It's been a week later since Haruhi was found almost dead. Kyoya brought her home and has not left her side once caring for her every single day. But he has also had something else on his mind that if it is true would destroy him.
~A week later at Kyoya's house~
(Haruhi's pov)
"Hey wait be quiet she waking up." Kyoya said as the rest of the room went silent waiting with sheer excitement.
"W-where am I?" I woke up unaware of how where I was and why I was there. Unaware of where or how I got here.
"Y-you don't remember?" Kyoya asked sitting down next to me. His eyes were puffy obvious that he has cryed recently.
"No. I don't why am I here I was just at school cleaning up." What happened and why am I in Kyoya-senpai's bed. I'm trying to remember but nothing comes to mind.
"Haruhi. You were sick…you fainted at school so I brought you here but then you left during the night and when… when I found you…you said something…" Kyoya's voice trailed off leaving him with a faceless expression as if he was a million miles away and still going.
"Kyoya what did I say." God I hope I didn't say what I think I said. I've been good at hiding it it can't be ripped out from below me now.
"You told me to let you die in peace. You practically begged me before you passed out again." Kyoya cringed and looked away trying to hide his pain from everyone but mainly me.
"Haruhi look at me… tell me you're not…" Kyoya stared at the me with fear in his eyes. A tear slid gently down her still pale porcelain skin. At this point Mori had pushed everyone out of the room giving Kyoya and Haruhi their time to talk.
"Kyoya I don't know what you saying." Maybe I can play it off and just make it look like it was the sickness talking.
(Kyoya's pov)
I know she is depressed about her mother dying I gathered that much from when she first passed out. But when I found her covered in blood her leg was cut not by falling down but from…her own hand. She had cut herself on purpose leaving a big gash in her thigh. I didn't notice the other scars when she told me she loved me I guess she used makeup to cover it but since the makeup got wet it came off in the storm. The doctor said the scars go back a long time.
"Haruhi I saw you scars. Is it because of your mom dying?" I wish I didn't have to say this but it wasn't stress that caused her to pass out and get a fever her leg was infected from an open cut.
"Kyoya…you can't tell the others. I knew someone would find out sooner or later." Haruhi looked away in shame trying to hide her face.
"Haruhi...how long." I haven't been there for her when she needed me most.
"What do you mean Kyoya." She looked confused.
"How long have you been hurting yourself. I need to know how long I wasn't there for you when you needed me. Maybe then I can try to get rid of the pain you have suffered. I owe you that much." I know I should have told Haruhi about my feelings sooner but what kind of friend would I have been to Tamaki if that was the case.
"I don't know too long to keep track of. But you don't owe me for anything. Its not your fault." Haruhi looked at me almost happy that I cared and happy that I was the one to know about it.
"Haruhi I do owe you, and thats because we are meant to be together. I am meant to take away your pain even if that means me getting hurt along the way, and if you have been hurting without me when I should have been doing something about it then I need to repay you anyway I can. Haruhi I love you to the moon and back, I would do anything for you and I mean anything if it means you're happy and safe." She is just looking at me I wish I knew what was going on in her mind.
(Haruhi's pov)
"Kyoya…I-I love you too." I was trying to keep from crying like I always end up doing but this time it was tears of joy the ones that are warm and make you feel good. As I was wrapped up in my head I felt Kyoya pull me close and kiss me it was natural for me to kiss back but then he whispered something in my ear I couldn't make it out at first but when he said it again I heard it perfectly which made me break down into a million pieces.
"Haruhi if anything ever happened to you I would be right there with you all way. And if you ever hurt yourself again then I will be right there. So today I am making you a promise for the rest of our lives if you go I go with you. You were always my lifeline whether you knew it or not so I am going to try and be yours. Promise you won't ever hurt yourself again for as long as you live I can't live with the fact knowing I wasn't there to help you out of your pain before but now that I am I would just die nothing can happen to you ever. Promise me Haruhi." I could feel his tears fall down on to my shirt while he tried to hold back his whimpers of grief.
"I promise Kyoya." I have always been lonely since mom died, I've wanted to feel loved for along time and now I know what it feels like. I know I will never be alone ever again.
~8 years later~
"Mommy Mommy Mommy!" A little girl jumped into Haruhi's arms.
"Look what Uncle Hunny gave me!"
"Thats very cool, I can't believe he gave you his Usa-chan though." Haruhi stared at her daughter admiring her perfect blonde hair and her light skin.
"Haruhi, Kotoko where are you?" Kyoya's voice rang down the hall of the mansion that his father left to him. "Hunny is here he brought cake!"
Kyoya walked in the room to help Haruhi out of her chair looking at her swollen stomach. "What should we name them?" As they walked down stairs following their little girl who is more like Hunny every day. But they have to look forward to one thing who were the soon to be born twins gonna be like.
Okay guys I finished I know It needs work but this was my first ever fanfiction please please PLEEEEEEEEEASE review and tell me if I should make another!