(Disclaimer, I don't own CSI NY. I do own Logan and Alex as well as Harley when he was alive)

"How are you guys holding up?" asked Stella, Mac, Danny and Lindsay as they entered the waiting area.

"Jess and I are doing okay. Logan over here is a different story," said Don.

"Yeah, I'm a different story because I watched my kid sister almost bleed out right in front of me," snapped Logan from her place on the floor next to Jess.

"Whoa, Logan, calm down girl," said Jess.

"NO! I will not calm down! You are her parents but I had to listen to my little sister ask me if she was going to die! I pressed my hand on her stomach for half the day! I was scared shitless! I can't calm down!" ranted Logan.

"I'm going for a walk. I need to clear my head," snapped Logan before stomping out of the waiting area leaving Jess and Don amazed that their daughter, who usually had perfect control of her temper had just flipped out on them.

" I'll go see if I can find Logan," said Don standing up.

"Guys, stay here in case the doctor comes out with an update, we'll go," said Stella and Lindsay.

(I'm giving myself chills as I write this!)

"LOGAN!" yelled both woman as they searched the grounds.

Logan had gone to one of the gardens and sat on the edge of the fountain.

For some bizarre reason, fountains helped her clear her head when she was upset.

"Let's go talk to the nurses at the nurses station, maybe they saw Logan," suggested Lindsay.

"Excuse me, did you see a tall girl, she's thirteen but looks sixteen, brunette come past here?" asked Stella.

"Yeah, poor kid seemed pretty upset. I told her she should go out in the garden and get some fresh air," said the on duty nurse.

"Thank you,"

"Logan, what happened back there?" asked Stella and Lindsay as they approached the crying Logan.

"I'll go tell them we found her," said Lindsay excusing herself.

"My dad was just being a pain in the ass. I had a lot of anger towards the kid who shot Alex. It finally burst,"

"Logan, trust me on this one, dads are going to be a pain in the ass no matter what. Having a lot of pent up anger doesn't excuse the fact that you yelled at your mom," said Stella gently.

"Did you come out here just to tell me everything I did wrong?"

"No,"

" I'm only thirteen! I shouldn't be worrying about if my little sister is going to live or die! I should be worrying about stupid things like if the guy I like likes me back," said Logan.

"I agree. Logan, Alex wouldn't want you to beat yourself up,"

"Come on, let's go back inside and see if there's any news on Alex,"

Back inside-

" She was out in the garden, Stella's talking to her. I think she feels pretty bad about all of this," said Lindsay as she returned to the waiting area.

"I think I got the memo when she flipped out on me," said Jess.

(Things are starting to change!)

"I have some news for you," said the doctor appearing in the waiting room.

"How is she?" asked Don.

The doctor sighed and said," She…"

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