This chapter title came from the Song sung by Rihanna. The Poems are Dark Cloud by JB and Hidden Love By Sara Teasdale. The last diary Entry is a song called Insatiable By Darren Hayes.
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Chapter four: Unfaithful
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(December)
It had been a about month since the incident in the hall with Sirius. Amelia had to do major damage control with James after that talk. He was set in his ways that she cared more for Sirius then him. She just sighed and assured him that he was wrong. James was much more edger now, when Sirius was around, and when Christmas rolled around things got a little more weird.
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"Are you sure you don't want to come?" James pleaded with her; he really didn't want to leave Amelia with Sirius.
"James Go! Remus and Lily are going home with you. You'll be fine." She harped at him for the ten millionth time. "Besides I'm leaving for my Grand-da's Christmas day in the afternoon, so chill."
"Mia, are you sure?"
"Yes, I'm sure." She answered him. "Now go."
With one last kiss she pushed him down the hall toward Remus and left for the common room. When she passed through the portrait hole she saw Sirius sitting alone in a far corner, and smiled at Amelia as she came in. Yet as she stalked up the stairs past him Sirius grabbed her lower arm with his hand. She stopped and wrenched her arm away, and they just starred at each other.
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"Good I've got your attention." Sirius said smugly, Amelia narrowed her eyes in on him.
"What do you want?" She asked rudely
"Oh isn't that obvious what I want? He stated as he stood smugly, looking all god like. Amelia pinched herself, reminding her that she was with James.
"Ya, well you can't have every girl you want, Black." She stated back.
"Oh really, then why do you smile when I'm around?" Sirius asked plainly.
"I smile all the time, you dork." She answered bluntly.
"Don't make me laugh, you know what smile I'm taking about. The one that lights up your whole face when you smile." Amelia look very sour at that comment. Sirius just continued.
"Well you do and don't think James, hasn't noticed."
'That's right bring James into this." Screamed Amelia.
"OH! Ya when were you planning on tell him!" Sirius added.
"Tell him what?"
"That your in love with me?"
"Black don't be cocky, and I wouldn't fall in love with you, if you were the last guy on earth." Amelia shrieked back at him.
"Oh ya, you sound so much like Lily saying that, snubbing the guys she likes."
Sirius added coolly. With that declaration, Amelia got very steamed, and she wasn't going to take that. She walked over to Sirius, in three smooth strides; she slugged him in the right side of his face and stalked up the stairs to her room. Amelia was now spinning around room back and forth, thinking to herself, I'm not jealous am I? I don't like Sirius.
When a Knock came from her door. She jumped from the shock and went to open it, as she did Sirius stood there, looking so cute. His long shaggy hair fell into his eyes as he stood there, looking apologetic. She smiled at him and before she knew it they were kissing in the doorway, with fireworks going off. Sirius pulled away for moment and asked her if she wanted to go to his mom's house for dinner. She couldn't pass that up.
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"Are you sure I shouldn't have worn a gown or something?" The girl asked impudently.
"No, you look beautiful, don't worry you're a Pure-Blood there not going to kill you. Plus, Amelia, your house is the oldest house in the entire magic realm, just don't mention muggles, un-less your bashing them." Sirius said arrogantly. Amelia rolled her eyes and copied Sirius by lifting her cape up on to her head.
Both stood silent in front of the door, waiting for the call, it came harsh and sharp and Sirius beckoned her in closing the door behind them. They made there way into the formal living room, Amelia marked it as over dressed and stuffed. The curtains hung heavily from the rod, candles were strewn everywhere around the room, making the cold wizards sitting in two stuffed chairs, look even more fritting. Sirius spoke steadily with his parents, while Amelia hid behind in the shadows, until Regulus came bounding down the cherry wood starts, and into the room. He saw his family then turned to see Mia, he looked at her weirdly and spoke bitterly cold out at her.
"Dumbledore, what the gods name are you doing here?" he asked.
"What does it matter to you, Black?" She scowled at him
"His is my house."
"Not really."
"ENOUGH!" Yelled Mama Black, or Lady Black.
"I'm sorry" Whispered Amelia
"Not a problem, Amelia, you're a guest you get one free ticket. Regulus on the other hand, you have some explaining to do about why you're yelling at a higher class wizard then you."
