Harder to Breathe Chapter 4
Andi staggered into her apartment, her legs still sore from Hoffman's fucking. She collapsed on her bed and just started sobbing. Julie overheard and came in her bedroom, she saw Andi's face, tear stained, and she saw Andi's blouse open, with the two slash marks he had made on her breasts. "Andi, did Mark do all this to you?"
"Yes, but I wanted it, I went over there begging him to use me, so he did, in every way imaginable."
Julie looked Andi up and down, her bite mark was bleeding again, and she saw the semen dripping down Andi's leg. "Sweetie, he's abusing you, can't you see that?"
"He's not abusing me, he just likes it rough, and I'm learning how to handle it."
"Honey, I can see you've been crying, so how can you say you enjoy what he does to you?"
"He makes me cum like no man ever has before."
"I thought the only orgasm you ever had with a man was when you were raped."
"That was true, until Mark, he stirs up a sexual beast inside me that only he can control, I love it."
"If you love it so much, why were you crying when you came home?"
"Well, I let Mark do something no other man has done before, and with his size, it was kinda painful.
"You don't mean?"
"Yes I do, he really tore me up, but it felt so good."
"Did it feel good while you cried and begged him to stop?"
"It wasn't like that, I only cried a little while I was adjusting to his size. He doesn't do anything I'm not okay with."
"So you were okay with anal?"
"Well, he kinda just did it, but he made it feel really good."
"So the blood on the bed is from?"
Andi got up and saw a tiny puddle of blood on the sheets. "Oh, well I told you he was big, that's all, he didn't hurt me."
"Andi, we both know you're lying, Mark hurt you. Why do you want to be with a man who hurts you?"
"Look, Julie, I've discovered something about my sexuality in the past few days. I don't like romance, I prefer for a guy to just roughly take me and ravage my body."
"That's bullshit Andi, and you know it! You just tried to shut yourself off to romance since the rape because you don't think you're worthy of a man that loves you, and I don't know how many times you're going to have to hear it before you believe it, but you are more worthy than most women I know to have a man love you unconditionally and not just use your body!"
Andi rolled her eyes, "Done?"
Julie grabbed Andi's shoulders and forced her to look her in the eye. "I know you have an intense sexual infatuation with Mark, I also know you have been in a tailspin since you've been spending nights with him, please, I implore you, as your friend, distance yourself from that man. He is controlling, and I'm seriously afraid for your safety when you're with him. Please listen to me, I only say this because I care about you."
"I don't have to stay here and listen to this! You know what, I'm going back over to Mark's, I'll stay with him for awhile," Andi said, packing her suitcase.
Julie raised her hands in frustration, "You know what, have a great time at Mark's, I'll take care of your 'little baby' while you're gone."
With that, Andi stormed out of the apartment.