Chapter 4

Alice and I finally got to my house, when I got out I had black tears dried to my face and all over my dress. I stormed inside not sure whether to be angry or start bawling my eyes out. "Bella, are you alright?" Alice asked me concerned, I laughed coldly "Am I alright? Actually I am far from it, anything but alright." I stated matter-of-factly, Alice looked away sadly. "Look Alice, I'm sorry if I'm being harsh but I just caught my fiancé sleeping with some slut and I-I just don't know what to do at this point." I felt so confused, like my reason for living was pulled from my reach. "Alice what should I do?" my eyes began welling up with tears as I sat down on the couch of my empty living room. "Honestly Bella, I think you just need some you time, something to get your mind off him."

My head shook up and down in agreement. I was not too sure if I was just delusional but I felt a sudden urge to go shopping. "Er, Alice I think maybe we should go shopping." As soon as I said shopping her face lit up but seconds later it was replaced with confusion and concern of my sanity. "Really? But you hate shopping!" she exclaimed. I shrugged in response but I knew what I wanted and that was to go shopping. "Bella, I don't want to force you to do anything-" interrupting her I quickly said "Please, how many times in my life do you think all actually be willing to go shopping?" I let a small chuckle slip through my lips. Before anything could happen, Alice began dragging me up to my room and quickly I took off my tattered wedding dress and took a shower. By the time I got out Alice was in there with an outfit lain out that was definitely nothing from my wardrobe.

"Something of yours I presume?" I asked her, she only smiled and nodded. "So I was thinking that to help get your mind off previous events, we could go shopping in Los Angeles. I wanted to see how fast I can get there in one night." She said her voice full of happiness. The corner of my lips twitched upwards slightly but it only reminded me of what happiness that I had only been feeling earlier. Alice left talking to herself about what she would buy and so on while I went to change into the clothes that she had set out for me. [[hopefully on profile by I've time uploaded ch.]] My shirt was black and white striped, cashmere I think, pants made of thick white fabric and tan fluffy uggs. Well at least Alice planned my outfit with comfort in mind. I didn't bother looking in the mirror while I packed my old school bag with random clothes and my wallet, also knowing Alice I threw in my passport just in case.

Feeling clean and comfortable, I wrote a note to Charlie telling him that I was out with Alice for a few days and would be back soon.

"Ready to go Bella?" Alice asked at the frame of the front door. My lips gave a small grin but despite that, I still felt empty inside. The both of us went to her car and began heading for Los Angeles. It was just about 5pm when we finally got onto the highway and I've already had 10 or 20 voicemails and texts from Edward trying to apologize but every I only deleted them and went on with my life. I swear if Charlie knew the speed Alice was driving, he would never let me get in a car with her again. Slowly I drifted off into sleep while Alice blabbered about various stores that she never had the chance to go to.

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