The POV's in this chapter is mostly Jasper's but some of it is Bella's POV

I don't own twilight yeah yeah remind me why i'm such a trainwreck

Bella's POV

Two weeks had passed since Angela and I went to Port Angeles which was quite fun for both of us somewhat. Anyway I have been scrying and I still can't find Jasper let alone any of the Cullens. I put down the crystal. "Damn it" I said frusteratedly. "Looking for me I see" I heard someone say in a southern accent that sounded vaguely firmiliar. I turned around to see who it was and to my surprise it was Jasper of all people not that I didn't want to see him. "No, freakin way" I said with wide eyes.

Jasper's POV

I had sent Bella that letter a three weeks ago and it had been bugging me all week I needed to know if she forgave me or not and I had decided to go see her I had to see her. I had better control of my blood lust now and I know that I would never hurt her again I just hoped that she could forgive me. I left a note for Carlisle and Esme that I would be out for a few hours and that I would be back late that night or early the next morning and I walked out of the door and ran to Bella's window at Vampire speed. I arrived in Bella's room shortly after she didn't notice that I was there she was preoccupied. "Damn it" she said obviously frusterated. I noticed that she must have been looking for me. "Looking for me I see" I said. She heard me and turned around and was surprised to see me and stared at me with wide eyes. "No freakin way" She said. The next I know Bella jumps into my arms and there was something wet, she was crying. I embraced her rather tight and looked at her. Her eyes were bloodshot she must have been up for at least a day if not more. "Bella, you should get some sleep" I said. "No, if I sleep you'll go" she sighed sadly. "If you don't want me to go I won't" I said. She barried her face in my chest. "Don't go please" she cried. "Does this mean you forgive me" I whispered? "Oh god, Jasper there is nothing to forgive" she said. "Humor me" I told her. "Yes, I forgive you" she said after which barrying her face in my chest again. I picked her up bridal style and layed her on her bed and covered her up with a blinket and just as I stood up she grabbed my hand. "Stay". I went to the other end of the bed and layed next to her and she put her head on my chest and i held her and she fell asleep soon after.

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Jasper's POV

Bella woke up about twelve hours later. The first thing she noticed was that I was still lying next her. "You stayed" she said happily. "You wanted me to Of, course I stayed" I said. "Thanks it means a lot" She said after which she kissed my cheek. "I'm going to take a shower i'll be out in ten minutes, fifteen tops don't go anywhere" she said excitedly. "I won't I promise" I said. She nodded and grabbed some clothes from her closet and went into the bathroom.

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Jasper's POV

While she took her shower I decided to look around her room. Her walls we're painted black with Flyleaf and Evanescence posters and then I see her cd collection. She had every album from Flyleaf, Evanescence, Three Days Grace, Three Doors Down, Greenday, Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, and Avril Lavigne. "Damn she has good taste" I said to myself. I heard the door opening to the bathroom and I saw the most beautiful thing in the world. Bella was dressed in a black shirt that showed her belly and dark blue jeans that were very tight she also had black eyeshadow and black nailpolish on. I can't understand why Edward left her. "Jasper" she said probably because she noticed me staring at her, hell i was ogling her. "Yes, Love" I said. She blushed and looked at me like I was crazy. "I meant Bella". "Wow, akward, anyway you shouldn't be here what if Charlie see's you in my bedroom he's going to leap to conclusions" she said frantically. "Oh, he left to go to Billy's" I said simply. "What day is it" she asked? "Sunday" I chuckled. "What" she asked? "Nothing" I said. "Whatever, can I ask you something" she asked me politely. "Yeah, what is it"? "What was the other reason that Edward left me" she asked me? "Your more perceptive than people give you credit for" I said. "Your being evasive". "It would hurt you and I don't want to hurt you" I said. She walked up to me grabbed my hand. "Please, I need to know" she begged. "Edward had an affair with Alice" I said both angry and sad.