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Edward's pov

(please bare with me, its my first time doing his)

I rolled over accidentally pushing the woman warming my bed for the night towards the floor. I stifled a laugh trying not to be a dick so early, especially since I was about to kick her out right about now.

" Yo darlin time to leave" I shake her, getting a groan in respond. Making my way to the shower. I shut the door locking it behind me. I learned my lesson last time some bitch tried to go another round. Don't get me wrong I loved a good lay in the morning but the shower that shit was too intimate. I've only ever showered with one woman. Shit I quickly shake my head willing those fucken thoughts away, no use going back there man. I tell myself, but shit there will never be another. I turn on the radio, to this day I cant really take the silence that shit will just let my thoughts wonder and I cant allow myself that, not today anyways. As I finish washing myself I rest my head against the shower wall letting the scorching water run down my back hoping it'll help with the tight muscles. I clear my head just relaxing. Stepping out of the shower, grabbing a towel drying myself as I make my way to the drawer sending a silent prayer of thanks that the bitch left. As I put my cut on and catch a glimpse of my reflection in the mirror I cant help the smirk that graces my face. Shit even in the shittest of situations this club has had my back. Its the only consent in my life that I've had. The only thing that has never fucken changed.

Stepping through the club house, I cant help but shake my head at all the bodies in my wake. Damn cant remember shit, but it must have been quite a night. Heading outside I noticed my ma's car is already here so making a detour towards her office knowing damn sure I better stop by before she makes a shit deal if she sees me pull out with out saying morin'. I walk in to see her on the phone, with her back to the door.

" Yea don't worry baby, I'll let him know to head your way". Her voice sounds raspy, filled with emotion. My steps falter a little but I continue my way towards her. " Okay baby love you too". She hangs up the phone, spinning the chair my way. " AHHH!" she grabs her chest. "Fucken Edward, you're going to give me a heart attack!"

I chuckled " Na ma you're going to outlive us all".

"Smart ass" she replies. Throwing a pen at me. "You need to head to the hospital baby Opie got the shit beat out of him, don't know much but he's okay baby Em just called." She looks scared, nervous but I need to head over there that's my boy, my brother in ever sense of the word.

"Shit ma I gotta go love ya" I yell at her, running to my bike. Damn I've always loved the roar of the bike coming to live but I don't have time to enjoy it. I speed my way to Saint T taking little streets until I'm a block away don't need the bitch ass cops on my ass pulling me over for speeding. I park and run towards the doors taking my phone out calling Em to let me know what floor they're in. I find the elevator and press the 5 floor. As I step out I see Em right away, hard to miss the fucker when he is bigger then a fucken bolder.

" Damn Edward what took you so long?" he yells. I have the right mind to deck him but I control my anger, shit Em has never been good under pressure and seeing he is the only one here I feel for him. Doesn't mean I'm going to let that shit slide. " Calm down fucker I came as soon as I knew, now how the hell is he?" I asked. He shakes his head laughing a little. " Op is doing good, just the fucker took a bottle to the head" he chuckles. " Fuck Edward he is all doped up, fucker singing journey" laughing harder Em slaps my shoulder.

" That's it the way ma looked and sounded I thought it was serious." I glare at him my anger coming back for the shithead yelling at me earlier. I pull my arm back aiming straight for his face. I feel the smile tug at my lips as my hand connects with his jaw. He groans shaking his head looking as if he going to throw one back. Wish the fucker would. " Then why you making a big deal about getting here so fucken late asshole?" I laugh. Walking to a near chair. I sit looking up at him waiting for a fucken answer.

"I wanted you to see him singing journey besides I'm bored being here all night. They wont let him go until he is sober so I'm done babysitting its your turn." Em whines.

I shrug "I don't mind its not like I got shit to do today. What happened anyways, who broke the bottle over his head?"

" Alice!" he yells with enthusiasm. I chuckled cause that shit sounds funny. See Alice is not even 5 feet tall and Op is around 6 something so when you picture that shit, its amusing. "Why the fuck would she do that?"

"fucker froze her accounts, apparently she went a little over on her last shopping spree and she went out yesterday and I don't know but we were sitting outside smoking and she drove up pissed didn't say a fucken word to us made her way inside and then next thing I know she's on his back an Op is bleeding. Then she's yelling at me to get him in the car, she drove us to the hospital and then left." Em finished in a breath.

