Chapter 4

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Love Makes You Do The Wacky

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Disclaimer: Not mine, never has been mine and never will be mine *Sighs*

"A mighty pain to love it is, and 'tis a pain that pain to miss; but of all the pains the greatest pain is to love, but love in vain."

-Abraham Crowley

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Sonny's P.O.V

It was another day of embarrassment. He would be there. I don't know whether he knew that it was him that had made me dreadfully heartbroken; but as everyone says love is pain well, I think I love him. I'm not so sure to what I'm feeling. I want to stay lying in my bed just thinking about how I will deal with this but I can't.

I have to take whatever is thrown at me. I got up from bed and went into the bathroom and changed from my pyjamas to skinny jeans and a red T-shirt which looked unattractive thank god. I didn't want a wild reputation like other girls had. I just wanted to be left alone.

I felt a vibration in my pocket and pulled out my phone and saw a text from Porcha.

Hey Sonny U ready to go I am just coming 2 Ur house and I will walk U 2 school 2day- Porcha xxxx

Yeah I'm all ready 2 go- Sonny xxxx

It was just after two minutes that I sent the text that someone knocked on the door. I grabbed my bag and jacket carrying it in my arms for in case it rains. I stood in front of the door whispering to myself.

"Come on Sonny. You can do it. Act like your all fine and you don't give a damn about anything." I pulled all the air I could into my lungs and blew it all out from my mouth slowly and put on a fake smile and opened the door.

I walked out of the house and locked the door and saw Porcha standing there smiling.

"How are you feeling Sonny?" She asked worried I just nodded at her and replied.

"Im fine thanks." She looked at me in disbelief and she let it go.

"Sonny I need to tell you something. You know how Chad was seen in the halls with Portlyn." I nodded feeling the dreadful pain stirring inside me. "Well it was true they are together. Can you believe that." I shook my head and she was staring at me looking for answers " Sonny I know." I froze and walked on.

"Know what?" I asked with no emotion showing itself.

"I know that there is something going on between you and Chad." I froze again and looked at her.

"There is nothing going on between me and Chad." I walked on a little ahead of her.

"Yeah. I will believe that in a million years. Sonny you know you can tell me anything. Even if it means you liking my big brother." I walked with her and I started to explain everything from Drama to Chad kissing Portlyn. She had comforted me and said all things that sisters would say to eachother when they are in pain like 'Im gonna kick his.' and ' He doesn't know what he is missing.' And all that stuff.

As we got to the gates we went our seperate ways for now. As I got in I had seen a new comer. Yep another one. But he didn't seem like the rest there is something different about him. He was sending off some powerful vibes. I walked up to him and greeted him and I knew that I liked him straight away but not the way I like Chad.

"Hi i'm Sonny, Sonny Monroe. And you are?" He smiled at me.

"Well hi Sonny Monroe. I am James, James Conroy nice to meet you." He pushed his hand out to me with no hesitation. I smiled at him and pulled back.

"Well if you need any help. Come find me."I was just turning to leave when James had put his hand on my arm and I turned back around to look at him.

"I'm needing some help to get around the school. Could you show me around?" I smiled at him and motioned him to follow me. I liked him, he was nice, he would be a good distraction. As we walked in together we smiled sweetly at eachother and walked on everyone staring at us.

"So what are you in first?" I asked him. He looked at his time table and looked over to me.

"Urm drama. Every first period." I grinned at him "What?" He asked

"That's what I have every first period too." I said still grinning and once he realised what I was grinning about he started to smile flirtatiously at me and I blushed and looked away from him.

Then the bell had rang it was time for drama as we walked to drama we looked at his time table and I noticed that he was in every single class I had through out the week. We arrived late to class and of course the teacher had noticed but said nothing and let us do what we want.

I saw Chad sitting with the other boys sulking for no apparent reason so I decided to continue to talk to James. He made me laugh throughout the whole period while everyone were just sitting bored and Chad was staring over at us looking angry as ever.

Well I don't know what the hell was wrong with him but he has to get over it. He kissed someone else knowing that there was something going on between us.

So he is not allowed to be jealous, he has no right at all. At one point he came over a little closer to us to eavesdrop which was ridiculous. It wasn't until I noticed that I had totally tuned out.

"Sonny. I guess what I want to say is, I like you. I know we haven't known eachother that long but I like you. You act yourself around me, your not like those other girls. You are beautiful, strong, kind, decent, and not like those bitches. I guess what I am trying to say is will you go out with me." I stared at him filled with shock, amusement and love then I had lost control.

