The Words of a Balance Being

Supernatural Fan Made Story

By: Alexandra Mooney

Alexandra's Journal:

I am different as I look around. I can see I don't belong here. I am holding great evil. I can feel it within my chest, crawling into my heart. When I look in the mirror, I see it trying to get out, but I wouldn't let myself become such a monster. After meeting Castiel I could see such great guilt within his eyes. I heard what he has done in the past. He watches me, makes sure I am protected. I know Saraqael told him to do this.

Saraqael, as the humans said, is like a second father to me. He was always there when my father or mother was gone. I remember when I was first born, he would hold me and tell me stories about battles of angels and demons.

My father taught me how to hide away from the outside world. He believed that I am always in danger. My mother was different. I didn't see much of her, but she taught me how to cook and clean. I remember everything, even the day when they died.

Saraqael and I were chained inside a ring of fire. The Arch-Angels murdered them in cold blood right in front of me. As I sat there in that chair, I could feel something in my chest coming out. The power flowed through my body, and I snapped the chains. I walked through the ring of fire with no pain within me. The Arch-Angels ordered the other Angels to attack me. I killed them without mercy. I don't know how much blood was on my hands. It was Gabriel who finally knocked me to the ground. After that, I do not wish to remember.

I don't wish to return to that day or have that feeling. I will do what my parents did, helping people in need. Like Dean always says saving people, hunting things, the family business. No being will change my mind or change what I will become.

Saraqael closed Alexandra's journal and looked over at Alexandra's bed. It was late at night and she was asleep.

Saraqael walked over to her and kissed her on the head. Then he whispered into her ear, "Good night, my fallen angel."

Then he vanished without another word.

The End

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