Disclaimer: I do not own Vampire Academy and neither of its characters; All hard work is from the wonderful author Richelle Mead.

DPOV

I am a complete fool!

I can't believe I had let her go. It's been two years, two fucking years since we last talk.

In the beginning, I was trying to give her the spaces I thought we needed from each other. It was for best, or at least that is what I thought. Those past years have spent guarding the princess, and since she was in college. I didn't have to see or be near Rose.

I thought it would make life easier. What a JOKE! Those two years were hell on earth, and now the princess has decided to take a year off from college. Meaning we are returning to Court.

We were walking to the princess new housing when we saw Christian Ozera with my gorgeous Roza. My Roza! She looks different more mature, toned and her beautiful hair was short. Her hair is short, very short but she still so, so beautiful.

When we approach them, I see Vasilissa has a grimace on her face. As I look back at Christian and Roza, I understand why; there were boxes. Too many boxes around them if you ask me. "Christian, Rose, what are you guys doing?" the princess asked, while I put on my guardian mask and wait for their response. I'm completely curious to know what the hell is happening here, especially if it involves my Roza.

The look on their faces says there was something going on. They looked at each other as if they were having a secret conversation between them. Something is going on here I'm sure of it; are they together?

Without thinking, I asked if they needed help, I don't know where that comes from but whatever. Roza's face showed shock, and she looked at Christian again. What the fuck is going on between those two. I have a feeling they are together, and if I'm right they will be hell on earth.

"Rose is finally out of that awful desk job where she spent the past two years if you don't remember, and now is my guardian. Therefore, she moving in. Rose definitely needs a better room than the terrible one she had in the guardian dorms," Ozera said.

To say that I was shocked to hear this was an underestimate. She is moving with him, are you kidding me? I'm sure there have to be something between those two, they are acting completely different from what I remember of their relationship years ago.

I need to control myself. I can't let my anger get the better of me. She should never have been at that desk job, her place was and is with us. I'm the biggest idiot in the world, and now I know it.

I have to do something. That lie, God why did I do it? I do love her, I love her so much, I've always loved her even when I thought I didn't. That is why I can't return Tasha's feelings it feels so wrong with her. I try to have a relationship with her, but it didn't work.

I think that is why she still pushing for another try, but I can't all can think of is Roza, my Roza. My thoughts were interrupted by the sweetest and beautiful noise I have heard in a long time; Roza's laugh. For some cause, it was uncontrollable. In another situation, I would have enjoyed it, but right now I have too many emotions that don't allow me to do so.

With a goofy grin on his face, he as the audacity to tell me "us" that our help was not needed. Then, Eddie and Adrian arrived, and I ignored the trio. Who the fuck he is to stopping me on help my Roza? If Roza wants my help; happily I will do it no mattering what he has just said. And then she says, "Thanks for offering to help, but as Sparky just said we have all the help we need".

At that moment I just saw red; she prefers to be with him than me. She took some boxes and walked away with Eddie following her. Something is up with those two, and I will figure it out. With my guardian mask on a follow Rose with my eyes into I hear the princess saying her byes.

We walked in silence for a while into she asks, "It's just me, or was something going on between them?" I was too angry at the moment that I couldn't reply to her so I did the only thing I could shake my head, and kept walking into we reached her building. Vasilissa's building was less than a mile from Ozera's. I took this as a good sign I will see my Roza regularly. With this on mine, I decided that I will win her love and her back.

I was on my way to the gym when I saw the most perfect figure in front of me. It was my Roza, I took the decision to talk to her. So reached her and say "Rose". She didn't look at me but greeted me with a "Belikov". That's something at least, I thought.

"Sure, believe that crap", the voices said. Ignoring the ridiculous voice; I asked her, "How are you been?" and I'm genuinely curious to know. It's long enough. "Good" That it? That is all she is going to tell me. I need to drop down this wall that she is putting between us. I know is my fault and all but I'm not losing her. No, this time.

So I continue, I want to hear her melodious voice. "Are you going to the gym?" I asked, and she just shook yes with her head. Lord, I'm getting nowhere, this is getting frustrating, but I won't give up just yet.

"I'm on my way there if you like we can work out together even spar or talk? Whatever you feel like. It's been too long since we had done any of them". I was looking at her and didn't realize that we were a few steps from the gym and that Ozera was waiting for her with a stupid grin on his face.

She looked at me and said, "Christian is waiting for me as you can see." I looked around to see Ozera with a grimace in his face. She continues, "We are working out together then going to dinner with Eddie. Bye Dimitri". And she was gone.

They didn't realize that I was near them over dropping in their conversation. Yeah! I know, who cares! I saw my Roza got the man-eater smile that drove everyman crazy and hears her say "Did you miss me?" cocking her head to the side. "Me! why would I miss you? It's not like you live with me or anything," Ozera says with a smirk in his annoying face. "Yeah! Yeah! You say that now, but I know better you know", she says laughing and I saw every color in front of me.

I was so angry that I forget my workout routine, and went straight to the punching bag.

I didn't know how long I have been here but my anger was slowly vanishing , of course, that was into I saw Ozera putting his arm around my Roza's shoulders and then again when I heard a guardian asking if the small sparing room was available, and someone replied that it should be soon because Roza and Ozera usually are done by this time. I thought the had left the gym by now.

And all that anger come back like a train. I walked to the room and saw my Roza straddling him. There faces where millimeter from each other, they were in trance, and about to fucking kiss each other.

I wanted to drag her away from him and punch the hell out of him, but I know better. I have my self-control, so I opted with clearing my throw. They whispered, "You have to be kidding", separating from each other, and looking at me. Let me tell you that if looks could kill, everyone in this damn room would be dead.

"Ha, she is with him, you are too late; because you are a moron," the fucking voices said.

I'm no longer angry. I'm furious, and I don't want to do something I know I will regret so I stormed out of the room and went to the nearest bar.