Hey guys, I'm back from the holidays but on Jan/04/10, I get back to school. So here's the next chapter, like I mentioned before this has a bit of major content just not a big fan to use some literary words. If you know what I mean. Anyway, this continues....
Note: I still write as I go.
Chapter 4
Rejection
As the older Winchester stared into the angel's eyes, he gasped as Castiel finally made his move, shoving himself in. Dean never felt so violated by his friend that been so close to him. The connection of a human and angel was rare and apparently Castiel worked his way around to protect Dean and helped him several times to avoid the dangers, they approached nearly every day. But this time, Dean has a problem, an angel problem.
"I think I'm reaching my limits…" Castiel recalled that made Dean grunt as he managed to grab on to Castiel's shoulder and came closer to give him a dagger stare.
And did he look serious. "You better not—" That moment, Dean felt it as he gasped; Castiel had released himself causing the hunter to twitch all over as he fell into the angel's arms. "Bastard…" He whispered in Castiel's ear.
The angel didn't frown nor smile or even show any expressions upon his face of Dean's respond or even to the actions he inflicted upon the poor Winchester. Letting Dean relax awhile on his shoulder, the hunter fell asleep, exhausted. That when Castiel carefully put him down to the mattress, slightly gave him a kiss upon his forehead and slept beside him unknowing what Dean feel about their relationship now.
Sam Winchester shopped around the grocery store grabbing some necessary supplies because of the kind of job that he and his brother work as. 'Demon Hunters', it's not all too bad, it just the job doesn't have a salary that's all. That why, Sam always carries a credit card around, waiting for the cashier to press in the last four digits; he looked up, having this awkward feeling that someone nearby him was giving him bad vibes. There were other customers in the store that seemed human but of course, Sam was cautious considering the experience of being a demon hunter. Never let your guard down would be a saying that his dad always said. Finally out of the store, Sam aboard into the Impala not surprise its only afternoon that demons or any other thing are out and roaming. To think, ghosts, monsters, creatures, demons…the Winchesters now had to deal with angels.
"Hello Sam." Sam gasps in surprise as an angel, Anna Milton. The red head angel who had a minor love affair with Dean Winchester appeared in the backseat causing Sam to give a chance to calm down.
"Seriously," Sam begun to say, "Don't do that!" As Sam turned the key, he started up the engine.
"I heard what happened yesterday."
The Winchester started to sigh. "Yeah, well…"
"Was Castiel and Dean harmed?"
Sam looked behind him to Anna but apparently she wasn't there anymore as she appeared at the passenger seat once again, spook Sam.
"Jesus, can't you stay in one place?" The Winchester complained as Anna apologized.
"I'm sorry," She replied. "So were they harmed?"
Sam then moved his hair back, relaxing his tense shoulders. "Well to be honest, Dean was swung around but he's okay. Castiel, well…his wings…"
"Was ripped off…" Anna said finishing Sam's line. Sam seemed surprised that she knew. "I should have been there; I could have helped them…but…" Feeling guilty, Sam looked away, he sigh then took the chance to look at her again.
"Hey, it wasn't your fault." Sam replied. "Besides, can't angels heal themselves?"
Anna looked at him with a sad face. "Not when it comes to their wings,"
"I don't understand."
"God gave his angels, a gift and that is feathery wings so he can tell apart from his people and his creations."
"By his creations, you mean humans right?"
The angel nodded as she once more looked at Sam. "It's rare for angels' wings to be restored. If your wings are wreaked there are wreaked."
"So you're saying; Castiel would never get to fly again?" Sam asked.
"Well, there is a way." Anna begun to explain, "An angel had to impressed their destiny, a goal that god can accept and let them gain their wings back."
"So…Castiel's destiny is what?"
"Only he would know or I hope he does…" Anna said sadly that made Sam feel at fault as well. "I'm sorry, I should go." Anna got out of the car before she closed the car door, Sam called for her.
"Hey,"
"Yes Sam?"
"Why are you telling me this?" The Winchester asked. Realizing he never 'hung out' with Anna, usually she would go to Dean first.
Anna sighed. "If I told Dean, he wouldn't believe me."
"Why do you say that?"
"Because I think, Castiel is in love."
Sam then widens his eyes. "Um, okay…and that means?"
"Dean could be the one to restore Castiel's wings."
The hunter then choked on his incoming laughter. "Oh god, I knew it."
"You knew?" Anna asked not understanding Sam's reaction.
"Well it's obvious, Castiel always appearing when we are in trouble, giving Dean all kinds of information we needed to avoid danger. I seriously thought; Castiel is protecting Dean like a mother hen."
"And you think this is funny?" Anna asked, still confused about humans' actions.
"Well, it was theory I had in my mind for awhile. It either means Castiel and Dean are very close friends or Castiel has a major crush on Dean, who would do anything to protect him but knowing my brother, he would probably decline it since Castiel is a guy."
