A/N Yay chapter 4! Writing Casey/Joy's entry for this chapter was kinda hard. It's kinda what happened to me. Not the being in love with my step brother (cuz I don't have one) but the realization part. This is kinda my freak out when I realized I loved a guy. So hopefully that part's good.
Disclaimer: I own nothing…sadly
Chapter 4: Romeo and Juliet
Hi people. I'm still scatterbrained. And school just added to it. Today someone said something mean, then did something nice, and right after went back to being mean. Life is really confusing sometimes. Well in all the excitement I totally forgot about the play. I'm really big on the arts and Romeo and Juliet is one of my favorite plays. All the romance and drama. It's breathtaking. The way they can't be together because of their families but defy them. It would have taken a lot of courage. I wish I was like that. But I'd never be able to go against my parent's wishes. There's not many people I know who could. I know one person who would have no problem with it. I've never seen him in love but I imagine he'd get what he wants. (Not in the wrong way for all you sick minded people) Like how Romeo got Juliet, kinda. Hopefully he won't die. He wouldn't let anything stop him from getting the one he loves. So he obviously doesn't love me…wait, did I just say that? I think I did since it's typed up. Does that mean I love him if I want him to love me? Or am I one of those girls who wants every guy to herself? But that wouldn't make sense. My heads going fuzzy again. How did I get from Romeo and Juliet to this? I need to talk to someone, anyone. My family and friends wont understand but maybe someone here will. I've just some to a horrible conclusion. Maybe he's right, I AM a nutcase. But that's not the conclusion. Bye.
-Joy
Casey sat at the computer with her head in her hands, trying to sort everything out. But nothing made sense anymore. She just needed to talk to someone to sort everything out. Then, like a ton of bricks, it hit her. Dune. He would help. She quickly wrote a message to him:
Hey. I need your help. I'm really confused and I can't think straight. Could you help me sort everything out? I know this might be a little weird but I can't think of anyone else to help. Tell me when you get this.
-Joy
Then Casey waited. She kept the website open on her computer and sat down on her bed. She tried to sort everything out by herself but every time she tried her head went fuzzy. But after 5 minutes her computer made the sound meaning she had a message. Casey ran to the computer so fast she might have set a land speed record. Sure enough there was a message from Dune.
Derek's room…(5 minutes prior)
Derek was at his computer. He had just finished reading Joy's new entry. She sounded like she was freaking out. It also said in her entry that she's in love with another guy. Maybe Derek just wasn't good enough for anyone of Casey's standards. Then a message popped up for him, he read it. Joy was having problems and she was coming to Derek, or Dune, for help. Still wanting to help, he wrote a reply:
Hey. I'd love to help. What's the problem? If you love the guy (I read your journal entry) just go for it. What's the worst that could happen? That's just my advice for now because I don't know the whole story. So tell me.
-Dune
Back to Casey's room (A/N Yes this is going to happen every time they talk in this chapter)
Casey read Dune's reply. Could she tell him the full story or would he think she's a freak. But she asked for help so she was going to have to tell him. Leaving out unimportant details of coarse.
The story is it's wrong for my to love this guy. My parents would probably kick me out If they found out and he would just refuse me anyway. But now that I realized I love him it feels wrong to keep it to myself, like I'm lying. And I hate lying. I'm still confused.
-Joy
Onto Derek's room…
Derek read Joy's message. It was still way to vague. He was going to have to get her to open up more to be able to help her. Eventually she'd tell though, she knew now that she hate's lying so she'd open up soon.
But WHY is it wrong? WHY would your parents kick you out? You need to give me details. And just out of curiosity, who is this guy?
-Dune
Back to Casey's room (this is like ping pong :D)
Casey read it. He was right. Either she poured her heart to a stranger or she went insane. She wouldn't go anywhere in life if she was insane so this was the only option. Slowly she started writing.
The reason this is wrong is because…I'm in love with my step brother. That's also the reason that my parent's would kick me out. It's sick and wrong but I can't help it. And while we're being truthful I have something else to say. My name isn't really Joy. My name is Casey and I'm in love with my step brother, Derek Venturi.
A/N Dun dun dunnnn! Drmatic eh? Whats Derek gonna do next? No one knows,not even me yet lol. This chapter is longer cuz I didn't write it in my journal first.