A/N: Sorry this is in a little late, i was grounded for sneaking out with my Bf, anyway here it is, enjoy!
I placed the phone down. Does this mean there is no hope on bringing Edward back?
I grabbed a few tissues from the box and dried my tears. What a mess.
Carlisle came in, took one look at me, and sat down beside me. "Bella, I wanted to ask, why did you attempt to jump?" this was one question I wanted to avoid. How was I supposed to exclaim my attempted suicide to my Ex-boyfriends father?
"I felt that….There wasn't anything to….live for…..not anymore." I took a breath and sighed.
"And why would you think that?" he asked gently.
"Because, first I lose Edward, he breaks my heart and tells me he never wishes to see me anymore, then Jake or Jacob Black, he looks after me like a friend ought to and then when I need him most he leaves me a lot like the way Edward did. Not to mention that Laurent attempted to kill me. Then I find that Victoria is trying to track me down to finish the job herself. What's the point of living if everything you ever cared for was slowly leaving you and you couldn't do anything to stop it?"
"Bella, Edward loves you, that's the reason he left. He thought if he didn't stay around you so much, no danger will haunt you anymore!" said Carlisle "I didn't agree with it, neither did any other member in our family, but this was Edward's decision and not ours to make."
Carlisle looked thoughtful for a minute. "How about I make you a deal. If I make you one of us, a vampire, and invite you into our family, will you promise to never make a firm decision to kill yourself again?" My eyes widened.
"Me, a vampire-shut up!" I was suddenly excited, finally I get what I want. Carlisle smiled
"Do we have a deal?"
I was about to nod and say 'absolutely' but something stopped me.
"What about, Edward?" I asked unsure
"What about Edward?" Carlisle smiled
"I just mean…..wouldn't he…..?"
"He loves you, but he just doesn't know how to be with you!" Carlisle put a hand on my shoulder "But I know he will come back, it may not be now, it may be weeks, months even years from now. But when he does come back, you could still look the same, be almost what he remembered."
I nodded.
"In that case, let's make your last day human as happy as we can!"