Chapter 4: forever is forever
He thought that he could finely tell her that he loved her and always has. I watched my little girl well not so little anymore and Jacob my best friend walk off together into the woods. Edward was by my side and he smiled and told me he hopes I'm ready for all that this will bring upon us.
"Nessie, I said as we walked far enough away so that Edward and Bella couldn't hear us.""Yes, Jake what is it?""Well, (Man I am so nerves about this) Ness, I want to start off by saying that you mean everything to me you know that right?"She smiled her perfect smile that made my heart race even faster.
"Yes Jake I know I am like your best friend and all"."Any way I think that there is something that you and mom and dad aren't telling me and I know that you will today right."I always knew how to get what I wanted and Jacob always gave it to me. His stuttering is so cute. Hey wait where did that come from?
I have always felt a pull to Jake, like he was meant to be just for me somehow. I find myself dreaming about Jake all the time .He is so cute with his dark hair and his dark eyes, and his body wow is all I can say.
"Nessie, Nessie are you here with me?"So I stopped walking and picked up Nessie's hand and kissed it. I was hoping that she wouldn't pull away from me. Her eyes grow wide as in disbelief. Then she looked up at me and I smiled my biggest grin I could.
"Jake, can I please ask you something?""Sure Ness what would you like to know?""You know I will always tell you the truth no matter what right Ness?"
So I cleared my throat and I started off with what I had to say. First you know that I am different right? That my mom was still "human" when she was pregnant and when she had me .Also that my dad was a fully fledged vampire already. "Yes, Nessie I did ".
"Jacob, I want what every other girl "my age" wants.""I want to have friends and a boyfriend and do things "normal girls "do". I was watching to gage his expression to see how he felt about what I was saying.
Then I looked him in his eyes and said to him "Jake I want you to be that guy that is my first boyfriend". Then just my mom I started to bite my lower lip because I was nerves he would say no.
"Nessie, I am very glad to hear that." I would like for you to sit and listen to something that is important to you and I alike.""You see you know I am different also, I am a shape shifter. I change into a giant wolf. My family, we have a ledge well many ledges to be truthful. I am going to tell you about one right now. "
"The one that is the most important to us is the one about "imprinting". Imprinting is where after the first time you phase and you see "your one" your soul mate" you meaning me or any other wolf imprint on that one person and that one person alone."
"That just means that the person you, being me again, the wolf imprint on is the most important person in the world to me. I would do anything for her no matter what. I would die for her it need be.""Do you understand?"
Great Jake is in love with someone else and it's not me, now I look all stupid for asking him to be my boyfriend in all, wonderful. Was all I could think, what a loser I am.
"Well Renessme, that person for me that I imprinted on, I found her a few years ago. I love her more than anything and hope someday to marry her and have a family with her.""By the Ness, that very special person you know her." I looked up at Jake and asked him "I do?" "Yes; Ness you do she is you."
I looked up from the ground and grabbed Jacobs face and pulled him so close to mine, I could feel his warm breath on my face. I licked my lips and asked him "May, I "and he smiled his big wolfy grin that I dream about all the time. Then I kissed him with everything in my heart and soul.
My first real kiss with my first real boyfriend the werewolf. I was so happy that I now had a boyfriend and it made my life seem somewhat "normal" for a girl who looks to be a teenager. Jacob makes my heart sing .I hope he never stops kissing me.
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