I kissed him. It was lucky that everyone had been listening to their ipods or something like that. Well everyone was doing something, except from Chad. He was just staring at us so I had decided to milk it. I closed my eyes and ran my tongue over his lips for entrance which he gave quickly and battled for dominance.

We pulled back breathing for air. He chuckled "I guess that means yes." I nodded smiling.

It was weird I had felt an attraction to him but at the same time I didn't love him. It wasn't fair on him it would be like having a one night stand. Oh well. It doesn't really matter. Does it?

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Chad's P.O.V

I couldn't believe Sonny was making out with the new guy in front of everyone, including me! No, I am not! Jealous. Chad Dylan Cooper does not get jealous. He is not jealous, not jealous, not jealous, not jealous, not jealous, not jealous, I'm jealous, so, so jealous. I chanted in my head. I forced my eyes away from them.

It just hurt everytime I looked over to them and seeing them all loved up. Why should I be jealous. I have Portlyn. Well this sucks. She is going to have to do. I have more classes with those two aswell. I actually wish I was with Portlyn right now she is a GREAT! Distraction and she doesn't even have to try. Making out day and night is natural to her.

I miss Sonny she won't alk to me anymore, instead she is talking to him, the newest boy. Well actually in all fairness she did show a liking to me but instead of kissing her! I kissed Portlyn. Life is not as easy as it seems. Love is pain but if there was no pain what is the point with love, everyone that is in love has their own pain to bear.

I think I love her. I think I am in love with Sonny Monroe. Could this be? Me a popular guy in love with an unpopular girl, a loner. No matter what anyone says about her she is gorgeous on the inside and the outside. I will win her back no matter what I have to do in the process.

If I have to break a few bones then so be it. I don't care, but if Sonny was to be hurt then it will only make me stronger and will make me carry more anger just to let out on the person who has hurt her. The new guy will pay for taking my one and only. My love.

Then the bell rang.

I stood up and watched the two go off hand in hand. I clenched my fists in pure outrage and jealousy and had decided to skip the rest of the day. I don't think I will be able to handle seeing them. If only I could tell Sonny how I felt about her, but she would just laugh, or maybe not. I don't know anymore.

I left the school and headed home there would be no one there, my stepdad will be at work and Porcha is at school. So I can go home and stay alone to think.

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Sonny's P.O.V

"Hey Sonny... Who is this?" Porcha asked not so politely when she had saw that we were holding hands while walking with me and James down the halls.

"Porcha, James, James, Porcha." I introduced them to eachother. "Porcha. James is my boyfriend." Her mouth dropped to the floor in shock.

"I can't believe this Sonny." After she said that she looked at me in disbelief and then sormed off in a huff.

"I'm sorry I need to get her." He nodded at me and motioned for me to go after her. I ran after her and I was just behind her outside of the school gates. I guess she was going to ditch again "Porcha." I reached out to touch her arm then she quickly turned around to face me.

"What do you want Sonny. You obviously go over my brother by the looks of things." She poined towards the school. I shook my head at her and Porcha got confused.

"No Porcha. I'm not over Chad. James, he is just my distraction." She nodded in understanding then guilt suddenly clouded her face.

"I'm so sorry Sonny. I never thought about it that way, Chad is using Portlyn as a distraction and she certainly is brilliant at giving him a distraction with her tongue half way down his throat." She said bitterly and I laughed at her bitterness.

"Okay lets get back to class we are late enough as it is." I wrapped an arm around her shoulder and we walked back into the school and into class ready to learn.

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School was finally finished. Porcha and James said that they were going to walk me home. We had made small talk i was pretty funny, but it was getting weird with James, I can't put a finger on it though it is getting quite irritating not knowing what was up with him. Oh well I will figure it out later. I was feeling a little tired.

"Ok well I'm going. I am going to talk to my big bro and ask him why he was off school all day and then I'm gonna kick his ass. I will text you later Sonny. Bye." Porcha started to walk home.

"Sonny I have something to tell you and I don't think you will like it..."

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Author's Note

Ooooh a Cliffhanger. Hehe soo evil. Well I am sorry for not updating as I found out that one of my teachers who I was kind of close too had on the 3rd of January died. R.I.P Mrs Robertson Rest In Peace. I wasn't able to write any as this had happened. We will miss her.

And thank you everybody who reviewed and and put this story as their favourites. And since I wasn't able o say happy new year to you all I will do it now. I hope you had a great year in 2011. It is now 2012! HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYONE Xxxxx