"Yes and I'm worried that Castiel would make a move on Dean to quickly without knowing Dean's feelings for him. If Castiel is unhappy, he will never gain his wings that way."
"The question is would Castiel let him go if Dean said no?"
"That the thing, I don't think he would."
Both looked speechless, and worried. Unless, Sam could prove to his brother that he liked Castiel enough that the angel can fully heal his angel's wings but that seems like a difficult task but then again, hunting demons is a difficult task too isn't it?
Dean really thought it was a dream, Castiel coming on to him. Not to mention, he embraced him, kissed him, and raped him. Quickly the hunter shook his head getting rid of the thought but he knew it had to be true when he woke up and right beside him was Castiel on his side staring down to the awaking Dean. Before Castiel was going to say something, Dean spoke up first.
"I can't believe you did it." Remembering the last series of events as Castiel leaned down. Dean slightly moved deeper under the covers hoping to avoid the angel's contact but he knew that was a sad attempt as the angel moved closer to his ear.
"Me neither." Castiel said.
Feeling his breath breeze among his neck, Dean shove Castiel away but forgetting an angel's strength, Castiel didn't even budge. "Don't." Dean replied as he looked up to the angel.
This time, Castiel accepted Dean's request and moved away from him. Sitting beside Castiel in bed, Dean felt utterly uncomfortable as he managed to get out of bed, Castiel spoke up.
"I'm sorry."
Dean slightly blushed not only that Castiel said that so innocently, he was also naked that cause Castiel beam his eyes over him. Sensing his glance, Dean tensed his shoulders. "Do you mind?" Sounding irritated.
The angel turned away with a flushed face. Frustrated with all that had happened, Dean quickly picks up his clothes and went into the bathroom. 'Damn it, Castiel.' Dean regains his thoughts. Already have put up his pants and boxers, he pulled his black tee-shirt in front of him he was reminded that Castiel took it off from him. Feeling a bit embarrassed by the thought, he ruffled his shirt on and before he put on his dad's jacket. He heard someone came in to the room where Castiel was.
"Hey, what are you doing up already?" It was Sam, who loaded the room with some supplies. "And where's Dean?"
The angel would was sitting on the edge of the bed appearing with bandaged torso and pants was quiet for a second but he answered to Sam's questions.
"I needed to move my legs a bit and Dean is in the bathroom." He looked down sounding unhappy.
Sam realized this but refuse to give up on Castiel as he pulled out a roll of white cloth.
"Here Cas, I got you a new roll." He threw it to Castiel as he caught it.
"Thanks…" Castiel replied still sounding depressed.
Worried now, Sam grabbed out some burgers and called for Dean. Hoping that could brighten the angel's day letting Castiel see Dean. When the older Winchester came out (all dressed), he felt nervous as he sat by the table with Sam while Castiel was looking at him. The angel realized this, and looked away. 'Did something happen already?' thought Sam. The two weren't as chirpy but that was normal, between those two. It was always something serious, never fun or games but the atmosphere was so awkward as if they were scared to even talk to each other.
Sam then stood up and searched his pockets.
"What's wrong?" Dean asked, seeing his brother looking around wasn't hard to miss.
"I think I forgot my wallet." He lied, and left the room before Dean can speak up again.
Once again, Dean was alone, trapped in the angel's glance.
Seeing that this was a chance to rebuild their relationship, Castiel looked up to Dean. "Dean, about what happened…"
"Nothing happened." Dean snapped at him.
"But Dean…"
"Don't do it again, Cas. I'm not interested in you at all." Dean said gathering his willpower to make sure Castiel would take a couple of steps back in their bond. Castiel then felt rejected, not only he felt bad as he rebelled against his brothers and sisters on Zachariah's side. Castiel now felt worse when Dean said those words.
For once in his immortal life-time, Castiel felt a tear fall from his face. Dean realized this as he saw it. There the hunter felt guilt and so much wanted to hug the angel but he kept his stubborn straight mind and said. "I'm sorry, Cas. It wouldn't have worked anyway."
Getting out from his chair, can't stand the tension in the room anymore, Dean left hoping that was best from Castiel to heal from rejection. When he came out, Sam approached him.
"Hey man, what wrong?" His brother asked but Dean ignored him, walked directly to his car and climbed in. He didn't start the car at all. He just sat there, waiting probably trying to calm down.
Sam immediately thought this was bad news when he came back to the room, Castiel didn't move from his spot. He just sat there looking depressed and this was from a guy that usually showed no emotion.
"Hey…" Sam spoke up hoping to regain some sense to the angel's head.
Castiel looked up, he wasn't expecting company not Sam's company anyway.
"What is it?" Castiel asked not interested to look at Sam.
"I know that you like Dean." When the Winchester mentioned that, Castiel then started to pay attention to him.
Oh Sam, how did you get involved in such things?
