Authors note: Well this is one ending…there are two…tell me which you like best…wait who am I kidding…you'll like the happy one… This is well, what I think is the real ending. Argue if you want, but I will stand by what I've written in this. I do think this one will get the tears flowing though. Uhh this one is done differently from the others…its songfic style. The song is from Westlife called I Cry, and I think it portrays the point if the chapter and Rei's feelings.
Disclaimer: I don't own Beyblades or this song…
Warnings: Some scenes may cause tears… Have tissues ready… you've been warned.
Kai...
You said goodbye
I fell apart
I fell from all we had
To I never knew
I needed you so bad
Kai…when you said that we were better off as friends, I cried and I cried. I still cry. Tears fall at night when I'm in bed; because that's when I think of all those wonderful times we had together.
You need to let things go
I know, you told me so
I've been through hell
to break the spell
Kai I've tried to forget, I've tried to let things go. Once I tried to hate you, but I couldn't, it was too hard and painful for me. I've realised I don't want to forget the times I've spent with you, they are too good to forget.
Why did I ever let you slip away
can't stand another day without you
without the feeling
I once knew
I love you…Kai.
I cry silently
I cry inside of me
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again
I cry
Cause you're not here with me
I cry
Cause I'm lonely as can be
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again
Tears… they always fall when I'm alone, always when I think of a life without you…Kai… I don't like thinking that way… I want a life with you, forever with you.
If you could see me now
You would know just how
How hard I try
Not to wonder why
I still don't understand why you want me to forget those times we spent together just lying in each others arms, sharing small kisses, or the times that we'd snuggle into your bed when I came over early in the morning and woke you up…Kai those were the best times in my life.
I wish I could believe in something new
Oh please somebody tell me it's not true (oh girl)
I'll never be over you
Love sucks. It's easy to fall in love, but hard to fall out of love… it's the only emotion the feels real good and also feels real bad. I guess I'm trying to say…I'm not over you yet Kai…
Why did I ever let you slip away
can't stand another day without you
without the feeling
I once knew
I love you… Kai
I cry silently
I cry inside of me
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again
I need to feel your body against mine...Kai
I cry
Cause you're not here with me
I cry
Cause I'm lonely as can be
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again
My smile hides what I feel. It's my mask and it fools everyone…including you. Sometimes I think my smile is real… isn't that funny. You know you were one of the only ones that could strip that mask away and place a real smile on my face. But now… Kai, that's changed. No one can at this present stage.
If I could have you back tomorrow
If I could lose the pain and sorrow
I would do just anything
To make you see
You still love me
I'd give up everything in the world Kai…everything, just to have you pull me into your arms and say that you love me. It's something that I hope for everyday…
I cry silently
I cry inside of me
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again
I cry
Cause you're not here with me
I cry
Cause I'm lonely as can be
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again
But I guess I see now that you won't ever have me back and it's painful…but I'll have to go on somehow.
Even though I know I'll never breathe your love again…Kai…be happy and don't worry about me. You are the only person in the world that I've loved this much and now I have to let you go. But Kai…Please never forget those times we spent together… treasure them, every time you think of me ok?
I love you Kai, never forget that
Goodbye Kai, my one true love
There you go…ending one complete…this actually came to me in the shower, while I was singing this song…yes I song in the shower…
Anywhooooo Review please…
And thanks to those who have reviewed:
Marishka: That's Sis… I've missed you ya know. And yeah…we gotta talk sometime.
a-devoted-life: Thank you for thinking this is a good story…I thought, well lets give you guys two possible outcomes to satisfy your needs. Yeah…it's hard to write like this… makes me cry too when write it and re-read it.
KonsNeko: HERE YOU GO!! Please don't hurt me… I've written your chappie… ahh thanks for reading my sad attempt a sad angst story.
Jassa-bell: Thanks… yeah Kai's POV was better written than Reis, but personally I think Rei's feelings are conveyed better than Kais.
PhsycoChick101: Yeah it is sad…I'm good at writing those…which is strange really, cause I'm a bubbly person
Darksaphire: Awwwww don't cry… What am I saying…Cry I did.
TTFN guys...till the next chapter
Luff KH