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A/N: short and .
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Chap 4. Love lust AM .
It still playing in my head, even now or then. No matter where and when, the way you screamed my name, the feeling of your little pale hands dug behind my shoulder still surrounding me, stalked my body. I tried, go to hell, Uchiha, the darkness inside you or the oh so tight caved, the wet of your tongue, your small sexy body drove me crazy, everything made me want you more. That raven whore no where compared to you, heck, he did not make me scream. No, I am not... I came but the only one I could think about when I pounded in him mecrcilessly is you. The deep wood eyes turned into midnight sky, the red long hair turned into a long silky raven river and Shusuke turned into Sasuke, but I couldn't feel it. The burning, the flame, the beast,the animal instinct, the lust and deepest inside, there is something both of us denied. Never in my life, I could feel the freedom like that night, no more guilty when I broke you apart. For a second I could forget about my sins, about him, Rin's eyes, everything and fell into nothingness when I fulled you with my desire.
Shusuke, Suke, Genma, two weeks, half of the village and everytime I tried, you, Uchiha Sasuke, you haunted me, none of them looks like you. I can't stop my need, but fuck it, I only want you.
Inai and countlessly black hair, black eyes.
Is it just me, or my taste gone completely insane?
This is not enough, I can't fucking live without think about you for a second, I can't stop hearing your childish voice, bloody hell. You are living in my house, sleeping in my bed, bathing in my bath, breathing in my lung and now because of you that I became impotent.
You will pay, my student.Just after this mission.
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Long mission ae? The hokage said so, how many missions do you have in three weeks straight anyway?
Liar!You stormed out of the window three weeks ago, since then, you are no where to be seen. You evaded me.I knew you only think that I lust after you, that I needed a warm body to keep me sane and no more nightmare, no, you are wrong. I hate you, I hate you so much that I can't stop holding your shirt to find your scent. I hate you because you left me alone here, without saying why, you never come back, it been two weeks already. Team 7 have nothing to do, I kept on training with Dobe. I don't wantt to stuck here, I want to become stronger to kill him, if I stay here I wouldn't make it come true.
Don't you understand? I hate you because of you everything became meaningless without you. Don't you know? No, you don't. Only you can make this desire come true, only you ould make me feel enough. I addicted to you. Like I was drunk, possibly, over the lust, it something I know you don't need, something will make you feel weaker, it already became my weakness. I don't care of you became my weakness because you are strong, you can protect yourself. What I care is the power you have over me and the ways I could control you, that night. I drunk only for you. I prayed every nights since then that you would come back, feel me, touch me, hear me.
Three weeks I haven't seen you. I knows you did most of the guys in Konoha since then, you didn't need me anymore, you never wanted me in the first place.
Inai talked to me me, not long after you go, that you love somebody. Genma talked to me, not long before you returned, that I know who it is.
That night make your smile live forever and made me understand.
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"Just go home, Sasuke, I m not stronge enough for this tonight...
Now you understand why I told you to go home?"
You know, you are my home.
'Here lays the hero of Konoha.
Kakasi Hatake.'
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