Chapter 4: Castiel

It has been thirty-two since the first day of school but it feels more like sixty-four. After that little situation at school things were kind of different. Jo got suspended for a few days and both her and Dean were grounded. Jo was ground for of course fighting and Dean got in trouble for letting his cousin fight his battles.

Normally I would have been upset that I would get to see my friends that much, but I decided to look at it different. I decided to take the opportunity to get some distance from Dean. I needed to be able get rid of my feelings. That turn out to be a load of crap. Even though I did not see him outside of school, I still had six classes with him plus lunch. Did I mention we have a total of seven glasses on our roster? Not seeing him outside of school only made me miss him.

It really sucks when you really like someone and you know you can never have them. Especially on nights like tonight. See it's October and it's the middle of what some people call Indian summer and I am hanging out with him. We are sitting on my second story deck sharing a joint. We both said we wouldn't try pot again but I want to see if he will kiss me again if I recreate that night. It's a long shot but I owe it to myself to try. I know what you are thinking. You're thinking I'm wrong but if you really liked someone wouldn't you do the same.

"All man it feels good to be out the house." He says as he stretches out on one of the lounge chairs. I have to look away because his shirt starts to rise and I can see his bare skin. It looks so smooth and firm. I fight for control to not reach out and touch his hip bone.

"Nice to have you back buddy" I say as I take a drag from the joint we're sharing.

"I cannot believe my aunt and uncle freaked. I didn't ask Jo to step in. She came out of nowhere."

"She did. I had forgotten she was there. I guess we were moving to slow for her liking." I say as I take a drag.

"We could have taken those guys you know that right."

"Indeed we could have." I say laughing. Given the chance I might have hurt them badly. I don't like anybody messing with Dean even though I'm sure he could hold his own.

"It's just annoying you know, getting in trouble for someone else's stuff. You're lucky you know that right." He says as he connects his green eyes with my blue. I can't help but feel warmth in my face.

"How so?" I ask as I feel myself tilt my head to the side.

"It's just you and you're brothers. You are living the teenage dream. You have a whole house to yourself and no parents to tell you what to do."

"You think this is good thing."

"It's not?"

"No it is but it can be annoying at times, you know." I say looking up at the sky. The moon is full and the stars are shining bright. Sitting here with him under them makes me feel like we are having some kind of moment but who knows maybe it's just me.

"I don't know, why you don't tell me."

"Just it's a lot of pressure. We are able to stay here but we can't get into trouble and we can't let our grades slip. Dad said if one of us gets a C then we are coming to live with him." Wait why didn't I think of that. I get a C on my report card and he takes me away from him. Who am I kidding I'd still miss him. At least being here I get to be around him. That is better than nothing.

"That's not so bad."

"Yeah but Gabriel likes to test people. He could get us shipped off at any time."

Dean says nothing after that. He has this look on his face like he thinking about what I just said. I decide not to say anything else and just stare at the sky. For a while we just sit here looking up or at least we I think we both are. I am trying to not to look at him and thanks to my brother stash I am able to zone out and just look at the moon.

"Cool isn't it." Drew says breaking the silence. I turn and look at him and he is looking at me with a shy smile on his face. I'm starting to think that we are having a moment but I need quickly push it away. I want to try something but then again I don't want to freak him out.

"What is?" Damn it. I am smiling again and this time I know it's a little too hard. I just hope he is high enough to not notice.

"The moon, it's just so big and round and out there." He says looking up again

"You realize that is the beginning to the song Big Butts." I say with a chuckle

"Is it." He says with a laugh.

"Yeah." Yeah he says joining in.

"Wow I just compared the moon to a big butt."

"Hey nothing wrong with them."

"Well when you think about it's a good comparison."

"True."

He goes silent for a minute and just stares at me. Some would feel uneasy with the intensity but I welcome it. I welcome it because it gives me hope.

"You know Cas I was thinking."

"Thinking about what?" I asked a little to eager. I should calm down. HE isn't thinking the same thing.

"Well-"

Ring Ring Ring Ring

Damn it. Just when things are starting to look up his phone rings. My luck it will be Bella calling.

"Just a minute" he says as he take the phone out of his pocket "Hello"

"Deanwhere are you?" It's Jo from what I can tell. He really needs to turn his phone down I can hear her somewhat really clear

"I'm with Cas. Something wrong?" He asks looking like he was hoping he didn't have to leave.

"You mean other than the fact that you have been grounded for a month and the day you get off you spend it with Cas instead of your annoying girlfriend."

"Bite me Jo. Is this what you really called for?"

"Isn't that Bella's job or maybe you preferring Cas to do it?" I have to laugh to myself. I would bite him if he ask. I'd bite pretty much anywhere he wanted and then some. I have to stop because I am getting a little too happy if you know what I mean.

"I'm hanging up now?"

"Dean wait?" She says

"Tell me what you want or I'm hanging up." Dean barked as his irritation grew.

"Mom and Dad aren't home yet so you still have time to get home before you are caught out past curfew."

"What are you talking about I don't have to be in until 10."

"Dean its 10:30"

Wow I had no idea it was 10:30. Last I checked the time it was eight and I swear that was a half hour ago. Guess time really does fly when I am with him.

"Shit really. Okay I'm on my way." He says jumping up and hanging up his phone

"Wow we talked all night." I say trying to poke fun of the situation but I really wanted to point it out hoping he gets what I mean.

"Guess we did." He says as I stand up to meet his gaze..

We stand there look into each other eyes, saying nothing. My body goes on auto pilot and I take a step forward.

"I had a nice time. Thanks for coming" I say as I noticed he hasn't back up from the lack of personal space. Our bodies are almost toe to toe but I need him closer. All I have to do is take one more step.

"Yeah it was cool." He says in a dry whisper.

I stand there as I slowly move my arm and touch the side of his face. He doesn't pull away as I slowly caress his check. His breathing starts to pick up pace as I rub small circles on his check.

"I had a really nice time Dean. I really like spending time with" I say as I place my other hand around his waist. He still doesn't step away.

"Me too" he says. Although you can barely understand him. I think he is at a loss of words.

We stand there for a minute looking into each other. A wave of warmth comes over me threw his body.

"Umm Cas" he finally says in a low whisper.

"Shhh" I say I pull his head close to mind. Our lips are mere centimeters apart as out forehead touch. I could stay like this forever but I want to see if he will let me go all the way.

Our lips finally met for the smallest chaste kiss Ever. I pull my lips off of him as our forehead touches again. I start to go for it again but this time I want to use tongue but his phone starts to ring again.

"Shit" he says breaking of the trance and jumping back a few feet. The word disappointed would be an understatement. "That's Probably Jo I better go" Dean says before he practically runs off my deck leaving dust in the wind.

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