Chapter 4: Desires

BPOV

I woke up just as the first rays of sun peeked through the window hitting my face. I was a very light sleeper, and the tiniest things always woke me up. I looked over at the bed across the room and smiled to myself. He really looked like an angel. His bronze hair was messed up do to a night's worth of sleep and his lips almost looked like they were pouting. I really wanted to just walk over kiss him and run my fingers through his incredible hair.

My eyes traveled down his body and a new wave of emotions hit me. He had kicked off his covers during the night and his sleeveless shirt had ridden up exposing his abs. I found myself wanting to know how he looked without a shirt, and realizing I would get my chance once we go to the pool or lake.

His arms were muscular, not like my brothers, but still well defined. They were perfect. I wanted to know what it would feel like to have them wrap around me. To taste his lips and have his sculpted body pressed against mine.

I groaned in frustration flipping over to face the wall. I shouldn't be thinking these things. He's obviously far too perfect, and would want someone who's prettier and had some type of experience. I have nothing to offer him.

I must have dozed off again and all of a sudden I felt a glorious touch on my arm and velvety voice saying my name. I slightly opened my eyes coming face to face with the piercing green eyes that made me melt right into the bed.

"It's time to get up." He said softly as I stretched.

"What time is it?" I mumbled.

"It's almost eight." He replied with a smile as I noticed he was already dressed in a pair of shorts and a camp shirt. The uniforms had to be worn to welcome the campers, but we were allowed in normal clothes on most other days.

"I'll wait for you to get breakfast." He offered tying his shoes.

"Give me ten minutes." I answered running towards the bathroom and tripping over my own feet. I closed my eyes waiting to feel the inevitable impact on the floor, but it never came. Instead I felt two strong arms wrap around me pressing me into him.

"Be careful." He warned with a grin as I blushed. "This is becoming a habit."

I blushed even deeper at his words. I had not known him for twenty-four hours and he had already saved me from myself twice. He had to think I was some kind of uncoordinated klutz.

"Thank you." I finally mumbled my feet returning to the floor though his grip didn't loosen. I found myself looking into those green eyes for the second time that morning.

Our heads began to near before I broke away from his grasp. That had to be the hardest thing I had ever done. I wanted to kiss him; I wanted to taste him. I wanted to know if he tasted as good as he smelled, but I moved away.

I was scared, petrified of not knowing how to kiss. What would he think? How would I be able to continue to work with him? I ran into the bathroom to get away. I couldn't look at him. He probably thought I was some kind of floozy who threw herself at every guy she met.

EPOV

I know I should've let her go, but my hands didn't want to cooperate with what my brain said. Her brown eyes held so much allure and mystery and her lips pouted out sexily. I knew she wasn't trying and that was what made it practically irresistible.

But she moved away. I was very scared, because I had secretly never kissed a girl on the lips. I was eighteen without a single ounce of experience. Our campers probably had more experience in that department than I did. I had not told anyone, not even Alice, my secret. I had dated a girl, but I never did more than kiss her cheek.

Did Bella sense my nervousness? Could she see my lack of experience? I had obviously messed something up. She had disappeared into the bathroom faster than a torpedo, I had totally killed my chances.

I sat down on my bed resting my face on my hands. I would wait for her like I said I would. Maybe she won't bring it up, and we could just continue being friends. I honestly wanted to get to know her, because I felt comfortable around her.

She came out of the bathroom in ten minutes like she said she would. She looked beautiful in the uniform, she had decided on the polo shirt. "Are you ready for breakfast?" I asked as she nodded shyly.

We walked quietly to the main center lost in our own thoughts. She kept glancing at me, and I even saw her smile at me. She seemed not to be bothered about the almost kiss, and I decided not to let it bother me either.

"Are you excited about meeting the campers?" She finally said breaking the awkward silence.

"I'm very fond of children." I replied holding the door open for her as we walked into the cafeteria. Some of the counselors were already seated, but her brother nor my sister were present yet.

She picked a bowl of cereal as I followed her lead sitting in an empty table across from each other. "Tell me what are your plans for college?" I questioned as she poured milk into her cereal.

"I'm going to the University of Washington in the fall." She replied as my heartbeat increased. She was going to attend the same college I was.

"I am too." I added as her face broke out in a smile. "What's your major?"

"English Literature." She answered with a laugh. "I'm very predictable aren't I?"

"I don't think you are, and if that's what you like than that's great." I stated as I noticed my sister walk in holding Jasper's hand.

"What are you majoring in?" She inquired finishing her cereal.

"Biology." I replied. "I want to go to Medical School after and become a doctor."

"General practitioner?" She probed.

"I'm not sure. I know I want to help people, but I haven't picked a specialty. I first have four years to get my bachelors." I responded noticing that we were leaning towards each other.

"I would love to be a doctor, but I'm very queasy." She revealed biting her lip.

"Blood?" I assumed as she nodded.

"I pass out with just smelling it." She continued as I laughed.

"That would definitely be a problem." I added her brother walking towards us with a glare. He never made it, because a pretty blonde stopped him sitting him down with Alice and Jasper. "Your brother doesn't like me much." I commented as I saw her scowl at her brother.

"He is not that bad, an overgrown teddy bear once you get to know him." She defended him.

"He looked more like a grizzly bear ready to tear me apart." I replied as she laughed.

"He's very protective of me." She explained. "But don't worry, he won't do anything."

I knew she honestly believed that her brother was harmless, but I wasn't sure of that. He was probably capable of tearing me to pieces if he wanted to. Did I have the fact that I had almost kissed her written all over my face? Or was there a big sign above my head? There had to be a reason for that death glare.

A/N: This chapter was supposed to be a lot longer, but I had no time to actually write everything out. Since I am getting tired I decided to post what I had, and make the other half a chapter.

I know a lot of you hate me for stopping them from kissing, but this is not a fast developing relationship. They are both inexperienced and I want them to get to know each other well. The chapter with their first kiss is planned out so don't worry it is coming.

The amount of reviews I have gotten astounds me. You guys are great, and I love hearing your comments, suggestions, and predictions. I sometime think you guys know where I'm going better than I do. So please keep them coming.

My next chapter for the stories will probably include an update for one tomorrow and one Sunday. I have my last final Monday, and no more class until late August. So I do need to get some studying done, but I will try to update at least one story each day.

Next Chapter: The Campers Arrive

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