" Haha shortcake is fucken crazy, has she been back since she dropped you guys off?"

"Na she called me though to see if they had stitched him up already, as soon as I said they had she hanged up haven't heard from her since." Em stood up and motioned for me to follow, we walked down the hall and turned right. Stopping at the third door I could hear the TV and a small chuckle on the other side. There was Op laughing at Sponge bob. He turned looking at us still laughing. " Hey Edward look Spongebob." Shit fucker was still drunk or maybe it was the hospital drugs. I moved first beating Em to the recliner next to the bed. " Yea man, how's the head? Heard shortcake went Rambo on your ass" I laughed. That sobered him up enough, he moved to grab the control and put the TV on mute.

" Haha fucker she could beat your ass too, and I'm good just that these bitches wont let me leave. It's all good though I'm taking it as a little vacation. Ya know but it should teach my ass to freeze her accounts. Shit though it doesn't bother me that she blows through money ya know, she puts up with my ass. I did it more just to get her mad, guess it worked huh? Haha cant believe she went with a bottle though thought for sure she would have shot me." Op laughed. " Its all good though she called already said she'll be here once I'm discharged."

" Shit Op I don't understand yall" Em shook his head standing up from the awful plastic chair on the other side. "Well this has been fun, but I'm going to head home catch a few zzz while I can until Cary calls church tonight. I'll see yall later." He gave Opie a hug. Once the door was closed I turned to my bestfriend and brother. "So shorty really coming to get you?"

" Yea man she called me crying, apologizing for leaving me here with just that dumbass. Mind you she didn't apologize for hitting me with the bottle, but that's my Alice." He winced laughing a little. Just then the door burst open and little Rambo came waltzing in. " Baby I love you!" she leap to Op making him groan from the force. " Love ya too sweets" he said kissing her head snuggling her closer to him. " Hey Edward, whatcha doing here?" Alice said turning her head finally looking at me. " Just watching Spongebob Rambo." I said smirking at her. She glared but it didn't last long letting a small smile take place of her frown. She turned her head and snuggled back against Op. There was a knock at the door before it was opened and in came who I guessed was Op's doctor. " Good morning Mr. Cullen." he greeted Op. Walking towards the front of the bed and taking the chart from the small table in the front. " I see everything is well, someone will be here shortly with your discharged papers and you'll be set to go." He quickly left the room and moments later a small nurse came in with papers for Op to sign. I stepped outside it was getting crowded in there. I made my way to the waiting room until they came out so I could help Alice getting Opie to the car. The three of us made our way outside Alice in the front talking a mile a minute about some new dish she was going to cook for Op and that I should come over too. I quickly declined Alice couldn't cook for shit but Op always ate whatever she made him because shit that was love he says and he couldn't take telling her that it tasted like roadkill and make her sad. What-the-fuck-ever I made the mistake of eating her "creations" once and never again. I didn't have the heart to tell her either but I wasn't about to put myself in that situation again if I could help it. As we made it to the hospital parking lot I felt eyes on me but didn't pay it much mind as we walked to the car, Alice had park next to my bike so we headed in the same direction. We stopped by her car Alice getting in and trying one last time to get me to come over for dinner. " I'm sorry shorty I got work and with this asshole out of commission I got my work cut out for me, maybe next time alright?" I replied. " Okay but you're not getting out of the next one Edward" she growled a little. " okay okay Rambo don't hit me with a bottle now!" I laughed. Standing there in the parking lot I couldn't shake the feeling of being watched, I rubbed my neck trying to shake it off. Finally giving up and turning around I saw the person behind the gaze. No not person, the woman.

My woman.

My Bella.

Shit Bella.

AN: I'm very sorry for the wait, but this chapter was hard. Very very hard. I couldn't get in Edwards head and to be honest my muse was gone too. I'm going to try to get you guys the next chapter around next week. I have started on it and am about half way done so hopefully my muse doesn't desert me again. I hope you guys like it and please enjoy.

Again I am very sorry for the wait. Love you guys all.

By the way that little dig at Esme about outliving them all, I really do think that Gem is going to be the only one left and it'll be her biggest fear come ture. I can't wait until the new season of SOA starts!:)