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Once more Emma's night was spent reading. When she arrived to the last page she was covered in sweat and simply speechless.

Emma had never read something like that not even from Regina. The angst, the sensuality, the amount of feelings and fears inside those pages made Emma ask herself who really was Regina Mills.

Then she got a call from Graham.

"Hi love"

Emma sighed annoyed, Graham was the last person she wanted to talk in that moment.

"Hey"

" I was thinking that maybe I could go to your place tonight to make you company..."

Emma knew exactly what kind of company Graham was eager for And she was just not on the mood.

"Sorry Graham I think I'm getting a little sick..."

"Oh" Graham's disappointment was clear. "That's ok, maybe tomorrow then?"

Emma was happy that Graham wasn't able to see her face in that moment "Yeah maybe, bye then" and she hang up before he had the time to answer.

In that night Emma had the most weird dream she dreamed about Regina in a black long dress with her head pulled back and her eyes even darker than usual.

It wasn't only Regina it was the Queen of Regina's book, Emma always tried to imagine how could she be, but she had never been capable of imagine something so beautiful and breathtaking.

When she opened her eyes, confusion was the only thing she was feeling, why was she dreaming about a woman she just met, and why was she so worried about the idea of not seeing her tomorrow.

Regina was closed in her office trying to focus on her writing but it was impossible.

For the first time, the words were escaping from her mind and she was just too slow to catch them.

However, Emma's face was stuck in her mind for hours.

The way the blonde had close her own eyes and shared her most deep secrets and emotions made Regina lost her control, and when Emma finished telling her story Regina only wanted to hug her and not letting go, but instead she got up and walked away, without any reason.

She just was not capable of standing there looking at those deep green eyes in front of her.

How could she feel like that, she barely knew Emma and despite that she felt like she could tell her everything too.

That wasn't a feeling Regina was used to. What was so special about that girl who made her feel like that.

She asked her if she would be there tomorrow and Regina had nodded but in that moment, alone in her officer she was thinking if that had been a good idea.

Emma was there waiting for Regina for more than one hour, and her hope about Regina appearing was disappearing quickly and a strange sadness took over her.

(Am I missing her? How can I miss her, I barely know her for god sakes) Emma thought to herself with Regina's briefcase in her hands, over the minutes she realized she was squeezing the briefcase and grabbing it closer to her own chest.

Another hour passed and Emma was finally giving up, she stood up and started to walk away (you're so stupid Emma Swan).

"Emma... I'm sorry" it was Regina's voice, Emma raised her head and there was the brunette stand in front of her "Sorry I'm late".

Emma didn't say nothing, just smile and nodded.

"Are you going to stay a while?" Regina's ton was sad.

"Yes, of course..." but none of them moved, they were just there looking at each other.

"So shall we?" Regina said pointing to the table next to them.

They both sat but this time there was an awkward silence between them.

"So, what did you think about the draft?" Regina finally asked.

Emma smiled weakly "It's amazing as always".

Regina was disappointed by Emma's lack of enthusiasm "Just that?"

Emma wasn't able to take it anymore "I'm sorry, I'm truly sorry"

Regina was shocked by the change in the blonde's attitude "For what Emma?"

"For telling you all of that yesterday, I don't know what came over me I just..." Emma stopped talking when she felt Regina's hand on her own.

Emma was staring at Regina's brown eyes that were staring back at her. When she realized, she was already leaning in closer to Regina's lips and gently touching them with her own lips.

Regina was frozen, and after the moment of surprise she pushed Emma away "Emma, I can't"

Emma was feeling so stupid "I'm sorry I didn't want to..."

"I think I should go now." Regina said cutting Emma off and then leaving without looking back.

Emma was hurt and ashamed, not understanding what was going on with her. She had never kissed a woman before, she had never wanted to do it either. She had never had feelings for a woman, special with one she had just met.

"I'm so stupid!" she said punching hard the wall of her bedroom making her hand bleed.

Then she heard a knock at the door, when she opened it she saw Graham there.

Before he could say something she pulled him into a harsh kiss and slammed the door behind him.

She was angry and frustrated. Emma pushed Graham into her bed while taking his clothes of without even looking at his face.

"Emma what's wrong?" he said but Emma didn't want to talk, she just wanted some kind of relief and Graham was in the right place at the right time. She kissed him once more and pushed him on to the bed siting herself on top of him while taking her own clothes and throwing them on the floor.

Emma started to kiss Graham's neck furiously biting it hard leaving big marks and making him moan loud.

Graham finally gave in and grabbed her waist pulling her close to him.

Emma allowed Graham to control her as he wanted, she needed to forget, she needed to feel something no matter what.

But when he made her moan in pleasure it wasn't his name that left her mouth in a whisper, it was Regina's, when his hands touched her center it was Regina's touch she eager to feel, and when she finally reached the climax it was Regina's face that came to her mind and made her cry out in an extreme explosion of pleasure.