"Ha, She likes me better." Thought Amelia
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About an hour later they were back at Hogwarts and as each began to climb up the stairs toward their chambers, both kissed the other good night. Amelia then felt her self being guided into the boys' rooms. Sirius and Amelia's kiss got more passionate, and deeper. Pieces of clothing started coming off, as both fell onto the bed, and started something that should have never been started.
You want me to love you I should set you free But I can't help but feel Ignored by the rain The lightning in this cloud The cloud needs to set the rain free In hopes the rain will make flowers bloom And not rush away quickly So give this cloud strength To give his sweet love wings Then just maybe She will join her cloud again The cloud will hunger for the rain's return For I am a dark cloud now
like a cloud loves the rain...
in hopes of seeing you again...
Like a desert in the sun...
which is elsewhere having fun...
is sharp and very uncertain...
Across the desert like a curtain...
and reach up to the sky...
Leaving all dusty and dry...
To rain like never before...
So she can finally soar...
as she flies high back into the air...
Who will be patiently waiting there...
Like someone searching for gold and mining...
But you are my silver lining…
James sat with Lily, she smiled at him and Mia faded form his thoughts. He couldn't deny he was still, very much in love with Lily, but he wasn't going to leave Mia. They were in a relationship, and it was great, but maybe it was the way Lily was looking at him. They couldn't help them-selves; each leaned into the other and kissed sweetly, until it became heavier more passionate Kiss.
I hid the love within my heart, But sometimes when he dreams at night And sometimes when his heart is sick
And lit the laughter in my eyes,
That when we meet he may not know
My love that never dies.
Of fragrant forests green and dim,
It may be that my love crept out
And brought the dream to him.
And suddenly grows well again,
It may be that my love was there
To free his life of pain.
Amelia stood looking out the window, as she watched the sunrise. The sheet wrapped around her body began to slip; she re-adjusted it and looked over at Sirius. He was so cute when he slept, and he was fit that was sure. What have I done? I just cheated on James. She thought as she left to get dressed. When Amelia came back two hours later, Sirius was still sleeping. Amelia sighed, lunch at her Grand-da's would be in an hour; she kinda felling bad about waking him up, yet not really.
"SIRIUS!" she howled at the sleeping boy. Sirius woke up in shock and rolled right off the bed and onto the floor with a bang. Amelia was in stitches laughing, Sirius just looked at her unseemly.
"Oh, suck it up Princess, get dressed your coming with me to my Grand-da's. You owe me one, after your crazy family dinner." Before Sirius could argue Amelia was gone and out the door. He sighed and headed for the shower.
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Amelia stood in the great hall with her bags, waiting for Sirius was like waiting for a snail. She was dressed in head to toe white. A white long trench coat, a white Victorian inspired top, and white flare jeans. She sat down on top of her suitcase and just as she did Sirius came bounding down the stares toward her. He pulled his suitcase to a stop and smiled. She couldn't help but smile back, as Sirius gave her his hand to help her up.
Both gave the two Syltherins who enter the hall no attention. Both left hand in hand, laughing and Joking, which left the two sixth year Syltherins in a fit of gossip, as they rushed off toward their common room.
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December 25th
When moonlight crawls along the street
Chasing away the summer heat
Footsteps outside somewhere below
The world revolves I let it go
We build our church above this street
We practice love between these sheets The moonlight plays upon your skin
The candy sweetness scent of you
It bathes my skin I'm stained by you
And all I have to do is hold you
There's a racing in my heart
I am barely touching you
A kiss that lingers takes me in
I fall asleep inside of you
There are no words
There's only truth
Breathe in Breathe out
There is no sound
We move together up and down We never sleep we're always holdin' hands
We levitate our bodies soar
Our feet don't even touch the floor
And nobody knows you like I do
The world doesn't understand
But I grow stronger in your hands
Kissin' for hours talkin' makin' plans
I feel like a better man
Just being in the same room
We never sleep there's just so much to do
Too much to say
Can't close my eyes when I'm with you
Insatiable the way I'm loving you
Turn the lights down low
Take it off
Let me show
My love for you
Insatiable
Turn me on
Never stop
Wanna taste every drop
My love for you
Insatiable
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R&R, Who's going to end up with who, II'lll Nevverr TEELLL, your Just Gonna have to read the later chapters to find out. Just know this story starts in sixth year then goes into seventh. Enjoy.