealing two year old who only managed to tangle himself up farther. "Daddy! Mida Wof is here!" he cried reaching over to pull me into a hug.

Licking his cheek he giggled as I buried my snout in his warm body. Sniffing him I smelled a part of Roxas on him, that was his child after all but what really stunned me was the fact that I smelled me on him. I hadn't been here in over a week! The smell would have disappered by then. Something wasn't right... something wasn't right! Taking another hard whiff I smelled it again, me... Roxas and wolf... Sora's wolf side.

After just about taking the poor kid down I took one last sniff before running. Cloud trotted beside me all the way home, he had been there the whole time so he knew.

Leon was waiting for us when we made it home. Grabbing my clothes we headed inside and changed.

"So what did you find?" Leon asked bringing over three cups of steaming hot coffee.

I was silent for a long while as I gathered my thoughts. No one pressured me, they just waited patiently for me.

"He's my son... Sora is my son. Roxas is my Mate. What my wolf was yelling to me wasn't that he wanted me to Mate with him, he knew I already had. We're Mates." As I whispered those words I could feel my wolf whine for me to go and join my Mate.

"So what are you going to do?" Leon asked quietly.

"Tell him. I have to tell him everything. I have to let him know!" I whispered.

"Tonight? You can't wait until the morning?" Leon cried.

I knew I probably should wait but at the same time I didn't want to spend another moment away from my Mate.

"I have to call him! Where's my phone?" Rumaging through my pockets I found my phone and quickly dialed Roxas' number before I lost my nerve. It rang four times before it was finally answered.

"Mmm hello?" He answered sleepily.

I opened my mouth to say something but then closed it. I continued gaping like a fish attempting to say something, anything but nothing would come out. Finally Cloud ended up grabbing the phone and flipping it shut.

"Axel just wait until the morning and then go over and talk to him personally. He's probably going to be in extreme shock when you talk to him." Leon stated.

Nodding dumbly I headed back to my house. I didn't talk to Roxas again for the next two weeks. Every call I answered but I was always making up some stupid excuse like I was to busy or I wasn't feeling to well, until Roxas finally stopped trying to get in touch with me.

I had promised that I wouldn't act this way, that even after we had sex I would still want to see him. I did though, I really did want to see him but at the same time I needed to come to terms with I had a son and a Mate that I had been neglecting for two years! Now all of a sudden I was just supposed to what? Call him up and tell him that I was Sora's father and we were Mates? He was going to think I was some psychopath!

He had been hiding his scent for a reason and I wasn't sure what that reason was but I knew I needed to find out.

Leon found me curled up on my bed two weeks later. Needless to say he wasn't happy.

"Get off your ass and call that poor boy! If you don't I sure as hell will!" He cried pushing me off the bed.

"Ok! Ok, I just don't know what to say... or if he'll even listen to me." I muttered sitting up and grabbing my phone off the nightstand. Dialing his number it took three rings before he finally answered.

"You haven't called in two weeks! This better be good!" He said as way of an answer.

I wasn't sure if the news I was going to deliver to him was considered good or not. I was silent for about thirty seconds as I tried to calm my nerves and explain my two week absence.

A/N: The end of chapter 4 I hope you guys enjoyed it! And it's at a cliff hanger to! *Gasp* Hehe I'll see everyone next week! Or earlier depends on how I'm feeling. Oh and thank you guys for reviewing, favoriting and following! You guys are freaking awesome! Continue to send me unique female names. Review the Authorness Note in chapter 1 for more details. So I'll see everyone in chapter 5! Bye for now!

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