Jumbled and Mushed


Disclaimer: keep in mind im a teenage girl, so I definitely don't own twilight or anything else but the plot and my characters.

A/N: Alright this is just a filler chapter. It's pretty short. random things that don't really go, but are put in anyways! Just fills you in for what's coming up next I guess. I'll update soon after this. So…enough of this! On with the story!


M-POV

I've been here for two months. Maybe longer, im not sure. I came in may it is now the end of July. Middle of august, I will have to start school. I'll be a junior. Yippey-skippey.!
So Jake and me worked things out, I guess we'll just be friends even though we both like each other. He said something about not being able to be with me cause of Embry. This makes no sense to me. It's all jumbled and mushed in my head…so confusing. Everyone tells me Embry likes me and I should give him a chance but how can that happen, if I clearly still like Jake? So confusing, but I have been trying to get closer to Embry, you know maybe I'll get over Jake, then I won't feel horrible for liking them both. I've heard stories about a girl who hurt Jake badly and I don't want to be like her, what was her name...? Oh, right, Bella was her Name. She like lives in Forks or something random like that. Speaking of Forks, today me and my Papa are going to do some shopping. You know house cleaning supplies, tampons, hair ties, black nail polish, and ink and food. I wait for Papa out in the truck, a few minutes later we are on our way to Forks. When we get there I decide to get all the non food items that are on the VERY long list. I can't find the paper, I walk up to a girl wearing a work uniform, when she turns I see her name tag and instantly recognize her as the 'whore' Leah described to be the one to hurt Jake horribly. I ask her where the paper, she tells me and I start walking away.

"Hey! Wait, do you know Jacob Black? Cause I've never seen you here so I assumed you either just moved here or you lived in La Push…" she finished by looking down at the floor.

"Actually I do, Bella." Answering her with probably more attitude than needed. "Why do you even care if I know him? Why do you care to know about him? You broke his heart and…." I looked up to see my Papa coming up to me with a confused look.

I shake my head and turn to leave I my grandpa asks me what happened I said nothing when I looked back Bella looked heartbroken and I smirked. Then I realized I liked the color of her eyes. I dismissed that thought and paid for the stuff then went to get groceries.

Back at La Push, Embry and I were going to go for a walk today, but before the walk, I went on a walk of my own. There was a trail behind my house so I decided I would take a walk. I walked for a pretty long time, I had listen to like a million songs on my iPod before I got to a creepy looking place it looked like some weird cemetery…but it wasn't a cemetery. it had these randomly placed rocks with carvings on them. I didn't know what this place was, but as soon as I got there I had a bad feeling in the pit of my stomach. Even though I had a bad feeling I stayed here cause not far from this place was a cliff and a beautiful view of the ocean. So I sat on one of the rocks. After a while of having the feeling of being watched I felt a cold breath by my ear. I didn't hear anything but my music but I turned around anyways, but I saw nothing. I was wigged out so I decided I'd head back home.

Just as I was leaving I accidently pulled my earphones out, and I said 'shit!' under my breath I heard a chuckle not far behind me. I spin around and I see a crazy handsome guy with red eyes. Extremely pale but sexy. I was entranced by this looks that his quick movements startled me, first he was standing at the cliff then he was about a foot away in the time of a blink. The uneasy feeling in my gut was unbearable, I clutched my stomach I thought I was going to be sick, then the guy laughed.

"Excuse me, I've forgotten my manners. Im Nate" he extended his hand out and I took it. Big mistake, his hand was freezing, and with that, he pulled me to him. He mumbled something about me smelling delightful. It was somewhat creepy but not as creepy as the look of hunger in his eyes. He brushed the hair away from my neck, I struggled to get away but I couldn't. I wanted to scream for help but I knew help wouldn't come. I should have stayed home but now I was going to get…Raped? Killed? I wasn't exactly sure.

"WH-what do you wa-want with m-me?" I managed to get that out when he let me go. He looked amused as if he had some weird inside joke with his self. Which would be lame, cause inside jokes with yourself is somewhat lame.

"isn't it clear? Oh my dear, im going to kill you. Isn't it obvious?" he chuckled a little and I thought I was going to be sick.

"you're repulsive, you sick son of a bi-" *smack* oh sweet Jesus overlord! He punched my stomach, and I've never hurt this bad before. A crazy loud scream erupted from my throat; pain was all that I felt on my left side. I fell, crumpling, down to the floor. The red eyed stranger laughed at me. he knelt over me. lifting my neck towards his mouth, then said the weirdest words that I've only heard in my dreams about that gray wolf.

"I'm a Vampire Mikka, if you haven't already-" he was cut off by the loudest growls in history. I was slipping into unconsciousness but I fought it, I didn't want to go under, not yet. Laying there on the floor I looked around and saw four big wolves. A gray wolf, my gray wolf, a russet wolf, a black wolf and a sandy colored wolf. I heard crazy screams and a loud tearing noise; soon I heard two voices, both familiar. I looked up and caught the sight of a VERY concerned looking Embry and a Pissed off Jake.

I soon went under, everything black. The last feeling other then the pain was the warmth of two arms around me. One last thought came to me. My wolf, my gray wolf. My Embry?


Authors Note: Yeah, very short cause i just need to get this out of the way, next chapter will be up very soon. please review. they make me smile-Wolfgang(: