The After Dundies part 4: hey everyone, I am really sorry that I didn't make my quota on time! I really meant to get this chapter in a lot faster. I wont bore you with excuses, however I will say in good news that I am getting time off for the holidays in a week, so much more time to write! . Again I appreciate all my readers. I'm hoping to be able to keep this moving along faster. I really am trying lol! Anyway, hope you enjoy. ;) Happy Holidays! And madAmeSaysWhAt don't worry you will get the taste of Jim and Pam loving ;)
Part 4:
The cold breeze breathes through me as he lets go of me. I feel myself stop breathing for a moment, as Jim tunes into my features and follow my eyes behind him. He jumps and backs up beside me.
The shadow takes in my eyes, as I take in his, so dark and red from the tainted liquid intake which I am sure is only hours before, if not minutes.
"Halpert" he almost roars softly.
"Roy what are you doing here?" The lack of control of my mouth continues on, remembering the incident in the office when he used the same intimidating grumble. My mouth is incredibly dry so I lick my lips discreetly feeling eyes on me. I glance at Jim, who seems incredibly tense and stiff. I look over at Roy, who looks as if he should have fire coming out of his nostrils.
I quiver in the wake of the wind when I feel his emotion shift over towards me.
"Why did you leave me Pammy?" His voice clearly visible of alcohol streaks running through it.
"Roy don't do this" my voice losing its strength fast, a little scared of the outcome.
"I'm just standing here wondering why you're kissing all over Halpert when you're supposed to be coming home with me!" he snaps. My heart throbs in my chest as I look over at Jim who is now rocking his foot nervously.
"Roy…." my voice attempting to stay strong, but is only filled to the top with confusion and fear. He comes closer to Jim and I speak up. "Roy, just leave." His eyes are like daggers staring into Jims.
"No, I want you to stop acting stupid and come home with me now" His voice a lot more sober than it was only moments ago. He shifts his eyes from Jim's to mine.
I just roll my eyes, having heard this speech before after almost every fight we've ever had. Always assuming I'm the one making the stupid choices or doing the wrong things. Jim stares at him with a slightly angry expression. I gently move over towards him to get him to see my pleading signal.
I take a hollow breath.
"Roy the only way that I would act stupid is if I did go back home with you"
His face dropped back down to the familiar disappointment that I had seen when I told him that it was over.
"Fine" his voice dripping in frustration and sadness. "But it's not over, I'll get you back." His eyes shining like swords against Jim's neck.
His feet make implants into the concrete as we both watch him walk away.
Another deep breath watching him fall into the darkness heading back over across the street to his truck. I feel a brief sudden anger race through me, thinking of him following me with Jim. I feel a sharp pain in the side thinking about him watching me and Jim kiss.
I distantly look up at Jim, who is already looking at me with worry. I just shake my head and look across the street where the truck had been.
I feel his warm hand against my back as I slowly turn around and fall into his strong willing arms.
His hands gently rub my back with such warm I could have sworn I seen sparks flying behind my shoulder.
We slowly break and make our way back to the car, him slowly opening the door for me, as I gently gaze at him smiling a small gentle smile. He returns my smile.
My head feels as if it is underwater as I sit down in the car seat.
Everything happened so fast; my head is still in a swirl, as if the waves are beating against me.
I try not to glance over at the parking lot, at which Roy's truck was previously parked, trying not to let provoking guilt enter my throat, leaving no room for me to breath.
It's now a weird vibe that circles our heads, leaving us to question everything, as he slowly makes his way down the dimmed light street. The low sound of The Fray echoes through the dim lights of the radio, making me space out into one of the twinkling stars above the clouds. It wasn't until Jim cleared his throat, when I fell off the star and through the clouds, clumsily making my way back down to earth.
I look over at him, he moves his head slightly than says, "Umm Pam where am I taking you?" I pause for a moment. "Oh, umm. My old place is fine." I can see the uneasiness back in his shoulders He stares at me in silence as if I need to reconsider what I was saying. "You think that's a good idea?" His voice cracking on the surface. "I'm just stopping to get my car, I'm traveling to my mom's." He nods not saying anything which made me wonder what exactly he was thinking.
He turns down a dark pathway that leads up to my apartment complex, the darkness created by a 50 year old man who had backed up and had hit a light pole, making the bulb break, leaving only two very dim lights near the entrance of the building.
He parks right next to my new blue Honda, and turns off the car.
He gets out than running opening my door, holding his hand out to me. I slowly take it, letting the air lift me up out of the seat. I walk towards my car and lean against, him following in suit. "So..." He paused. "So" I reply with a slight giggle at the insanity of this awkwardness.
He smiles and stands right in front of me looking directly into my eyes. "Are you sure you are going to your moms? This late?" he asks worriedly looking at his watch.
"Yea I mean I can't stay here you know?" I pause. "Besides, all my stuff is already packed" I say patting the car.
"All of your stuff is in this small car?" he asks smirking taking a glance inside.
"Yes! And it is not a small car!"
He shifts his feet. "Wow and here I was thinking that you were a pack rat"
I playfully roll my eyes and look out onto the empty street where the lights are brighter.
I slowly turn my head back towards him and he seems to be staring at me intensely.
I gaze back, leaving my hands to tremble at my sides.
His eyes turn into a shade of passion as his gaze flips from my eyes to my lips.
Kissing him is amazing; it's having these moments like this, that I will never get over.
A distance noise however breaks the moment, making us search for the perpetrator.
"Hey" a deep voice echoes right beside me, I jump ten feet and then it hit me.
Yay, whoop finally got this chapter done, don't worry I still have plans for this story so don't give up on it just yet! Anyway hope you guys are having a great week! ;)
-Jamfan2000-
