This is my new story I might continue depends on you guys…

I don't see why this is even required or relevant but just for those idiots out there I don't, never have, ever will, own Victorious… Ok


Tori's P.O.V:

The day was hazy after the long hospital scare I had wasted mine and Cat's time. We were heading back home when we crossed the path where the disaster occurred; I could call it an accident because it just wasn't. It was intentional, my mother screamed at me she was convinced it was my fault but then again my mother was convinced about a lot of things.

'You okay?' Cat asked looking at me sideways while watching the road.

'Yea it's just… I mean you know… It hurts… I mean remembering them hurts' I said sighing she stopped the car and pulled over she reached in the back and pulled out a scrapbook.

'Here' she said shoving the book into my hands, 'Try to remember' she said jumping out the car.

I sat there stunned I flipped open the cover and then I realized it's the scrapbook Gavin, Trina, cat Beck, Jade, and André had made before everything slipped away. The pages were filled with memories, smiles, duck faces, sad faces, kisses, and my past. I wiped away the tears that had slipped out some way. I got out the car and ran to Cat she hugged me.

'Why did they have to leave us Cat, what was so wrong with this town?' I asked she didn't answer she never did when I asked this she just led me to the tree and sat down under it.

The tree was a tradition for us when things seemed to bother us or we just needed time we went there. When I was 15 when Gavin and Trina died I stayed at the tree for days Cat supplied me with food, André supplied me with encouragement, Jade with a shoulder to cry on, and Beck just pure company. When they died people talked they were young so young Gavin was on his way already had plans on leaving home he was close to it eighteen years he had been livin' in this town eighteen long, hard years. Trina just sixteen and a half she was about to turn seventeen in a couple of weeks when it happened, so full of life and energetic that is what the people in town told me the day of the funeral. But when beck left me all alone I was lost, the first few weeks any guy that made me feel loved I slept with and I know that's bad but I was lost no one seemed to notice that. That within the few weeks I lost them the abuse got intense and I was dying slowly and painfully.


So here is the filler it explains some things others will be explained in the next chapter… Next filler chapter will be in Cat's P.O.V so sadly this is short I did warn you guys thanks to the two comments for last chapter. Cat's chapter will be up later tomorrow afternoon or on Friday I have to deal with some personal matters. So here it is I don't know if it's good enough or not. If you want me to continue comment and fave and follow and I might post tomorrow… Tell me if I should introduce more characters next chapter or focus on Cat and Tori's relationship as friends and what happened to the gang also in about 3 or 4 chapters everyone will be reunited so the gang should meet soon. It's getting to that point where things are going to start coming together. I think after the next two chapters I will further go into how Gavin and Trina died. Remember though Tori does not really remember anything from that night, so I'm going to try and hint at the death as much as possible. The filler chapter will be continued on into chapter 5 they are and will be short and to the point. If you want to know more pm me and I'll respond when I have time. Thanks for the reviews. This is new based on things I've experienced and what I'm going through now so please no harsh comments just constructive criticism.

BYE…