Hey so this chapter was a bit harder to write. I think because I have no clue how to write this. So like usual if you have any opinions or views of what I should do please tell me. I would love to hear them. And I was reply back as soon as I get them!
So here goes the new chapter. I hope you enjoy reading it as much as I love writing them for everyone.
(PREV.)
"What gives you the right to apply that I was a slut? And guess what the kid has a name so trying using it, AVERY! And guess again asshole I left Avery's father. I ran in to tell him I was pregnant, I was really happy, but guess what I found him under some tramp so I left. Get over yourself Tommy. Get over your issues, we all have them."
And with that she left. I know I should of stopped her to say I was sorry. I knew she was not a slut but I am so mad at her for leaving something that was supposed to be FOREVER. God how can I be so stupid sometimes. Why did she have to have a little girl someone else? What was wrong with me? Why was she happy she was having a baby with someone other than me?
Chapter 4:
Jude's POV
I cant believe that Tommy would say those things about me. I thought he thought more of me than that, I guess I was wrong. I came here to tell everyone the truth and I was going to start with someone I have being lying to since I left but I guess that will have to wait.
I ran out of the room Tommy was in so fast that I didn't see where I was going or who I was running into.
"Jude, have you been walking long? Or is walking a new thing for you?" I looked up to see how I ran into. Not that I should have had to that. By hearing the response to me hitting him I knew who it was.
"Hey Darius, sorry I wasn't watching where I was going."
"Its ok, I was that was going on. I didn't hear anything but the look on his and your face I knew it wasn't going well. Did you tell him?"
I looked up as soon as he asked me that. The weird part about all of this, about me coming home, was that Darius was the only one who knew the whole truth about it. "I was going to but he started yelling at me before I could get the words out. I don't want to just say everything bluntly; I want everyone to know when the time is right."
"Jude don't you think the time was write around 4 years ago"
"Look I know I have mad some bad decisions about everything but this is going to be the hardest thing I have or will ever do. I trust that you wont tell anyone until I have been able to sit down with everyone."
"Jude you should of already sat down with at least your family. And even though I didn't like you two together, Tommy deserves to know to. You cant keep putting this off. People are going to need to be there for you. Usually family is there for one another when things like this happens to someone they love. Tell them. I wont tell anyone unless I have to"
"I will tell them, but in my own way. Thank you. Thank you for everything you have done for me."
"Look Jude, even though I never used to show it. I care about you. You are like a daughter to me in a way. I would do anything that would help you. And the place called and said that they will be ready for you next week. Please try and tell everyone before then."
"I will. Thank you again." I walked away before he could give me anymore guilt for not telling everyone why I am here. But it looks like I have to hurry and tell everyone by next week. I wish that I didn't have to go. I don't want to be away from my little girl but I have to, to make everything all better again.
Tommy POV
I walked back into the studio after Jude left. Kwest and Jude's little girl, Avery, were listening to music with Avery singing along. Even at 4 she has a voice like her mom. I finally noticed what the song was and stopped while listening to them sing and talk.
"…will bring me home, Uncle Kwestie can you tell me something?" Avery looked at Kwest while talking.
"Sure cutie, what would you like to know?" It is so weird the way he talks to little kids like he has lost his mind, gets all girly in a way so not cool.
"It's about mommy. Every night she sings me this when I am going to bed, when she thinks I am asleep she starts crying. Why does mommy get all sad when she sings this?"
Wow, Jude starts to cry when she sings this song. I thought maybe she felt no emotion towards me maybe I was a bit wrong, or it could be just the song. There is no way that Jude has any feeling towards me anymore, look she has a kid with someone else.
"Well cutie, this song is um… a very emotional song for mommy. She wrote this for someone very special and now she sings it to you. Maybe when she sings it to you she looks at you and sees who she wrote it for. You know when you were a baby you looked just like you parents, both of them."
Wait Kwest knows who the father is? Why didn't he tell me she even had a kid? I though he was my friend, no my best friend.
I walked further in to make myself known in the room. "So Kwestie, you know the guy?"
Kwest looked up. "Well um…. Yeah…"
What is going on with Jude?
Where is she going?
Will Tommy find out Avery's father is?
What will happen?
Sorry that the chapter isn't very long. I didn't want Kwest and Tommy's information in this chapter.
Please help me. Tell me your opinions on what I should do.
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