HAI YOU GUYZ! NUFUFU! Lol wuuuut? O.o Well...welcome to the 4th chapter and stuff...yeah...this is probably the longest chapter I've ever written... (Yeah...I write short chapters XP) Well...this chapter...is a little...meh. It's my newest fail. ANYWAY. Some of the characters I put in the story are based of off people in real life, so be nice about them! (My OCs) Um...there will be a small Itacest part in here 'K? *fangirl squeal* aaaaannnnnnddddd...that's about it...

I don't own Hetalia, Hidekaz Himaruya does.

I do however, own those extra random characters (Josselyn, trip-nurse XD, eventually the old lady)

TO PastaXBunny: Are you happy? You fell on your face. XD And don't get mad at me this time! You asked for that and you know it! D: And Thank you, for putting up with me asking "How should I do this?" (Big Ben XD) *hears an I hate you from somewhere* I LOVE YOU TOO BUDDY! :D

Anyway. Enjoy~!

I sped down the road as quickly as possible.

I had gone home, changed clothes, grabbed a couple more outfits, and ran out of the house.

I hoped Feli was OK...

As I drove up to the hospital and parked the expensive car, I saw a few of the countries standing outside...had they come here...for him?

Just to support him?

I smiled, glad people cared enough about my brother to come and visit him in the hospital.

I walked inside and sat down in one of the hard chairs. I was so worried.

So worried that something bad would happen. So worried that Feli would die. So worried that the one thing that kept me here would be gone forever...

I looked up and surveyed my surroundings. No one was really worried looking.

Alfred was trying to tell Arthur about how his food sucked and how good hamburgers were,

Arthur was telling him to shut the hell up,

Heracles was sleeping in the corner,

Elizaveta was grumbling about how they wouldn't let them see her "child",

Roderich was ignoring her,

Gilbert was running around screaming about how awesome he was,

China was hugging a bear that they were selling in the "Get Well Gift Shop!",

Russia was kol-ing because the Baltics didn't get him the right kind of tea,

Belarus started holding her knife out which scared the Baltics more,

Poland was on the phone talking about how being here, like, totally sucked,

Antonio was eating a tomato in thought,

Alice was trying to flirt with him,

Her brother was "Hmph"-ing about Alice flirting,

Francis was trying to molest some nurse,

Vash was being asked to get rid of his gun,

He wouldn't,

Finland was trying to tell Sweden that he wasn't his wife,

Sweden was calling him his wife anyway,

Ukraine was crying because she thought she hurt someone's feelings (which she didn't),

Korea had been trying to grope Yao, who was now telling him to get off,

That guy...what was his name? MATTHEW! That was it, was telling his bear what his name was (even though he was calling the bear the wrong name too),

and Kiku had just received a letter from a nurse, about the same age as the nurse I had talked to before, with a small heart on it. After she walked off, she tripped and fell on her face, blushing furiously. (A/N: LOL PastaXBunny XD)

Sure, maybe they were acting like nothing had happened to my little brother but at least they were here...

No one seemed genuinely worried...maybe Antonio...no one except for...

I turned to look at the tall, blond, blue-eyed man that I had always hated so much. He looked so concerned...

Ludwig was sitting down in one of the chairs, seeming to not see all of the commotion going on around him.

Did he...really care that much? Huh...I guess...he did...

I turned back around and exited the world to my own thoughts.

Was Feli alright?

What happened to him?

Was he still in pain?

I couldn't feel him in any pain, so maybe he wasn't in any?

A light tap on the shoulder brought me back to reality.

"Mr. Vargas?"

I nodded my head. It was the nurse from before.

"Um...Do you need anything?"

I looked down and shook my head no.

"Ok then!" You could hear the smile in her voice. "If you need anything, my name's Josselyn. I'm at the front desk a lot so, look for me there."

She stood up and left.

Josselyn? She must not have been from around here...

Many hours later...

I had been asleep when someone came and tapped me on my shoulder.

"H-huh?" I said, startled because of the wake-up call.

A middle-aged man with salt and pepper hair had been my alarm clock. He had brown eyes and a very stern face.

"Mr. Vargas? Your brother is in stable condition now, You can go back to see him. He's still unconscious though. But the most people you can have back there with him is two, understand?"

I nodded my head and stood up quickly.

I could see my brother now? Grazie Dio! I thought that I'd never be able to!

He told me the room and I shot straight down the hall to the room. Oh, God...Please, please, PLEASE...

And then, before I knew it, the room was in front of me. The door was closed. I gently turned the knob to see my darling baby brother, hooked up to machines and looking very pitiful.

He was bandaged in many places. Too many to name all of the places. His eyes were closed, resting peacefully. I stared at him for a second, listening to the beeps of the heart monitor connected to him...I couldn't believe what I was seeing. He looked really bad...

I went over and sat down in the chair that was next to the bed. I took his limp hand and held it...He was so warm still.

I began to cry. This should have been me. ME. Not him...If..I hadn't have told him to go away like I did...this would have never happened! It was all my fault...again...

DAMMIT! Why? Why was it always...I squeezed his hand, even though he couldn't squeeze back.

How long had I been in here? About 45 minutes? I should start letting people come in...One at a time though...I wasn't going to leave this room if I could help it.

I went back out to the waiting room. Many of the countries had left. All that remained were Kiku, Antonio, uh...what'shisname..Matthew, Prussia, and Ludwig. All the others must have gone home already...

I told them that only one can go in at a time. I really wanted Gilbert to go first because...well...then he wouldn't be around when Feli woke up. He was too loud and obnoxious.

So I ushered him in. He was trying to wake Feliciano by saying that "awesomeness" was in his presence. That didn't work of course. I got him out of there as fast as possible.

