Bravery

This is the moment where So can't believe that she's here lying beside him. After all that happen between them this is the dream that he won't dare to even thinking about it. People keep mistaking him as a strong and ice cold person but with her So became so vulnerable and weak. Because at the end of the day she is his world and his person.

Without her beside him , he really are nothing even when he own everything.

So just can't helped to caress Su face because he afraid that this is all a dream. Even if this is truly a dream he wish it will never end and he willing to stay in this dream and never woke up to the life that he despise the most. Life as Gwangjong that caused him to loss a woman that he love the most even more than himself.

Su stirred as she slowly open her eyes and catch her breath as she stare at man that she love. So without his make up on and his scar is visible. No matter what people said or think about the scar in the past for her it's the most beautiful scar that she ever see because of that scar both of them learn to love each other. That scar is part of his life and she will treasure it too.

'You can't sleep yet?' Su ask with her hand caress his face.

'How can I sleep when I'm finally holding you in my arm?' So said with a smile. For him to see Su blushing face is always something that he looks forward everyday since the day she scold him for thrown her from his horse a long time ago.

'You and your sweet talk will not get you anything.' Su said with her cute smirk. 'I already have enough to hear this type of talk' Su continue to scold So for making her feel embarrass.. She hate that he have that kind of power toward her. But its still make her heart feel warmer than ever.

So just feel the urge to grab her face and kiss her again because no matter how many time she mad or scold him he still felt that she look so cute. If anyone ever heard the way they talk with each other no one can believe that he is King Gwangjong. The man that will follow anything that Su ask and So acknowledge that she have him wrap around her finger.

The power of love truly make people fools sometime.

Su saw So face and smile. So does't change even when he became a King. He always can't get enough of her no matter what. But she suddenly realize that even though they on the bed together and just a comforter to cover their modesty they still not figuring what they will do after this..

No matter how bad she wanted to stay in this bed with him forever the reality will soon arise and they have to faced it sooner or later. Su smile faded and she holding his face. 'I'm sorry for breaking my promise and leave you alone and I'm sorry for not letting you know about our baby' Su said with tears start welling in her eyes.

So face just weakly smile and snuggle closer to her hand that holding his face. 'it was hell..' So said with a weak voice. 'Su yah it was really a hell without you beside me..' he continue on without looking at her face because he did't think he will brave enough to look at her big and lovely eyes to admitted that he can't go on living without her.

'That promise you make on the throne with me..' this time So look at her face. 'That you would never leave me is the one that keep me going everyday..' So reach out to wipe her tears and shaking his head.. 'We both make a mistake but one thing is for sure that we still will find each other again' So said while hugging her close to him..

'I sorry too.. sorry for breaking your heart and I'm sorry that I ever have doubt in your love'… So said with so much sadness in his voice. The regret that he felt everyday since the moment he said those hurtful word toward his Su is unbearable and now he feel lighter and calmer since she in his arm.

'Now i have to die I guess..' Su said with a giggle..

'What?' So pull his arm and stare at her with a confuse look and panic start rising in his heart. He hate the thought and can't even bear to think death and Su together in one sentenced.

'Remember? You did said that if you ever apologize to me I have to die?' Su start laughing and hug him back..

'Please don't joke about that ever again!' So said with relieve. And he remember all of their bickering when they were young and he also start laughing.. So tighten his hug and plant a kiss on her cheeks. Su takes So hand and brought it to her stomach that still does't show any sign that she's carrying yet.

'I think this is what you said about keeping me busy right?' Su said with a cute voice.. So just smile and said ' Thank you for carrying my child and for loving somebody like me'.. with such a sincere look.

Su is shocked with his confession and take his hand and take it to her mouth and kiss his hand.. 'There is nothing that you will thanks me for..' Su said with a strict voice..

'I'm carrying my baby too you know..' Su said with a smile and continue on saying 'and thank you for loving me too'..

So feel like his heart going to explode and he start to panic. He does't know how to be a father and he already fail in loving Su once. He do not want to repeat his mistake and lastly he does't know how to handle all the emotion that he feeling now.. Looking at woman that he love and he will be a father. A truly blessing from heaven and he start to pray..

'Please protect my wife and child' that's all he ask with all his heart. He can't loss either of them now.. The life without any of them will be a living hell..

Su feel so bliss at this moment. She with the man that she love and carrying his child.. There is nothing can go wrong at this moment.. Until she look at his royal cloth on the floor..

Her man is the King of Gwangjong….

Is she brave enough to live back in the palace that torture her and destroy her relationship with So?

Is he brave enough to see her hurting when they go back to palace?

But only one thing is sure for now.. Nobody can separate this family ever again. This the oath that So make because he will dies first rather than losing Su and his child.

There is a saying that mess with a wolf is bad but messing with his family is asking for death…

I still on the chapter when they figuring their feeling about what happen in EP 19.. the next chapter will be a dark one but i'm promise that i will make up later on with a sweet story between them..

Sorry for any mistake and thanks for reading my poorly series... ( i love my series anyway... kekekeke)

hope you enjoy it!