Me: I know I said I was done but MarSofTheGalaxies commented how it would be interesting to see Lisanna's PoV so this is basically just that, plus a little bit after the Happy ending.

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Lisanna's PoV

I sat in the back of the Cathedral, as the man I loved got married.

I deserved it though. I created a rift between him and Lucy. It was my fault, what if they didn't fight? Would they have been together that morning when Raven Tale attacked? Would Lucy have lived? Was it all my fault? Butterfly effect says yes.

Tears slipped down my face, I wanted to object to the marriage, but I couldn't. He loved Lucy, no matter how close we were as children, it made no difference, I guess you could say I was his past and she was his future.

It would have been better if I stayed in Edolas.

I hurt so many people with my selfishness. Would Lucy have lived, if I never kissed Natsu?

Now she was back, a Celestial Spirit, not truly a person, yet still a person. It was confusing as hell, but she was back. Natsu hadn't talked to me for those the months she was gone, I didn't blame him, I was at fault.

I had cut my wrist a total of twelve times before Mira saw them. She told me it wasn't my fault, but I knew she was wrong.

It was my fault.

"I'm sorry Lucy, it's my fault you died" I whispered

"You may kiss the bride"

It was official, Natsu was married. I just hope they can forgive me someday.

Four years later

Lisanna's PoV

"Auntie Lisanna!" Layla cried as Silvia chased her

"She froze my apple juice!"

"It's not my fault! You burned my cake! Auntie Erza told me to do it!" The black haired girl screamed with tears in her eyes

"Be quiet ice queen!"

"You be quiet flame brain!"

"Layla, Silvia, you need to get along, I swear you're just like your fathers." I sighed picking them up and placing them on my lap

"My dad says cake is better enfl- enfamb- enfagm-" The four year old said trying to sound it out

"En flambé?" I smiled helping her

"Well that's stupid!" Silvia whined showing me a plate with a black lump on it

"What trouble are they in now?" Lucy asked laughing

"Oh, Layla burned Silvia's cake so Silvia froze her apple juice" I smiled

It had taken a year but Lucy finally forgave me, we weren't the best of friends but we got along.

"Silvia, why don't you go find your mom, I'm sure your dad will be getting back soon." I said putting the silver eyed girl down.

"Thank you Lisanna, for all the help you give watching them, I know it's hard on Natsu, me having to go back to the celestial world twice a years." Lucy said, her smiling faltering

"I'm sorry, if I hadn't-" I started before she cut me off with a soft smile

"Lisanna, we've been through this, it's not your fault."

"I'm sorry, I just haven't fully forgiven myself." I laughed

"Honestly, you need to forgive yourself, everyone else has forgiven you, and themselves. They all blamed themselves." Lucy replied placing a hand on my shoulder.

"Maybe it's time for me to find someone, I mean, look at everyone, you have Layla and Nashi, Juvia has Silvia and Storm. Hell it seems like everyone has someone, plus kids." I rambled

"Hey, you'll find someone. I promise, but first you have to forgive yourself."

"Alright. I'm sorry" I said one last time.

"I forgive you" she replied

Me: ok that's it, I promise I'm done.

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