Next I brought in Matthew...He was very quietly talking to my brother. Why he had stayed, I have no clue. I didn't have to ask him to leave, he left without being asked with a quiet "Thanks..."

Antonio nearly ran me over trying to get in. He was bawling. He was saying something nonsense that I couldn't understand.

I just stood near the door, occasionally looking up at him. Suddenly the bawling stopped and I could feel to green eyes that were nearly the same color of my own looking at me. (A/N: I went with Lovi's manga look...cuz...I really like that better than the anime look...so...yeah.) I just looked up. I didn't say a word.

He looked surprised. "You...you didn't tell me to shut up, Lovi..."

He was right. I hadn't. I was too busy thinking about my own things to. I just nodded my head and looked down again. I heard him stand up from the bedside. He stood in front of me and looked into my eyes. "Are you going to be OK?", he asked, concern swarming his voice.

I laughed halfheartedly. "My brother almost died today and it's all my fault. Of course I'm fine..."

He just shook his head and sighed. "Lovi...If you need anything, you have my number. I'm leaving, OK?"

I just nodded again, beginning to drift off into my own thoughts once again.

Kiku came back to the room, I knew I didn't have to be concerned about him because of his quietness and respectfulness. He didn't stay or too long. But before he left he asked me, "Do you care about your brother, Lovino-san?"

"Huh?" I had been consumed by my thoughts once again.

"Do you care about Feliciano-kun?"

I looked at him, surprised by the question. "Why...why do you ask that?"

"Because the way you acted and are acting. You were crying horribly when you saw him in the accident. You must care about him. Did this remind you of something else, Lovino-san?"

I flinched at the last part.

"Well...yeah...of course I care...I guess...and no. It didn't remind me of anything."

Lie.

The Japanese man nodded politely and said, "Arigatou, Lovino-san. I shall send back Ludwig-kun now."

And he walked out the door.

Great...now my "favorite person in the world" was coming...to visit my unconcious brother...which meant that it would technically just be the two of us and a sleeping Feli.

Whoop-dee-fuckin-doo.

Ludwig stood there, talking to Feli, even though he knew he could not be heard.

I watched more than I had the others who had been here, but I still didn't really WATCH him...

I thought about how much I hated him. How much I wanted to rip those stupid muscles of his off.

How much I wanted him to get the fuck away from my brother.

He was the only thing that could make me like this during a time like this.

"Hurry up...you know you can't be here forever." I said with a sneer.

He looked at me sternly. I shot him a glare. "I mean it, hurry up and get out."

He made the meaner part of me come out.

It was his turn to speak. "'Ugh...Romano. Why do you choose to try to pick fights with me? Why do you hate me?"

"Because you're a bastard."

"But can't you give some sort of reason or explanation?"

"...Nope. I just hate you, potato breath."

Lie.

I could give a reason, I just decided not to.

"Hmph. Fine. I'll leave, but I will call to check every day, and I'd prefer if they weren't ignored."

"Who gives a fuck what you prefer?"

He pinched between his eyes and said something in German and left.

After he left the doctor came in. "We'll be moving him to the main hospital now. We'll keep him there until he wakes up and is able to walk around...It won't be long."

They took him to the main hospital and I followed them there.

They let me stay in the room for the nights Feli would be there...

It was just me and Feli now...I closed the door and looked down at Feliciano. He looked so peaceful. I pulled the hair on his forehead back and planted a kiss right there. I kissed both of his cheeks and started to come up, but then I saw his lips. His perfectly kissable lips. He WAS unconscious... (A/N: GO LOVI GO! YOU CAN DO IT :D *pulls out camera*)

Then I mentally slapped myself and stood up quickly, feeling my cheeks burn bright red. (A/N: Awww... D:)

What.

The.

Hell.

What had I just been thinking?

He was my brother! My BROTHER! I had NOT been thinking about kissing him! NOPE. No way! So if you're thinking I was, I wasn't, dammit!

I calmed down and said, "Buona notte, fratello. Ci vediamo la mattina ..."

Good night, brother. See you in the morning...

And I curled up on the couch in the room and drifted off to sleep...

The next day was not much different from the day before.

Feli slept. Doctors and nurses came in and out. I talked to Feli.

Then finally at about 4:45...

I waas looking at a magazine that I found in the room.

It was talking about some shit on how to lose weight or something...

Then out of the corner of my eye, I saw movement.

Feli's eyes opened slowly and he winced at the bright light coming into his eyes.

I smiled widely, seeing my brother awaken.

He didn't really look at me but looked at his surroundings. I was so happy...to see...that he was alive. I-I...

"Feli!" I pulled him into a hug. 'tears began to come from my eyes again "Thank God you're alright..."

But he didn't hug back. He just sat there arms not even moving.

I pulled back, and he just kind of gave me a blank stare... "Feli? What's wrong? Are you hurt?"

He just stared.

Was it THAT shocking for me to give a hug?

"..."

"Feli..."

"Why'd you give me a hug?"

"Because...I was glad to see you were alright..."

"Oh..."

He looked down and kind of looked embarrassed.

"Huh, Feli why'd you ask that?"

I was really starting to become curious.

"Because I don't know you."

I stared at him in shock.

"What?"

WOAHMG. Who saw that coming? lol...probably like...all of you? HAHAHAHAHAHA. So typical. :3 Anyway. YAY ITACEST PART! :D YAY! IMMA HAPPY CHILD! :3

YAY~! I finished! Now I have to go work on my other thing! :D This was the longest chapter I've written. EVAR. ANyway. Hope you enjoyed! Thanks for reading and Review please!

And a couple of your questions shall be answered next chapter! :D BaiBai for now!

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