A/N: okay in this chapter the shit hits the fan and what seemed to be a very progressive night sends both Quinn and Santana back a few steps for the next chapter or so it will be a bit of drama so just get ready for it but enough talking read enjoy and review yes don't forget to review i'd love to hear what you guys think and what you would like to see done i don't have anything set in stone as of yet so feel free to comment =]

I thought things were working out pretty well for me and I couldn't be happier. I wasn't quite sure what Quinn and I were but I knew that she wasn't just going to leave me like everyone else. But I couldn't help my nerves getting the best of me. I just told my sister that I kissed Quinn and I would have to deal with whatever problems that would bring my way.

Santana woke up to her gorgeous best friend hovering over her playing in her hair. She thought Quinn looked like an angel with her sandy blond hair draping over her face. A smile crept across Quinn's face when she saw the girl she was tangled up with was finally awake.

"I know I'm hot Q but staring at me while I'm sleep is creepy. What the hell are you Edward Cullen or something," the Latina quipped as she wiped the sleep from her eyes.

"I'm not surprised you wake up if bitch mode. I swear I think you dream of comebacks to throw at people." The blonde said playfully pinching her friend's cheek.

"Don't hate because my swag and incredible ability to keep it real doesn't turn off."

"Oh boy, conceited much?" Quinn hit the darker skinned girl with a throw pillow that startled the Latina and made her fall off the bed.

"That's it now you're gonna get it miss virgin queen !"

Santana jumped up from the spot on the floor where she had fell and grabbed a pillow of her own. The two girls then started swinging pillows at each other until they finally flopped on the bed out of breath. They couldn't help giggling at themselves for acting like little kids again.

"You're a punk," the taller girl yelled.

"You're just mad because I kicked your ass like always Fabray."

"Oh whatever Lopez I let you win."

"Uh-huh sure. Whatever helps you sleep at night querido."

The girls quality time was short lived when they heard a knock at the door.

"Ana it's me, can I come in?" A soft voice came through the door.

Santana got up and walked to her door to let her sister in. She unlocked the door and moved aside to let Jade enter. They all sat in silence for a while until Jade finally spoke.

"Ana I want to talk to you about…last night," she said warily knowing this would be hard for her younger sister.

"Okay I'll give you two a minute alone" Quinn went to get off the bed and out the door but Santana grabbed her hand.

"Please don't go." It was barely above a whisper but Quinn heard and simply nodded at her request.

Santana and Quinn walked back over to her bed and sat down with Jade in tow. She sat in the chair by her desk across from the two friends.

"Listen Ana I know everything is kind of hard for you right now but you don't have to worry about anything. I'm not going to tell mami and papi about you two but I think you should. I'm not saying you need to right no-"

"There is nothing to tell them." The Latina all but shouted back making her sister jump and Quinn wince at how quickly she wrote them off as nothing.

"I'm just gonna go."

"No! Quinn please don't. I didn't mean-"

"Didn't what! Didn't think I would get mad that you obviously don't care about whatever this is between us. Well I'm sorry Santana but all of us can't be cold hearted bitches like you. I may not be ready to deal with liking you but at least I can admit it. You can't even do that so why should I even try."

Quinn stormed out of the room and ran down the stairs to get in her car. On her way out she ran into Mrs. Lopez and gave her a quick goodbye before fleeing to her car. After seeing a very flushed and upset Quinn running out of her home she went up to her daughters rooms to see what all of this was about.

"Mija? What's going on?"

Both of her daughters turned around when they heard their mother in the doorway. Santana was on the verge of tears when she saw the retreating form of her now possibly ex best friend. However her mom's voice brought back her stone face as if nothing was bothering her.

"Nothing mami," both girls said in unison.

"Oh really? Then why was Quinn running out of my house like a bat out of hell with tears streaming down her face. When did she even get here it's only 8 in the morning?"

"She was crying? I have to go after her I-"

"No Ana, not before you tell me what's going on. You know how I feel about you having people over without asking us first and just because she's your best friend doesn't make her an exception."

"You and papi are barely even here to know if I have people over anyway so I don't see what the big deal is. If she didn't run out of the house you probably wouldn't have even came in my room," the young Latina shouted remembering that her friend was probably on the road driving recklessly from crying.

"I have to go." With that Santana grabbed her cheerio's jacket and ran down the stairs to her car to find Quinn.

The two older women looked at each other in shock at Santana's outburst. Her mother was more hurt than anything else that her daughter felt that way. They hadn't been as close as they used to when she was younger and she knows it's because of her job. Mrs. Lopez is the head D.A. for the law firm that she works at and her father is the chief cardiac surgeon at Lima Hospital. She would always tell her daughter that she loved her and thought she understood but apparently they needed to have another talk.

Dammit Lopez what the hell is your problem. Why couldn't you just admit to your sister how you felt, now because of yet another gay panic Quinn is nowhere to be found? Ughhhh why do I have to make everything so damn difficult? Last night was, I can't even explain it. I can't believe Quinn has had feelings for me. Now I probably screwed that up for good. No I can't let her get away that easy, I'll find a way to make it up to her. I just gotta find her first.

Santana drove all over town looking for Quinn. She stopped at her place first to see if she came home but her car wasn't parked in the driveway so she didn't even make an attempt to get out the car. She called Puck, Mercedes, Finn, and even Kurt to see if they knew where she might be. None of them had spoken to her since Friday at school. She didn't have any idea where to go, there was no were left to look. So she pulled off to the side of the rode and stared out the window hoping something, anything would come to her. She was jolted out of her thoughts when a few little kids ran off their school bus. Apparently they were on a field trip or something because it was certainly a Saturday and then it hit her.

"Of course! How could I be so stupid?"

Santana started her car then drove to go find Quinn at the one place she was sure she'd be.